♥J@mie Ch!p♥

死蠢

2010-12-29T23:43:00.000+08:00

感觉有点生气！！！
觉得自己真的很愚蠢~
又把脚踏进去了！！！
死蠢！！！

stupid!!!

2010-10-27T02:01:00.000+08:00

感觉到自己好像傻人那样~真的有点愚蠢！！！

竟然会做些这么笨的事情。。。
算了，不做都做了，过去了就算咯~当作是一次经验吧~

有时我真的搞不懂我自己
真的很有点乱乱的
可能我真的搞不懂他是个怎样的人
说的话，做的事，有时都让我搞不清楚
wow...说真的，有时真的有点害怕咯~
最好还是不要有功课上的联系
真的让我感到很紧张~

我是不应该有那生气的感觉的
那是很不应该的
说真的，认识了一年多
我还是搞不懂你到底是个怎样的人
就是搞不懂~
但可能你是没那道墙吧
哈哈，对我来说要跨过那道墙还是没那么容易
只是有时好，有时有点冷~
我想我真的要尝试跨过那道害怕的墙

认识你真的是种缘份，你是我要找的，理想中对的人
可是就是时间上的差错，时间不对了，一切都是太迟了
所以有时候遇上对的人也是要有时间上的配合
不然人不对，时间对了也是没有用的
所以还是把这份感情埋起来让它慢慢地流失吧~
真的很庆幸能认识到投缘的人~
他的细心，智慧真的让我有点佩服
哈哈，这么久了，真的让我有点心动咯~
可是还是不会有任何改变的~
你是我要找的，可是时间已经交错了~

一个人久了

2010-09-04T12:25:00.002+08:00

一个人久了。。。会懒得恋爱。。。
一个人久了。。。朋友会越重要。。。
一个人久了。。。会越来越喜欢听歌。。。
一个人久了。。。电话会常常忘记带。。。
一个人久了。。。会养成一个怪癖。。。
一个人久了。。。对爱情会越来越挑剔。。。
一个人久了。。。除了寂寞点外还是会蛮开心的。。。
一个人久了。。。会慢慢变成成熟起来。。。
一个人久了。。。会比以前更重视更爱父母，更重视亲情。。。
一个人久了。。。对所有的节日大多没什么期待。。。
一个人久了。。。听到看到别人一对对的很甜蜜，心里多少还是会有些介意。。。
一个人久了。。。会喜欢买很多无谓东西，带自己去很远的地方。。。
一个人久了。。。会觉得无拘无束自由自在天宽地广。。。
一个人久了。。。爱情会变得越来越不重要，取而代之的是钱和事业。。。
一个人久了。。。会越来越理性，越来越现实。。。
一个人久了。。。会越来越沉闷。。。
一个人久了。。。会懂得处理钱财。。。
一个人久了。。。会把时间都会放在家人身上，，，
一个人久了。。。都不喜欢一个人去戏院看戏。。。
一个人久了。。。做事只需跟自己交待。。。
一个人久了。。。计划未来的东西都只是一个人，，，
一个人久了。。。发白日梦的时间也多了。。。
一个人久了。。。开始会自言自语了。。。
一个人久了。。。开始会做些无聊的东西了。。。
一个人久了。。。开销会少了。。
一个人久了。。。朋友会越来越多了。。。
一个人久了。。。会喜欢坐在沙滩上。。。
一个人久了。。。是很幸福的时光。。。
一个人久了。。。会喜欢上一个人的生活。。。

突然的不舍~

2010-09-02T01:04:00.001+08:00

wow...突然有种不舍的感觉~

就是难以说出，难以形容那种感觉~

整个人突然间都觉得很down....

好像有点不习惯哦！

我知道那是什么原因，问题出在哪里了

你也是这样想吗？天啊！！！

在那一刻真的有点难受哦~哈哈

等待的心情真的不好受

还有我的housemate回家了~

假期快点到来，现在我只想回家

不想呆在这里，因为心已经飞走了

开始想着假期要做些什么了~ 嘻嘻~

回家就可以换个环境休息下

同时也可以避开一些麻烦的人和事情

充一充电，歇一歇气~

不然整个人真的会闷死了

Last two weeks...

2010-08-21T00:22:00.004+08:00

Two weeks din blogging already~
erm...last time I'm quite active in blogging one...
But don't know why now already losing that mood~
Maybe I'm busy in this sem...maybe I'm lazy...maybe something made me change already~
haha..Actually many reasons on that la
Sometime I feel that I'm change already..
Just becoz something happened and make me learn a lot on that~
Maybe I know how to face it in different situation~

From the beginning semester until now
I have my busy life...working...balik kampung...play...travel...
And always rushing for class from Monday until Thursday...
And some more have few industrial visit oso..hehe...It's totally filled up my time!
Just went for a 3 days 2 nites Hatyai trip..A nice and fun trip!
Have a fun with hui yee,siu hou and hone shern..and nice experience on that tiger show too~
I miss the foods and body massage there...I sure will go there for second time!=)

Had a industrial visit and a presentation at Proton,Shah Alam on Wednesday...
Nice experience for us and bring up our group presentation at there..
feel nervous and tension before the presentation...Luckily it's passed d...
But we still need to go there for second time to bring up our final presentation on our motified part~
huh...I really feel blur and don't expert on design...Not sometime..But I always feel tension on that
Feel I'm less knowledge on that...less opinion on that...and feel tension on my group member oso~
But my manufacturing with management engineering course is main concern on design...haizzz
Don't know whether my decision is wrong or right?but just trying to finish my 4 years course lolzzz
I just try my best in everything!!!

haha...and then..I'm at home now~
Just passed by Ipoh and stay one day at home..
becoz tmr I will depart to KL to join the 30 hours famine camp
It's a 2 days 1 nite camp...This time I'm be a volunteer there!hehe
Hope tmr is a nice day lol...Famine camp..here I come!!!

One more thing...
I really feel happy that can meet some same "frequency" frens in this campus~
You guys really lighten up my life!!!happy to have a gang of crazy frens like you all!=)
And some more while I'm needed ur help...you guys aways lend out ur hand to me~
I can feel that who is the real fren!!!I'll treassure you all~
Becoz when come until this stage...I mean our age..all the thinking should be mature already~
If you are still unmature,selfish and always want get some profit from others people...
Then you sure get nothing in the end!
By the way,just be urself that's the most important thing...
Same channel,same frequency then we can walk together...If not,then feel sorry on that~

Recently repeated to heard Lee Hom's new songs...
It's really nice and touching songs lol...and I like that movie oso~恋爱通告~

Now already start to think about my Raya break..miss my best fren very much!:)
A lot of things want to share and chitchat with her~
And planning to go some where during that break...hehe

A great August=)

2010-08-06T23:03:00.004+08:00

A delicious "tong sui" by my mom~^^

haha...I'm in Ipoh again~at my home sweet home now~

continuous go back home for 3 weeks already

wow...actually damn tired to drive alone lol~aikss:(

But I still never regret on my decision to have my weekend at home~

coz a lot for reasons~too boring to stay there...

I want a place refresh myself~and some else oso~

yeah!!!A great August is coming~

Full of plans and activities in this month~

Feel happy and excited lol!

I just want to enjoy my left two years study life...

And play as much as I can~

Besides that...I oso wont go back to Ipoh on the coming two weeks...

Hatyai...30 hours Famine...here I come lol!!!=)

第三个星期...

2010-07-30T17:07:00.003+08:00

开学第三个星期了

第四个星期又要来了，时间的确过得很快~

最近看了Inception,Despicable me和The sorcerer Apprentice...

三部都是不错的戏！！！

最近很懒惰写部落格，不知为什么，就是没那种心情去写咯！

这个周末又回家了~哈哈。。。

连续两个星期来回自己一个人驾车回家

其实真的觉得蛮累的~~~~~

我看回了这星期应该等到raya break才回吧！

一开始还以为这学期还蛮得空的

可是忙碌的生活又要开始了

一个又接一个的assignments等着要交了~Omg~

还有我那tennis课~一星期有两天课~真的累和忙死了~

一整天进进出出就够了~

哈哈，我想这就是把星期五弄成没有课的代价吧！

tennis和design这两样东西真的让我头痛了...

但我相信没有什么东西是做不到的

只要努力，尽力就好了~

已经计划好下两个星期和coursemates到hatyai去玩了~

本打算要取消了，因为同时间有太多东西要交了

可是朋友说风雨不改，照去咯！！！哈哈~

还有就是参加了今年饥饿三十的筹委。。。

希望是另一个新体验咯~：）

每次一出去朋友一定会问：你又去那里玩了？

哈哈，其实现在不玩要等几时呢？珍惜现在读书的时间

做些疯狂的事情也不错！

还有，对你我不会再像以前那么傻了~

只是静静不出声，任你摆布，这事情不会再发生了

也请你不要再闯进我的生活，因为你是一个自私的人！

宽恕需要很大的勇气，对你，我根本做不到！

接下来的两年正是我人生中的大考验！

有时面对你我真的无可奈何。。。

但我真的不能做些什么？

最近爱上了侧田的“三岁或八十”

其实幸福很简单~

2010-07-26T19:15:00.001+08:00

幸福这玩艺，有的人一生在追求，一生感觉不到幸福

有的人从未刻意追求幸福，却时刻品尝着幸福

有的人在别人眼里已经很幸福了，而他自己却体会不到

有的人在他人看来很不幸福，而他却觉得十分幸福

幸福说到底，只是一种感觉，有感觉了，也就幸福了......

今天的你是幸福吗？。。。

幸福其实简单吗？

有朋友一直写着，其实幸福不简单。。

其实幸福只在乎你怎么去测量

幸福 - -是 --没有耀眼的外表,却有着平实的生活

幸福 - -是-- 和朋友们疯狂的玩乐，不在意旁人的眼光

幸福 - -是 -- 很单纯的喜欢着你，不要求什么

幸福 - -是-- 和心爱的人共享晚餐，即使是路边摊

幸福 - -是 -- 听着自己爱听的音乐，享受他的旋律

幸福 - -是 -- 独处时,静静的，能够不被别人打扰

幸福 - -是 -- 不上班的时候,可以尽情地睡,不再担心起床的时间

幸福 - -是 -- 在商场里，无忧无虑的逛街，血拼

幸福 - -是 -- 在等待的过程中,感觉到未来还是有无穷的希望

幸福 - -是 -- 和家人一起吃晚饭,即使是粗茶淡饭

幸福 - -是 -- 知道家里会有人在等着你，在为你牵挂

幸福 - -是 -- 在你失落时，在你身旁支持你的忠实听众

幸福 - -是 -- 心里深爱的那个人，希望他过得幸福开心

幸福 - -是 -- 和情人间有说不完的话题，发不完的短讯

幸福 - -是 -- 很简单的一句晚安，很甜的睡着了

幸福 - -是 -- 告诉关心的你一句简单的想念你，你好吗

幸福 - -是 -- 虽然不是很有钱,但从不觉得缺钱

幸福 - -是 -- 每天睁开眼睛，你还起得来，你就是幸福的了

幸福其实很简单，简单到无处不在；幸福其实很近，近到伸手可及…你赞成吗？

希望读着这文章的朋友们都是幸福的。。^^

hehe...copy from somewhere~~~

Another experience~

2010-07-24T23:56:00.001+08:00

haha...In Ipoh now...at my home sweet home again!!!

First time drive back home at night on the highway from my campus to Ipoh~

erm...Actually quite dangerous and tired if driving on the highway at night...
(many lorries and cars along the highway)

I think next time wouldn't repeat this anymore...coz made my family worried about me...

haha..this was just becoz I'm a person who be fond of playing...

Coz I went to Penang with my fren then delayed the time already...

yeah...no next time...sorry to make my family worried about me and scold by my father oso!

And I can feel that my frens oso worried about me and keep call me go back at morning and drive back carefully...slow down the speed...haha..Thanks..I really can feel u all cares abt me!
Coz I'm blur when driving at night~~~hehe

the first two days...

2010-07-20T23:55:00.003+08:00

Skipped one week class...Came back here(usm) for two days already
haha...One of my fren told me~you made a right decision coz keep canceled class at last week~
erm...for me...got advantages and disadvantages also...But seriously I'm never regret on that~

Actually hard to explain my feeling for this two day(I mean my feeling after came back here)

It's complicated!!!

Damn busy for these two days...coz now is the starting sem and becoz my absence for one week

Like blur and don't know everything...But I just try my best to follow back all!

Today done an experiment from 9am to 2smtg...damn tired for me...

At first I was decided to join my fren group becoz my fren already done it!

But I already promised other group..so just don't want make an improper lo~

Luckily I had attended it coz got learn many things oso...

Now I know that "If you have chance to learn,then don't miss it...becoz it will improve you a lot!"

I'll appreciate all the chance to learn...becoz it will improve ur life knowledge!

Just because of you,so i just simply find other groups for myself~

But I had learn a lot too...

Then the other things...some people like irresponsible one!

Actually I really HATE this kind of people

Like pretended don't care and don't know everything

SHIT!!!But really many this kind of people around me~

My friend just told me:Just look open and try to ignore something or someone that you unlike~

that will make your life more easy and happy...

Yea...I agree...really got different type of people in university,in this society~

One more thing,after back here then the confusing feel come back again!

erm...I really not sure what I'm doing whether is a right way of wrong way?

But at least that's good for me...Maybe just make me feel more better~aiksss...

Sometime just feel confused on that~really confused!

This is just the thing that I can do...other thing just let natural take it's course lo~

No more thinking on that!!!

Fate is a mysterious thing...No matter in friendship or relationship

Just open your heart and your eye to see clearly and try to learn accepted

Because nothing is impossible...

My aim for this sem..study hard and hope can get more good result lol!
At least can get one dean list in my four years university life~
Then...haha...looking forward to my coming trips and activities!

Just closed up for some moment...

2010-07-16T23:44:00.002+08:00

Yeah...I'm decided to set my blog as private...
Just the people in my in my invitation list can view my blog only~
Actually I hope to do that long time ago coz sometime really can't write out what I want to write!
Just like no freedom already...means that before I'm starting to write something...
I need to think and considering properly the cause and effect on my post~
I really don't like that feel...so just closed up my blog
erm...maybe until the right time then only open my blog again!
haha...Actually sometime really feel scared coz ur blog maybe become others gossip topicand cause a lot of misunderstanding and problems oso~Too Bad!!!
hehe...heard like so terrible right?ya...that's exactly the reality of life~

Sometime just want to write down something as memory or let out some special thing in my life...
Perhaps that's just a post...a post about my life,my feeling...but related to others oso...
That kind of people are never respect the blogger feeling and freedom of speech!
They never know about this at all...
I really hope that blogger can have more setting like can block some else to view my blog...

erm...I had skipped one week class...Actually got nothing special happened...
But just a small case for me...huh...
I know that early already but just can't imagine that more worse than that
I really no feel on that...coz that's just a person ever passed in my life
No matter how u treat me,actually I never care on that!!!
I just hope that can study peacefully in this two years and graduated to get my degree only~

Left two days then gonna go back to campus LoL...
Another two working days oso...Recently I really work very hard to earn some money..
Coz I hope can travel to somewhere...haha...anywhere oso can!!!
Just try my best LoL!!!:)

试着慢慢去体会，去学会

2010-07-16T15:41:00.002+08:00

1、不要在流眼泪的时候做任何决定，情绪负面的时候说话

越少越好。

2、不要去反复思考同一个问题，不要把所有的感情都放在一个人身上，你还有父母，有朋友。

3、不要害怕做错什么，即使错了，也不必懊恼，人生就是对对错错，何况有许多事，回头看，对错已经无所谓了。

4、有负面情绪是正常的，但是自己一定要知道，要明白这只是生活的一小部分，在其余时间里，要尽量的让情绪平稳起来。

5、那个人，突然不联系你了，很正常;那个人，突然又联系你了，也很正常，这什么也不说明。

6、如果不懂，就说出来，如果懂了，就别说，笑笑即可。

7、一切的烦恼都是自找，因此也只能自己解决，不要找朋友哭诉，找他们去打球。

8、说过的话一定要做到，即使是很蠢的话，再蠢也比言而无信好。

9、无论发生怎样的变故，不要打破生活原有的规律，要按时吃饭，按时睡觉。

10、不要去害怕做一件事，不要害怕触景伤情，不要害怕说错话，不要害怕想起过去，不要害怕面对未来。

11、无论是对是错，你需要有一个准则，你的行为应该遵循这个准则，并根据现实生活不断的修正。反反复复优柔寡断的人，是不可能讨人喜欢的.在对错之间徘徊的人，形象不如从错到对的人正面。

12、当他说：“让我们冷静一段时间好吗？”的时候，要冷静的说好，然后挂掉电话。不要哀求，他不是来征求你的意见的。

13、不要和一个人和他议论同一个圈子里的人，不管你认为他有多么可靠。

14、当你不知道和他说什么的时候，那就什么也不要说，沉默有无限种含义。

15、不要追求什么结果，每个人结果都一样，就是死亡。

16、不要后悔，无论怎样都不要后悔，后悔的情绪比你所做错的事更加可怕，因为这会摧毁你的自信，自尊以及很有可能让你去做一件更错的事。

17、无论遇到什么事情，都要对自己说：这是正常的。而不要说：我怎么这么倒霉？或是：他怎么这样？那些遇到汶川地震，911或印尼海啸的人很多都没有机会抱怨了。比起他们，生活中的一些波折都是正常的，今天也许你的男朋友离你而去，你会觉得自己是世界上最惨的人，但是别忘了也许这世上同时有几十万个姑娘和你有着同样的遭遇，只是你不知道而已。

18、一定要明白，自己所做的一切都是为了追寻一种状态，一种自我的满足感和幸福感.不要害怕什么，这世上可供害怕的事太多了，你是害怕不完的。有事情，就解决，不能解决，那就拉倒。

I'm lazy...

2010-07-14T23:56:00.005+08:00

Start new sem for few days already...
But I still at home now~~~hoho
I decided to skip one week class...next Monday only go back to campus~
hehe..Act wanna go back on Tuesday...Already packed all my things...
But suddenly change my decision...and surprised my fren oso..hahaha!!!:)
I am lazy!!!I really is a lazy person loL...

Today I had bought an external hard disk...
yeah!!!wanna buy long time ago already!
Finally got it LoL~:)

After go back...Not really know what will be happened for next?
~For my new sem~
haha...this sem quite full one..
Total I took 20 credits hour for this sem...included one sport subject~Tennis~
wow...Never play before...Goodluck for me lu~
And this sem got another design subject oso...I really hate it!aikss:(

In conclusion...

2010-07-10T22:56:00.014+08:00

In conclusion for my semester break...

UPSI and Proton City trip...(In Tanjung malim)

yum cha with sharon,jia,wai yen,pei moon,april and see mun
in Gunung rapat Oldtown...

Yen Leng and Tuck Yuan birthday party in Paparich...

A sudden yum cha called by Boon Tat in Greentown's Oldtown and snooker...
Seriously I'm not really familiar on snooker!haha

A funny and crazy trip with form 6 frens...haha~(one day trip)
Went to Bukit Merah>Penang's 火锅之家 for a dinner>Autocity...

~~~My sisters~~~

Kellie castle in Ipoh~with Pei Yin and Yong Ling~

Yum Cha in Station 1 cafe...Then snooker again!!!:P

A simple celebration on my birthday with Pei Yin in Oriental Cafe~
Thanks for William and everyone!!!

My Birthday Celebration in Breeze cafe...with best sisters!

Secret recipe cakes by my family~wow..
All cheese cakes lol!!!

Pei Yin's birthday!!!:)

Genting trip!!!

Yum Cha with CCd(back from Aus)and other frens in Wong kok Char chan teng~

Last gathering before sem break end and new semester start!!!
(In yeolde English)

Then rush to oldtown meet up with other frens...
haha...Wai soon:Long time no see lol!!!But still got topic to chat!
It's really nice!

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Goodbye!!!My long sem break!

Miss my family(my sister...brother..mum..)
Miss my frens...take care well!

still unwilling to leave and my mum keep asking me when go to back campus?
haha...I just say see later how lo?still not sure yet!

A long post......

2010-07-05T23:26:00.007+08:00

Just feel very lazy to update my blog...haha
What's wrong with me?Just lazy lol~

Today is Monday already...
Last week holiday for this long semester break
So fast!!!Time really passing very very fast!
Now only realized that don't want this holiday end!
Although sometime is quite boring~

I had done a lot of things in this holiday
haha...I think the most is working ba!
I totally worked for 27 days within this two and half months holiday
wow!!!This time is more hardworking comparing with last few sem break~
Just becoz of money...I need some extra money to travel and buy somethings~hehe^^
Maybe working too much already...sometime get bad mood oso!coz tired ba!!!
I had worked for many products:
Anlene,Pringgles+head&shoulder+gillitte,Wall's icecream,Klassno(coffee),Lipton...
haha...Actually before that also got sales many other products...
Some people laugh on some sampling promoter like me~
There said like that: Wah...As a university student then became a promoter in supermarket!!!
And can't learn anything oso...and what?what?what?sumtin like that!

haha...Actually I really not mind on that...becoz I just want to earn some pocket money for myself...
Coz I want to try my best and avoid to get money from my parent...
Instead of not just like some people who just open their hand to get money!
Futhermore,I'm hard to find some office hours job in Ipoh too...

Actually be a sampling promoter during holiday can let me learned a lot oso...
Can meet different types of ppl...different style and different status!
The most important is just working during weekend~
So I still can play and go out during weekdays lol~
hey people...don't laugh on sampling promoter again lol!
coz that can consider a job oso!!!

Then also went to Tanjung Malim,Bukit Merah,Penang,Genting...
haha...Not bad la!!!coz can travel with you guys!!!
All are happy and nice trip lol!
And some more got some yum cha sessions with my best buddies and best sisters~
And had few birthday celebration parties oso~
And I also enjoy the time to stay at home...
Especially after the working days...
My mum said while during the holiday then becum lively already!
While all leaves then becum quiet lo~haha...
Sometime got arguing...talking...chatting...laughing...
This call Family!!!
Sometime I really miss the moment in primary,secondary and form6...
Coz v can go back home after study for few hours!!!

Erm...still thinking when wanna go back to campus?
But sure not Monday!Depends on the situation lo~
Maybe Tuesday or...late a bit...haha!see next week how lo~
I also haven't buy anything for the new semester...
Actually not much things to buy coz I got my own transport there~
Just try to buy some needed things in this few days lo
Coz still got last two working days in this weekend!
haha...very hardworking rite!!!^^

Aiksss...But one more thing...
I really must work hard for the new sem...
If not,the result will be unbearable to contemplate lolz...
Play less!Save more!and work hard!haha:P

如果你还放不下某个人。。。

2010-07-05T23:08:00.000+08:00

傻孩子，到现在还放不下对方吗，，
傻孩子，到现在还想着对方的一点一滴吗，，，
傻孩子，有些人、有些事、我们可能偏偏放不下，，，
傻孩子，我来给你做个试验：
你拿着一个茶杯，然后就往里面倒热水，一直倒到水溢出来。
你烫到手的时候是马上松手了吗？
知道我想说什么了吗？
这个世界上没有什么事是放不下的，痛了，你自然就会放下。

傻孩子．
忘了吧．所有你留恋的．你回忆的．你拥有过的．
那些．都已是记忆．
缺失并不可怕．
可怕的．是无法面对．

傻孩子．
你无法轻易忘记放弃．是因为你付出过．
付出了．他就会像柱子一样扎根在心．
不要刻意去逃避．刻意忘记．那只会让你更痛苦．
绕开这个柱子．寻找未来的幸福生活吧．
那里．有你的理想．

傻孩子．
开始新的习惯吧．
习惯．每天一个人生活．
习惯．一个人过生日．一个人行走．
习惯．走过熟悉的路．面对熟悉的景．
你逃不掉．逃不掉的．
那么．就勇敢面对．现实．
现实是．一切．画上了句点．

傻孩子．
勇敢看着镜子中的自己吧．
这个悲伤软弱满面憔悴的自己．
这也是你．成长中的你．
这个你．正在逐渐死去．
新的你．即将重生．
寻你的路．你的未来．
你知道的．所有的浩劫．都是成长的祭奠．
做最好的自己．即使．一个人．

傻孩子．
好．好．尽情发泄吧．
剥开自己的心．用文字．用声音．用所有能发泄的方式．
泄完了．就要振作．
看吧．你失去的．其实微不足道．
还有那么多人关心着你．以不同的方式．
所以．你并不孤独．
正是这样的失去．让你看清现在所拥有的幸福．

傻孩子．
别哭．别再哭．
不值得．真的．不值得了．
把过去尘封吧．别委屈．别不甘心．别不接受．
开始新的旅程吧．去遇见新的风景．新的际遇．
做你该做的事吧．有很多事．等待着你完成呢．

傻孩子．
生活褪去了曾有的颜色．暂时宁静．
别沉沦在这片宁静里．那会毁掉你．
你要明白．虽然残忍．但这个决定．足够正确．
现在的生活．不是你想要的．
为了你的理想．你必须学会适时放弃．
给对方最好的关怀．就是．变的更好．更强大．更幸福．
现在我对你很好、很好、很好，你不需要、你无所谓、你不在乎，你不珍惜。。。。
当某天，你被伤害，想起我。你就会明白了。。。。。。。。。。。

好好的对待对方是最好的，以后的时间是很长的，既然缘分让你们相交，记得珍惜。。。
そのときは　かのじょう　よろしく
送给还在坚持的人们。。。
有时候放手了。。。
可能你就轻松一些了。。。
记得要让自己高兴。。。

你行的。。。

I hope...

2010-06-28T01:29:00.006+08:00

haha...Actually I really Hope can do many things and learn many things in this long holiday~
When I see something...then hope can doing that~actually is abit greedy la!
I hope can learn to make pizza,bread,cake and etc....
I hope can travel to different places...Malaysia...Oversea...
hehe...I Hope can do this while I'm young and still got that spirit to do that~
I hope can travel with person that I like~But he never appearance in my life now~
Just waiting lol~
But still can travel with few of my best frens!!!hehe...^^
I hope can go travel many many places!!!greedy rite!!!
I hope can travel with my family oso...They are the person whose always pardon and forgive me!
I hope can try anything that I never try before~
I hope can change my sudden urge attitude also~
wow...Got many things le...a lot and a lot!!!hehe:P

recently~

2010-06-25T00:34:00.006+08:00

working!working!working!
I'm busy working for this whole week...non-stop!
Actually damn tired!But just becoz of money...so working very hard lol!
Really cannot deny that MOneY is very very important in our life!
without money,we can't do anything~even though some small things
So,I just work hard to earn more money during this holiday for my study and daily expenses..
hehe...actually are for some extra and accidentally expenses...
But money always gone away faster and not enough for me...
I swear that must be saved some money in next semester,can't just finish all
Then becum very poor and out of money during my sem break!
Money ar money!I really need more money!haha...
Actually I really work hard in this holiday coz accepted many jobs lo!

Holiday just left 3 weeks only...
Now I really feel that dont want go back campus lol~
haizzz...human being is like that...
Now I only realized that time really passing very fast!
Two and half months holiday and now just left 3 weeks only
After go back then need to face back again the tough study lol~haizzz...

What I'm gain in this holiday are:

Already earn some pocket money for my new sem and for some travel fees...
Then learned some working experiences oso..coz sales different products for each job..
And had some small trips with my hometown frens...even some places near with Ipoh...
but it's fun!
But I really spent a lot of my parent's money lol~~~must work hard and pay back to them...

New sem...still don't know what's the challenges for that?
haha...but that's after 3 weeks lol...so I must enjoy the coming 3 weeks holiday!
Genting...Melacca...here I come lol!I hope can go KL shopping oso...^^

星期五的凌晨~

2010-06-11T01:56:00.005+08:00

现在是凌晨两点零九分~
很久没那么夜睡了。。。
哈哈，刘海剪短了一些，但脸看起来有点肿肿地~
真的肥了！！！

也很久没这样post了
把自己的自拍照放进去
~~hoho~~

刚刚不停地打雷和闪电。。。
还以为今晚会下大雨了
结果，现在还是风平浪静！aikzzz...

和两位姐妹长谈吹水了一整晚~
哈哈，说来说去还是些八卦的事情~
嘻嘻，期待七月之旅咯！

这是我煮的~嘻嘻，这次有点进步了~
因为真的太得空太无聊了~
看戏，吃，睡觉，也没别的事情做了~

刚刚在手机找到这照片。。。
我妈发明的釀豆腐。。。嘻嘻！

我很喜欢这句话：
“对自己好点，因为一辈子不长；对身边的人好点，因为下辈子不一定能够遇见！”
真的很同意，很有意思，能做到就最好咯~^^

是时候醒一醒了~

2010-06-09T14:16:00.002+08:00

懒惰了那么久，现在是时候做些我该做的事情了~

有时候“懒惰”真成为了我的借口~

好像是逃避的借口，把很多事情都拖延了很久~

我是时候醒一醒了，每天只待在电脑前看ppstream...

真的要发霉了！！！

要把这之前规划的东西在这假期给完成它~

不然真的白费很多时间！！！

lately~

2010-06-08T14:48:00.009+08:00

Result for final exam was came out already~
erm...not really good for this sem...
but anyway,that's better than what I'm expected lol~
I got nothing special feel on that~no extreme sad or happy on that!
just like normal...
hehe...Just try to work hard for next semester lo!

This week will be a very free week for me...
coz don't have any sampling job for this weekend
hehe...just try to become "P.I.G" at home lo~
Actually sometime damn B.0.r.!.N.G oso..
but just feel like lazy to go out at the "Hot" afternoon~
erm...still planning going to somewhere..
haha...still in progress and thinking lol~
hopefully it will success to make it during this holiday

Aiksss...One more thing make me trouble now...
haha...I wanna keep fit le...
now becum very fat already...
But sometime really hard to control coz I'm easy attracted by the foods..
hoho...and easy to gain weight also
haizzz....."keep fit is a all one's life job for a girl!"
Unfair!!!haha~~~~
Must keep fit start from now lo~ish!ish!ish!

erm...still have one more week then my 22nd birthday is coming lol~
so fast...really very fast!!!
haha...but this year like nothing special lo...coz left less people here only~
So...don't have any expected or surprised on that...aiksss...
Just plan to hang out with few frens lol...
haha...must go out celebrate earlier a bit also coz I got working on my birthday le~
~~~same with last year...got working on that day oso...

"T.I.M.3"~It's never waiting for us...so fast...one year already~
Sometime not enuf time for me to grab and treasure everything...
And sometime...It's really too late already!!!becum a regret lo~

This year gonna to make a wishes which different with last year...
coz last time wishes never come true in my life...
So just try change to other lol...haha!^^

最后一次~

2010-06-03T01:44:00.006+08:00

昨天遇见了一件事~
又是给我另一个教训了
当时我真的很生气很生气
生气时代表在乎那个人，那位朋友
得到那样的对待，我真的看清楚了
这一次，是彻彻底底的失望了
对他，再也没有任何期望了
有人说，要看清楚一个人需要经过一些事情才能看得一清二楚的
我想说，我真的看得一清二楚了，还有许多的现实
再也没有任何期望了
每一次都有那种害怕的感觉，我想以后不会再有了
这是最后一次了！不会有下次了~
人就是现实的得吧！！！

刚刚真的被气到想哭出来了
但现在已经不重要了
不是你对每个人好，你就会得到相同的对待
我承认我是一个把友情一看得太重的人
好像家人一样重要~
我的想法真的太天真，太傻了~

其实大多数之间都存在着一个“利用”和“自私”的价值观存在~
有小部分是例外吧。。。但很少~

“一言惊醒梦中人”说成“一事惊醒梦中人”~
我终于醒了。。。人长大了就是要面对这一切的现实

刚刚我根本就不想去
如果不是不要让大家难堪。。。我根本就不会出席~
我就是那样，不管小气也好，什么也好~
我就是个爱恨分明的人
谁对我好，他做的事和说的话我会永远记得
有事需要帮忙我会赴汤蹈火，在所不辞
谁对我不好，他做的事和说的话我也会永远记得
但是真的没下次了！最后一次就够了！

yum cha!

2010-06-01T11:08:00.003+08:00

yum cha with my best "zi mui"~
In Oldtown again!
haha...we gossip so many things~

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Yum cha with my form 6 frens~best gang lol~hehe^^
In Station 1 cafe~1st time went there...
erm...But not a nice place for us to chat
coz got some sound effect by the singer there(too louder already)
made us hard to chat lolzzz..

Then..snooker again!
haha...but me and pei yin just done some silly things there...
Anyway...a nice gathering lol!

haha...really lazy to write...
so just simply uploaded lo~~~

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O.L.D

2010-05-28T00:07:00.005+08:00

wow...Finally I finish watched this drama...
~~~败犬女王~~~
haha...long time didn't watch Taiwan drama already
This is a quite nice drama...touching and good storyline!
erm...I like it very much lol~
some sentences inside the drama
like -Would u stay with me...
-8=infinity...if look in other view...
-勇气不是天生的，是一点一滴累积成的...
yeap...I totally agree with this...

Recently feel very hot le!!!
Hot weather coming again...haizzz...

yup...this week working for 3 days...
Friday,sat & sun...damn boring le...
start my over again my working day lo
Actually time really pass very fast...time flies~
passing week by week..like very fast one~
OMG...I really OLD already...
Still have two more weeks then I gonna step into my 22 years old life lo~
haha^^ :P

我的生活~

2010-05-26T20:16:00.007+08:00

这几天不断呆在家看连续剧。。。
哈哈。。。每天看到三更半夜。。。因为真的太得空了~

说真的，时间过得真快，这样又放假一个月了~aiksss...
其实这假期也没做了些什么~~~
和朋友出去了几次，其余的时间就是呆在家看连续剧，而周末就做Part-time咯~
其实这假期每个周末都排得满满的，几乎每个周末都有工作咯~
哈哈，其实真的不是很想做，理由是懒惰咯，同时也蛮闷的啦
但目前的经济状况真的穷到极点了，都怪平时太爱玩，太容易花钱了
所以每当一到假期就是穷到极点的时候了~
我答应自己下个学期千万不能那样了，真的要学会控制一下~
而没工作时候就是呆在家里对着电脑做些无聊的事情
看连续剧，这里按下，那里按下的~其实也有点无聊啦~
有时真的很想出去，但就是很懒惰提不起劲来
好了，过了这星期后，这些心情就要停止了~
要提起劲来约些朋友喝茶咯~~~

最近迷上了一出偶像剧~败犬女王~
其实是蛮久的戏来的，哈哈，等到现在才有时间看哦~
这套戏让我有许多的感动，哈哈，有时也让我落泪了~
还有就是，阮經天真的好帥哦。。。哈哈！！！
超好看的！！！

昨天检查了final的pass or fail 成绩~~成绩是pass了~
但真不敢想象一个多星期后的真正成绩会是如何？
但我知道肯定是很差吧！！！aiksss...

还有昨天又去做了复诊了~
又拿了一个月的药。。。其实我真的很讨厌吃药
而且还是要天天吃的，连续吃四个月~aiksss...
但我是个怕死的。。。所以一定要吃咯~
看到这些药都怕，我想吃了之后不吃东西也会变胖吧！！！haizzz...

今天妈妈煮了羊骨饨药材汤，真的超难喝的！！！
我是不能接受那种味道吧！！！

Last week。。。

2010-05-24T15:29:00.004+08:00

Recently lazy to write many things...
haha...so just simply posted some photos here~
what I had done last week?

Watched a movie with my form 6 frens~
Lol..long time didn't watch movie with them already~
We watched Ice kacang puppy love~haha...about one month ago de movie
erm...actually I'm too expected on that...but after watched...
My opinion is so far so good lolzz..actually not bad la..
if comparing with other local movies~

Then I had yum cha with boon tat,luxian and sin hau them~
And still got other frens...which not really know about them...

Snooker~hoho...I really don't know how to play lolzz..

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We went to bukit merah then head to Penang had a dinner on last Friday~
haha...that's a fun trip...
erm...but Bukit Merah...is a damn boring place lol..
I tink no next time ba!!!
After the dinner then we went back to Ipoh~
A tired but nice trip~~~and my hand and face get sunburn d le...aikss...

A group of crazy and funny guys...hohoho~

~On the penang overbridge~

火锅之家~

Autocity~

原来如此~

2010-05-17T22:22:00.009+08:00

我要改，我真的要改一下~~~
凡是都不能想了就去做，凡是都不能太冲动
这样反而会弄巧反拙。。。
甚至会把事情越弄越糟，有时伤害了别人都不知道
朋友也说我每次想做一些事情后就会冲着去做~
真的太冲动太冲动了！！！
我真的要控制一下。。。。。。
sorryyyyy~~~~~~我会反省的！！！

今天发现了些无良的生意人
我真的被骗了。。。
我好像恍然大悟，晴天霹雳那样！！！
如果没有经过有经验的人提醒我
我看我还是蒙在鼓里呢~~~
但，已经无济于事了~~~怎么做也是没用的~
这世界上真的什么人都有
为了赚钱不顾道德和道义~真的是无良的生意人！
不经一事，不长一智。。。
哈哈，对我来说这经验可珍贵咯！
可怜~~~ ：（

哈哈，大家看看我的mail box...
有5千多封mails哦~
妹妹看到也吓到了
因为我真的太懒惰去删除它~

今天跑到perodua厂去弄safety belt~
因为听爸爸说最近警察又好像开始捉后车位的安全带了
hoho~到哪儿我才知道要book appointment的
而6月和7月的appointment已经full了
所以我要等到8月咯~哈哈~真够力哦~

昨天，今天~

2010-05-15T23:40:00.006+08:00

最近发生了很多事
我真的不会应付，因为一切都不在我范围内
该如何是好？？？
我还是时常用这句话来安慰自己
~船到桥头自然直~真的吗？
希望如此咯~~~

今天做工真的好累好累
从来没试过感觉这么累！！！
可能是太久没工作这么长时间了~
累死我了~
所以说钱不是那么容易赚的~

有点闷了，下星期要做些什么？
要去哪里呢？？？
嘻嘻，要plan一plan了~
哈哈，刚刚看了某人的部落格~
原来penang有姓氏桥这地方~~~
在大学读了两年都没听过这地方~
好，我决定要去这地方参观咯~

~槟城姓氏桥~

我这几天重复着听着同一首歌
神木与瞳的“宽恕”
真的很好听哦！

哈哈，昨晚和认识了十多年的老朋友见面了~
我看我们每次都是假期才见面的哦~
我要的别提名一下
“Ah Jia，晓韵，佩雯，诗敏”
我们又讲回我们的往事了，又讲讲人家的是非~
哈哈，大家在一起“吹水”真的超爽的！！！
I like it~~~see you all again on next week~^^

想改下自己的发型
可是又还没想好要怎么改？
哈哈，过了明天过后才开始想吧！

好了，真的要睡了~
因为明天又要工作了~haizzz...

神木与瞳 - 宽恕好听

2010-05-14T17:46:00.001+08:00

神木与瞳 - 宽恕
作词：吴本纬作曲：杨阳

面对面坐着眼神不屑一顾
挤出的笑容看起来好突兀
我走错一步坠入万丈深谷
还是会想起你的荒唐糊涂
针刚刺在心上血流已如注
背叛了幸福拿爱当赌注
曾把感情放逐何时能结束
遇到你我想停止游牧让爱归真返璞
漂泊会落幕承诺说得那么铭心刻骨
你的眼泪让我无助
你懂不懂我为爱忍辱
努力学习宽恕原谅那错误
不甘我们的爱死在半途
听见你的心还在哭
遗忘不及痛蔓延速度
希望你能觉悟我真的领悟
伤口慢慢愈合再被爱包覆
还是会想起你的荒唐糊涂
针刚刺在心上血流已如注
背叛了幸福拿爱当赌注
曾把感情放逐何时能结束
遇到你我想停止游牧让爱归真返璞
漂泊会落幕承诺说得那么铭心刻骨
你的眼泪让我无助
你懂不懂我为爱忍辱
努力学习宽恕原谅那错误
不甘我们的爱死在半途
听见你的心还在哭
遗忘不及痛蔓延速度
希望你能觉悟我真的领悟
伤口慢慢愈合再被爱包覆
你的眼泪让我无助
你懂不懂我为爱忍辱
努力学习宽恕原谅那错误
不甘我们的爱死在半途
听见你的心还在哭
遗忘不及痛蔓延速度
希望你能觉悟我真的领悟
伤口慢慢愈合再被爱包覆

happy birthday to yen leng & tuck yuan

2010-05-13T13:19:00.004+08:00

haha...Just had birthday party for two of my form six frens
~yen leng and tuck yuan~
~~~11-5-2010~~~

birthday girl and birthday guy...
happy bday lolzzz...
All ur dreams may come true and stay happy alwayss...

This was a birthday party
But actually like a gathering lol
erm...this time just less people attended only
coz some of them busy with their internship...
some still stay at their campus..
All busy with their own stuffs lolzz..
Anyway,that was a nice gathering~
coz we just meet during our sem break only

haha...3 crazy ppl took photo in toilet~

有种朋友很喜欢却不忍动情......

2010-05-11T16:37:00.000+08:00

男生说........
有种女生让我很喜欢，
却不忍动情。

跟那种女生在一起时，
会有种温暖的感觉，
那感觉并不出自一时的冲动,
而是来自于彼此心灵的了解。
真的，跟那种女生在一起时，
只有彼此心中的感动和心灵的交会，

没错，
当你发现她的心和你是如此贴近时，
常会想给她个结实的拥抱，
但仅仅在这个想法萌生后的一瞬间，
你们只会相视一笑，

有些东西是比爱情更珍贵的。

我害怕她做的我女朋友后,
我必须每天守着电话等着她的声音出现，
我害怕我必须说些花言巧语的话哄她，
更加害怕现实的束缚，
会限制住纯洁的心。

这种女生，
喜欢，
但我不会动情，
或者，
这就叫红颜知己……

既不用为情所困，
为她的行为控制自己喜怒哀乐，
又能享有心灵上的交流。

有很多人都为交不到女朋友所苦，
但我觉得，
假如没有了这种知己，
人生，
便多了许多遗憾……

女生说.........
有一些男生
很令我动心，但却不会动情

怎么说呢
因为他们给我的感觉像朋友，真正的朋友
我可以和他们很坦诚的谈论彼此的爱情、婚姻、人生……
以及种种的烦恼……

在他们面前
我会忘记自己是女生
就不会撒娇、嫉妒、小心眼……

我和他们各站在天平的两端
我们可以一同看电影、郊游回来
在车站挥挥手，各自去等自己的车，走自己的路

这种感觉……
是一种很难用语言能形容的愉悦……

信不信
跟这些男生相处在一起
甚至比跟同类的女生相处来的愉快

女生的聚会，是黏稠稠的
像一锅浓粥，温暖在胸
但是吃多了会撑，一眨眼又饿

而且很多女生都为情所困
谈来谈去总是心有千千结
别人管也管不完

跟这些男生相处
我很惊讶……
他们不必从文字、故事的迷林披荆斩棘

就能一眼洞穿人生的奥秘
甚至开始为旁边的同行者掌灯

能结交有智慧、理想与热情的朋友
是人一生莫大的幸福吧

我是这样着迷于他们高贵的气质
也感谢他们把我当「朋友」看待

不因为我是女生
就随便说些甜言蜜语来哄我
或者根本不睬我

如果
追求人生的伴侣也必须如此相知相惜
那我实在「舍不得」把这些男生当成男朋友

我害怕一旦变成男女朋友
我就会计较他不送我回家……
他不说些好听的动心话……

他宁可送我「尼采与上帝」也不送一粒巧克力……

我还担心从此他只要我乖乖的陪在一旁
微笑地看他在众人间侃侃而谈
我发问的机会都没有。

男女之间，其实不只有爱情……

有种友情，是只可会意不可言传的、、、
彼此之间有种惺惺相惜的感觉
不必害怕别人的误会
因为彼此心中坦荡
很喜欢这种"兄弟”之称的友谊
这种朋友有种信赖的安全感
可以肆无忌惮的说笑
天马行空的胡扯
彼此之间没有包袱
但有种珍惜
是对友谊的珍惜
你也许会对他(她）撒娇
但不会妒忌他（她）对别人也如此
不用再他面前装做淑女
（或不用在她面前装做绅士）
有种朋友即使很久没见也不会生疏
相见时的相视一笑
便会有种心有灵犀的感觉
和他（她）在一起时
不必担心会背叛你
因为他只会给你默默地支持
即使你受伤了
他也会给你做坚强的后盾
心情不好时
他(她)会装傻逗你笑
生病时
他(她)会叮嘱你要小心什么
每逢特别节日时
他（她)会发一条简信祝福你
、、、、、、
很多人都希望有这种友谊
因为它不需要负担与责任
我想这种友谊也要讲机缘吧
友谊也需要关心、谅解、信任、、、
我希望友谊地久天长、、、
我很珍惜我身边的每一位朋友
谢谢你们对我的支持与爱护、、、

yummy~

2010-05-11T00:07:00.001+08:00

Having a dinner with my family~~~
hehe...a nice and delicious dinner lolzzz...
Yummy...yummy lol!!!

1st time went to this reataurant
All the foods also not bad lol!!!
Next time can go there again~

busy~~~

2010-05-10T00:02:00.003+08:00

Since I was came back until now~
wow...my time was fully filled~
busy for whole week already~travel,working and settle my own things~
Actually everyday also quite busy like no time to take a rest~
yeah...A new week is coming...I must rest well for this week...
Then next week maybe will start working for 20 days lolzzz...
haha...actually really lazy to work...but no money lolzz...so...

Yesterday was Mother's day~
But don't have any special celebration for mum~
Coz I'm busy with working~
So...we will celebrate for her later on~
Anyway...mum:I love you always!!!coz u always forgive my mistakes and weakness~
Thanks for everything!!!I will try my best in everything~

hoho...for the coming 20 working days~
I really can't imagine the situation on that...
A new try for me~hope I can make it well lolzz
Then it can save my economic problems and fulfill my travel plan oso
Beside that,I also avoided to take money from my parent...Just try my best!haha^^

Ip man 2~

2010-05-07T23:10:00.003+08:00

~~~Ipman 2~~~A very nice movie!!!

Touching and funny movie lolzzz...

I like the dialogs and the actors inside the movie~
yeah~~~It's really nice!^^

nice trip~

2010-05-07T15:59:00.003+08:00

haha...few days didn't blogging already~
what I had done last few days???

Yeah...Me and Pei Yin by bus went to Tanjung Malim met with Yong Ling
haha...A nice and awesome trip~
Although just a small town
But it let me can feel the life in a small town...
hehe...not bad lol...we went for 3 days 2 nites trip~
A simple but enjoyable trip~

we visited to Proton City~
wow...a quite big industry area lolzzz...
A lot of factories there and have a garden inside the proton city~
Then we also visited to UPSI~~~
A campus more than 90 years lolzz...
Full of historical building lolzz...

yong ling and her coursemates~

haha...we ate a lot lolzz~

A busy Monday~

2010-05-03T22:17:00.005+08:00

Today busy for whole day already...
Wake up early in the morning
and last night also can't sleep well...
coz worried about the body check

huh...Luckily not a big problem...
But still need to take medicine for few months to be recovered
Hope this will faster get well lol...
haizzz...really damn tired now
and not feeling well in this few days

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In the afternoon
I accompanied my mom and grandma went to immigrant office to apply for passport
OMG...wasted few hours at there already
coz after passed up the form then need to wait for produced out the passport

This was my first time went there
It's took around more than half hours to reach there
really quite far away from my home...

That's a very big and new building lolzz...
erm...But the location like not very strategic coz damn far away from the town

~This is the big building~

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ya...this was my busy Monday lolzz...
haha...one more thing...
Just now went to bank took out some money
T.T...I'm very poor now...OMG...
hehe...If total got 5 stars for my poorer status...I think I'm 4/5stars~
I really need to work hard for some part-time job to earn some money for my travel lolzz..
If not...just can stay at home lol...cham!!!>.<

明天以后~

2010-05-02T21:25:00.005+08:00

有人能告诉我明天以后会是怎样的吗？？？

无聊~

2010-04-30T22:36:00.005+08:00

哈哈，又做了些无聊的事了~
不停地拍不停地拍，结果就那么多张跑出来了~

嗯，会没事的吧？
但愿如此！！！

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曾几何时~我已把这部落格当成我的日记了~
哈哈，真是搞笑，那里有人每天写部落格的~
但这真的是我记录下我生活点滴的地方~

我想说声对不起~
我是伤害了你吧~
我不知道有多深~
但我是故意的~
对不起~
因为我别无选择~
时间能带走一切的~

我的生活点滴~假期快乐哦！

2010-04-29T22:42:00.008+08:00

4月27号这一天，哈哈。。。
几个傻人帮我庆祝生日~~~我根本想都没想过这种事情会发生呢！
这一天距离我6月20号的生日还有一个月半呢~~~
我看这是我人生中第一次这么早庆祝生日吧！
而且还是跟大学朋友一起庆祝吧
因为我的生日每一次都是在sem break的

我也不知要向你们说些什么？？？
我真的好感动，尤其是在那一刻，真的好感动！！！
除了谢谢还是谢谢~
在那一刻大家都忙着考试，可是还是特地跑到大老远~Autocity~去
而且还是晚上十一点多~谢谢你们！Arigato！！！

哈哈，第一次收到这样的生日卡~
虽然很简单，但还是充满了诚意的~
p/s:有钱也买不到！！！哈哈哈！

有个傻婆还一直叫我穿美一点出去~
结果就穿成这样了~~~哈哈~~~
我是第一次穿成这样去Mc Donald噢！

佩思，展庭，炜陞，迪生~~~谢谢咯！

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其他housemates都回家了。。。
剩下我们两个人罢了~
结果就跑去Oldtown减压咯~~~嘻嘻，还拍起照来了！
其实隔天还有一张难搞的manufact paper要考哦！

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hohoho~~~这一切终于结束了！！！
我真的得难以形容那一刻考完的心情~
整个人都松懈下来了，真的松了一口气~
因为这一次考六张papers....
但有三张都是要背的~~~真的背到脑袋也凝固了！！！

哈哈哈，考完过后我就直接驾车回家了。。。
我现在已经在家咯~
真的很开心，很兴奋。。。终于可以开始我的长假咯~

真的很久很久没像今天那样好好坐下来休息
打打部落格，edit照片，做些废废的，但自己超爱做的事情！
嘻嘻，这一刻真的感觉到好舒服噢~~~

这一次又可以和好朋友，旧朋友，死党们聚一聚咯~
好期待哦，等待你们回来哦~

还有，我真的要努力找些工作来做哦
要赚些钱去玩哦，因为本小姐的银行不能撑多久咯~
这假期想去好多地方，有许多计划，希望能实行咯~

祝大家假期快乐！！！^^

~hohoho~

2010-04-27T09:49:00.004+08:00

hohoho~~~Finally I was finished eat this Jacob's biscuit...
Eat for two semester already~~~
Today wake up at 8am...the most earlier day I wake up in this study week
coz last night felt headache and not really feeling well
So just sleep early then can wake up early lolzzz...
Although still have two papers to go~~~Wed and Thurs~~~
But really lazy and no mood to study liao...
Just waiting to go back home

haha...I already packed up my things and decided straight go back after the last paper
hehe...Ipoh~~~waiting for me lolzzz~~~
feel so excited and happy coz have two and half months holiday
This time really can rest well and play as much as I like lolzz...
Miss all my frenss...see you all soon!!!^^

hehe...just took for fun coz long time didn't 自拍 liao~~~
Really long time didn't do like that liao lolzzz...

真的好快！

2010-04-25T01:01:00.003+08:00

~~~时间~~~真的过得很快！这样又一年了~
24号是一位朋友的生日~
突然间让我想起去年这个时候我已放假了，开始了关丹十天的旅程。。。
真的很快，转眼间这样又一年了~
其实好像发生了许多是，但又似不是很多吧！
哈哈，时间真的不会等人的~
一秒一分不断的走动
再过多一个月生日又来临了，又老一岁了~
哈哈，但还是那样~~~~~~
只是突然感叹岁月真的不留人！！！
好好珍惜身边的一切吧！！！

waiting for Thursday!

2010-04-24T00:08:00.003+08:00

Just finished four papers...
Continuously 3 tough papers for last 3 days...
huh...really made me hard to breath le~~
Titas,Eng.society,Metrology & Quality control and Dynamics and Mechanism
Actually I was not performed well in all those papers
Especially the Dynamic paper...
I totally feel like want gave up on that moment already!
Anyway,all were passed already!!!
Still have two more papers to go...
Until next Thursday then I'm free lolzzz
And just found that after this then I've two and half months holiday le
hehe...really happy on that~~~^^

From study week until now
I totally two weeks didn't go out already~~~
Just looked up myself at home and studied only~

hehe...so after the dynamic paper then relaxing one day lol
Just went for a movie just now...
~~~Being Human~~~
Erm...this is a Singapore movie
In my opinion,actually not really nice lolzzz
Maybe the movie type not suitable for me ba~

feel relax abit now...but tomolo need to work hard again lolzzz...haizz!
Thursday~~~Faster faster coming lo!!!

second paper~"Eng.society"

2010-04-21T10:03:00.003+08:00

In this sem,I totally take 6 papers in final exam...
Today is my second paper~~"ENGINEERING SOCIETY"~~
hoho...This subject contains many things inside~
"Basic management,accounting,ethics and law..."

This really like a "cabalang" course
All things need to memorize one...
And some more included some calculation for account oso
This really made me studied until crazy and memorized until want "vomit"

I really don't know why we need to study this???
Maybe engineer need to cover many things gua???
Actually we not really study detail on that
and everything like "just touch a bit then passed already"
Anyway,after today then this will be closed file lolzzz...hehe^^
Good luck to everyone!

！！！

2010-04-20T10:27:00.003+08:00

昨晚一整晚都没睡好。。。呜呜，又失眠了！！！

头真的很痛，太压力了~~~

今天又要开始我的背书大战了！！！

我真的很讨厌背东西。。。

我还是觉得算的科目比较好~~~

太在乎，结果失去更多。。。

2010-04-20T10:05:00.001+08:00

不像讀書考試一樣，對於一個人的追求
並不是你付出的越多，得到的回報就會越大
如果把你的給予當橫軸，別人的回應當縱軸畫成曲u
你會發現邊際遞減率在一個定值之後以非常不可思議的速度

上升

為什麼，我每天打電話對她噓寒問暖，得到的只是冷漠的回應？
為什麼，在一群朋友出去玩的時候，她總是對我特別疏遠？
為什麼，即使我竭盡所能的對她好，卻仍無法在她心中擁有一丁點應得的地位？
我說"太在乎，就什麼也得不到”.

當你太在乎一個人的時候，你的心裡能裝的下的東西就變少了
滿腦子想的都是她，無時無刻都在想能為她做些什麼
於是，你喪失了自我，成為一個為別人而活的人。
你不再有自己的生活，不再有和對方不一樣的地方
每說一句話，你都小心翼翼，期待能夠有好的回應
每做一件事，你都考慮再三，希望她能夠被你感動
然後你會發現
聊天的話題好像變少了
相處不在像從前當朋友般的開心自在
她隨口說出的一句話，網誌上的一篇心情
可以牽動你全身的神經，有時讓你開心不已，
但大部分的時候卻是讓你魂不守舍一整天。
隨之而來的，是她開始感受到壓力

生命是一種很容易適應變化的東西
如同把雙腳泡在熱水中，不一會兒就從有點燙變成舒適的溫暖
一開始你對她好，感覺是很鮮明，很強烈的
會很開心，會很感激
但如果頻率太高，強度太大
就好像坐在按摩椅上太久一般舒服的感覺不見了，
取而代之的是想要好好靜一下的需要。

如果這時還繼續強求下去
最後的結局就是發卡甚至被討厭。
當我們越是在乎一個人的時候，越難拿捏自己的分寸
不是對她好到無以復加，就是賭氣強迫自己疏離耍自閉。
所以，最簡單的方法，就是不去在意。
對自己好一點，努力追尋自己的理想
不斷的充實自己，為自己的將來做準備

功課不夠好嗎？去圖書館多K一些書吧
人長的不夠帥嗎？去健身房把自己變成陽光形男吧
嫌自己口才不佳，進對應退不夠圓滑，那麼參加社團磨練一番吧
這些事情，夠你忙的了

然後，把她放在你心中的優先順序的第二位，甚至第三位
會發現，一切都變簡單了
不是說兩個人就一定會有結果
而是你開始可以跳脫這個泥沼，用更客觀精準的眼光
看待彼此之間的關係
不再動不動就心情低落，不再被對方牽著鼻子走。
因為你知道，世界不是由她構成的。
即使失敗了，也還有很多值得去追尋的目標。
然後，珍惜兩個人相處的時光
在一起的時候，可以用盡全部的力氣去對她好，讓她如沐春風
而平常的時候，則是為自己的目標付出百分之百的努力，不為了別人，只為了自己。
很輕鬆的，你不用在煩惱什麼時候該對她好，怎樣增加相處的機會。
順其自然，你絕對會被珍惜，而不會被當作理所當然。

最後
成功了，恭喜，有情人終成眷屬。
失敗了，有點遺憾，也許是不適合，或許是沒緣分。
但無論如何，你都是贏家。
因為你又成長了

quite meaningful...pls see tis...

start...

2010-04-20T01:08:00.002+08:00

Final exam is started...
Just finished my 1st paper~Titas~
Quite hate tis paper...
A bor!ng subject...made me feel sleepy on that...

Still have 5 more papers to go...huh!!!
Really make me headache
Sometime...studying until don't know what I should to read?
Like lost direction...coz all paper also quite hard for me...haizzz...
I must be patience in this moment...
Really damn tired!feel like wanna escape and run away~

It's the time~~~

2010-04-16T11:54:00.005+08:00

study...study...study...everyday also study...
Came back home one week already~
haha...everyday just locked myself at room...never go out also
haizzz...really sienzzz...
This is becoz my laziness all the time
So made me feel damn rush in this study week~

what's accompanied me during all my study week???
hehe...Is coffee and nescafe~~~
I drink a cup of this everyday~~~
If not,I sure feel sleepy one~

haizzz...one more thing made me feel sad oso...
Tomolo wanna go back usm liao~
Actually really unwilling to go back
coz really feel comfortable and warm at home
Can sleep well...eat well...and can study well oso lol~

Anyway...It's the time to go back~
Prepare to pack my things and mood go back lolxx...
After this...I must play cukup-cukup sekali...
coz long time din go out liao~

And recently got one more thing trouble me oso~
But now not the time to think about it~
Actually maybe...just maybe...nothing~~~

yea!!!looking forward to holiday...
really miss my frens...miss the gathering time~
And I must go travel with you all~cya!

study week~

2010-04-13T01:20:00.002+08:00

wow...feel very stress recently~~~
crazy with my study week...
Actually no pressure is tipu orang one

I've rearranging and balancing my sleeping time recently
I think is start from this sem...
I always sleep early~~most is before 2am~~
Except the moment when rushed for assignment la
This is better for health and let me have more time to study more
Coz if sleep early then can wake up early~~yeah!
Continuing with this lol~

haha...How I'm going to reduce my stress???
The one easy way is~Eating~
While sometime feel tired or sleepy~
then I'll find something to eat~
And I had addicted on these three types of Wall's Ice-cream...
It's really yummy lolzzz...
Got oreos or chocolate inside the ice-cream one...
you all can have a try!
yeah...I really ate a lot recently...
sure will gain my weight lolzzz....@.@
I must keep fit after this final exam~

呜呜~

2010-04-12T00:31:00.003+08:00

呜呜~倒数七天就是大考了~

每个学期都会经历一次这么刺激的考验~

哈哈，这对我来说绝对是痛苦那难熬的。。。

朋友说得对，其实读有几难呢?

当要了解和背起来时才是最难的~

我真的很赞同这句话~

rush with time arrr~~~

2010-04-11T01:08:00.004+08:00

I'm at home now...start my study week already
haizzz.....I think really not enough time for me to finish study all subjects in one week
Damn hard for me...coz I really need to take more time to understand on many things
A lot of things need to memorize...
Scare...Nervous...worry...
Got four subjects need to take in 1st week of final exam~~~
My fren told me just study for the 4 units subjects 1st~
ya...you are right...

I'm rushing with the time now~
Really rush...one day oso can't study more...
Everyone also have their limitation on that
I really must take my time and try my best lol~
Study as much as possible on that~
This and next two coming weeks are the tough weeks for me

Time really passing very fast~
One semester end already~like a short passed in my life~
Nothing special for this semester...
Everything goes right~
Just learned a lot of useful experiences in my life...
I really learned a lot in this sem...
I think all are very useful in my future life~
Thanks for me to learn...learn become more independent...
more and more than that~~~~~

One more thing:that's my own point of view~
In university:A stage for us to learn before we working in the society~
Really hard to get real friend or best friend in this stage...
For some else that I feel that's not real one~
I think the best distance just be a simple fren...
If want to get more closer with each other~No,thank you~
Coz u really let me learn a lot...Sometime that's really hurt me
Luckily I had met some good also~I'll treasure you all as much as I can~

final design presentation~

2010-04-08T01:03:00.003+08:00

Busy for whole semester already...
From the beginning until now...
ya...Finally it's end...
Actually got many incidents happened during all the progression of our project
And I had learned a lot experiences on that also...
Many things were my 1st time
First time be group leader...
And done all the Solidworks and animation by myself
And visited to lab for almost one month already
Everyday just stay there and doing the prototype
After this...I really must improve myself
Coz I really lack of leadership and knowledge
Sometime really not enough tough...
Just like "lembik-lembik" only...
But after this...I found that got a bit improvement on myself
Just still far away from others...
Start from now...I really must learn and train myself...
I will try my best!!!

haha...although we're work hard on that...
wasted and spent a lot of time on that...
But the result like not really good
Anyway,we already tried our best!!!
So...I hope other coursemates don't so down on that lolzzz

ya...finally was end lolzzz...yeah!

my feeling now~

2010-04-07T00:08:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow gonna to have a final presentation for the Design subject...
Busy and trouble on this for whole semester already...
wow...Finally tomorrow everything will be end~It's over!~
Actually still worry about the tomorrow presentation
Don't know what will be happened on that???
huhu...Not really confidence coz I'm not PRO on that...
And my group members also...I think almost same level with each other ba~
Anyway...It's will be end...Just faster end~

Now...Just waiting for go back home only...
Actually I planned to go back on Tuesday or Wednesday
Coz I want to start my study week earlier a bit
But finally my plan failed already~~~It's totally failed
Just becoz got a test on Friday~
At 1st,I really can't accepted the truth and feel sad on that
haizzz...everything is out of control one...
So...I will go back on Friday lol~

ermmmm....Actually I damn worry about the coming final exam
Nervous...scare...I got feel that can't finish study all on that...
~~~Just left one week only~~~Quite rush for me...
haizzz...just try my best la~

Just watched a movie...
"Clash Of Titans"...
A nice movie lol...good storyline and made me surprised along all the movie~
hehe...^^I think is my cup of tea lolzzz...suitable for me to watch it~

Cruel of life...

2010-04-03T12:55:00.006+08:00

Sometime...I'm not really can accepted some "words" by some people...
But...I just tried to be patience and keep quiet all the time to avoid some unhappy thing happened...

Erm...maybe different hometown,different family background and causes us have different culture,characteristic and lifestyle...

But one important thing is~~All the things must be fair all the time~~
"Fair" always short off in our reality life...
All people always just thinking of their own...
But never thinking on other people side...

So...I really must learn on this...
Learn to be clever a bit...
I swear that really no next time already...
And I wouldn't let it happened again~~~

That's life...when we are life away from family
We must learn how to protect ourselves and "Say NO"!!!

I always make myself in a calm condition
Because all of that experiences let me to learn and lead me growing up all the time
Even though you like or unlike on that...

Cruel of reality life!!!
Thanks for you let me to learn...I had learned a lot on that!!!

I really miss and like my hometown friends...
They always share comforts and hardships,happiness and woe,and stick together through thick and thin with me...
Not like the University people...all like to pretend...
Always pretended...Act like fool...haizzz...
I doesn't means all...but most are pretended one

I can analyze that who is real and good fren for me...
So...I will try my best to treat you as my best frens...

I really want to say Thank you for some people that help me all the time
Especially when I'm in mess and lost my direction

Thanks for Ching Theng and Ong Loong...
Thank you!!!feel happy and lucky have a frens like you all^^

Finally...

2010-04-02T20:24:00.003+08:00

Finally,I was went back home already~
Wait so long for this moment
Everyday just counted and counted there~
Feel comfortable and better now~
Actually I just wanna to take a rest and change a condition to take a fresh breath...
ya...I miss and like home very much!

I like beach very much...
I really like the feel at beach~
Becoz it's make me relax and like and throw away everything
Anyway I just like it...
hehe...Maybe my hometown don't have any beautiful beach ba~

Recently is the flower blossom season~~~
These all photos were took around my campus lol
Really looks nice a beautiful~

一個人久了，是會上癮的。。。

2010-04-01T21:35:00.000+08:00

一個人久了，會懶得戀愛
一個人久了，朋友會越重要
一個人久了，會越來越喜歡聽歌
一個人久了，電話會常常忘記帶
一個人久了，就會養成一個怪癖
一個人久了，對愛情會越來越挑剔

一個人久了，除了寂寞點外還是蠻開心的
一個人久了，會慢慢變得成熟起來
一個人久了，會比以前更重視更愛父母，更重視親情
一個人久了，對所有的節日大多沒甚麼期待
一個人久了，聽到看到別人一對對的很甜蜜，心裡多少還是

會有些介意

一個人久了，會喜歡買很多無謂東西，帶自己去很多很遠的地方
一個人久了，會覺得無拘無束自由自在天寬地廣
一個人久了，愛情會變得越來越不重要，取而代之的是錢和事業
一個人久了，會越來越理性，越來越現實

總之，一個人久了，是很幸福的時光。。。

即使有一點點無聊和寂寞
但是游走在自己的街道上
甚麼都可以無所謂沒有任何束縛

可是原來。。。
一個人久了，是會上癮的。。。

How?

2010-03-30T01:01:00.001+08:00

very very very tired!!!
Not enough time for me...

I really miss home so much...
Feel like wanna take a long rest!haizzz...
How???

怎么办？

2010-03-28T02:42:00.004+08:00

现实的背后永远是残酷的~永远没有人知道背后的辛酸~
本来真的想尝试去完成的，我真的很努力很努力
可是问题不断的接踵而来，一波未停一波又起了~
电脑出现问题了，我真的能完成吗？
在此时此刻，我真的无言~我很想坚持到底把它完成~
我真的很累，全身都很累，双手真的好痛
从一开始就是个错误。。。。但现在已经不能回头了
只有前进罢了，一切的后悔都是太迟了
目前面对的人，面对得问题，是上天给我的考验吗？
我已经很努力，很坚持的去做了~
累到真的无言了~~~怎么办？
此时此刻，只想找个肩膀来靠着罢了，真的好累~~~

想逃离。。。

2010-03-25T13:36:00.005+08:00

最近就快要接近崩溃了，我不懂我还能撑多久~很想一走了知~真的很想~
我想找个地方躲起来大哭一场，真的很想很想大哭一场~
可是好像什么地方好多的？？？
不能睡，不想吃~~~真的没有心情~~~很想回家~
可是真的不能在这时候走掉~~~原来我真的没自己想象中那么坚强的~
当遇到困难时，很多事情还是不知如何去面对的~~~真的很无助恨无助！
而且在这大学里。。。很多事情，不，是每件事情到最后还是自己一个人去面对的
这道理其实我早就明白了，因为经过两年的洗礼后~~~
我明白当初一个人来到这里，到最后还是一个人离开的
可是，我真的很累很累，真的想停下来好好的睡一觉，做些自己想做的事
真的难以形容现在的心情，想立刻驾车离开这鬼地方回家去
原来人越长大，要面对的问题就越来越多~~~
到这一刻，我真的不知要如何面对？如何是好？
我发现我还是很懦弱的。。。

明天会是怎样？

2010-03-20T23:46:00.003+08:00

有时在想，到底会有谁在看我的部落各？
认识或不认识的？
哈哈。。。有时写东西时真的有点害怕和顾虑噢~~~
其实我觉得还蛮多人在看的~一个link一个~
hoho~~~有点害怕哦~可是还是照写咯~
只是没那么贴切啦~

最近感到很压力，就来要崩溃了~
可是还是不能逃啊~真惨~
没办法咯，只能死撑，撑到底咯~haizzz...
天啊，神啊！救救我吧！睡也没能睡好，这真是一个噩梦~
快快结束啦！！！不然真的会连续失眠咯~

明天到底会是怎样，能完成，解决吗？
我希望能吧！！！
只能向好的方面想咯~~~
哈哈，朋友说我生气也是没用的~
所以只好努力，心平气和面对咯~

moody day~~~

2010-03-19T01:04:00.005+08:00

Yesterday I really feeling bad!
First time feeling like that,feel like really want gave up already~
I really like want cried out on that moment~Like helpless~
Luckily I can control on that time~
A big burden~A big stone for me~
Nobody and no way for me to let it out
I already try my best and work hard on that
I really hope I know more knowledge...know more than that...
But sometime least co-operation,then all things become useless...haizz

Thank you for Pei Yin and Sun Chean
shared their time for me to talk all those rubbish things...
Really thank you...I really feel better now~
Ya!Everything will pass and will end soon~
...just wait...
I must be patience on that...
keep continuing~~~
I'm feel better now...

hehe...this is perspex...get from the lab one...
I just done some decoration on that...It's look nice lol~
Thanks for my fren gave me this lol~I like it very much!

Yesterday had a PC fair in a shop near my campus...
Then we went to there searched got anything can buy lol~
haha...quite funny lol coz whole shop crowded with ppl
First time I saw pc fair in a shop...and crowded with ppl...
Like big discount in a shopping complex...
Finally I bought a cooling pad...got a big fan one...hoho~

突然间~

2010-03-17T00:45:00.003+08:00

刚刚做功课真的要做到发疯了~

真的很讨厌很讨厌哦

但还是要完成啊！我的天啊！！！

真的很想找个地方发泄出来

这真的折磨了我整个sem~

从一开始到现在~真的很难受！

什么鬼烂臭助长，我根本就不稀罕~

只希望快点结束这噩梦

那等于要将所有东西都背在自己身上哦~

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wow...看着朋友的部落格...

突然间很想念怡保的点心和肉骨茶~~~

真的有种很想吃的感觉~~~

想念！！！

must work hard lol~

2010-03-16T00:47:00.002+08:00

Time flies...Time really pass very fast...
I feel very tired recently...Just feel very very tired!
Worried about many things~
haha...and home sick again lol~
I really no medicine can cure me
Coz if feel tired or stress or just face a little bit problems
Then I feel like want go back home already
Can simply described by one word:Escape~
I know that's useless...but just a reason for me to go back
huh...I must learn...learn to face and stay here~haha

Start from now,I really feel abit stress already
coz final exam is around the corner~
I must start to study lol~Must start from now~
No other excuse for me to lazy again
If not,really will get a bad result lol~
My mind really like blank now~
Skipped classes and played from start sem until now
It's really too over already~
I must work hard lol~~~
Don't be lazy anymore~~~~~~

★★★Done s lot of crazy things lolzz★★★

2010-03-15T12:38:00.014+08:00

haha...I had done a lot of crazy things on last week~
We hanged out for 3 days already...

First day(Thursday):We suddenly said wanna eat supper...
Then we 4 person went to Bukit Mertajam ate "char koey tiao"
which cooked with duck's egg one~
haha...we went there around 12am...
That's a suddenly decision~

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Second day(Friday):We went to Queensbay mall~
We had a dinner there and watched a movie
~~~Under the mountain~~~
That's a English movie...Is like adventure one~
Erm...Actually just so far so good lol...

Our dinner in Queensbay~

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The 3rd day(Sat):haha...we had a one day trip to Taiping...
Actually at 1st just decided went to Taiping's zoo...
But when we reached there was raining already
Then we planned to visit the Night Safari there lol
Beside while we was waiting
we called out a Uni's fren and guided us to visit the Taiping's town lol~~~
Thanks for Pui zheng be our guider~

Taiping's zoo...This is my 3rd time came here~

Yeah~start our journey of Night Safari lol~
But for my suggestion
next time better don't go for this coz we saw nothing except the darkness
coz all the animals also sleep already~

Some of the foods we found in Taiping~

Taiping's Lake~~~

hahaha~~~BIG golf ball lol~^^
I like this photo!!!hehe^_^

One of the waterfall in Taiping~
~~~~Bukit Larut~~~If not spell wrong la~hehe

We had an terrible experience at the time we backed~
hoho~We decided to take the old way went back to USM
But...We took the wrong way d...a crook and dark way~
And no car at all one~~~hoho~~~
We all shouted in the car...I really felt nervous that time
and just silent there...
Then we returned back to highway went back to Parit Buntar...
In that time,we really like adventure in somewhere~huh~
Finally we are safe~

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Ermmmm...Play for so many days~
And all my money like gone away already~
I'm very poor now~~~I must control abit lol~~
haha...coz final exam is around the corner~
Hope I really can control well la~

just simply took~

2010-03-10T00:20:00.004+08:00

Yesterday we went to lab and chosen some materials for our prototype
we just round and around the small material's room
haha...Then suddenly Nadia said we like shopping lol~
So we just took a photo there lol~~~Actually just took for fun la~
But the my fren said me crazy le...hohoho~~~^^

Then we cutted out the size that we needed...
erm...Actually still worried abt that
Hope it's really can work lol~

讓人心疼的12句話

2010-03-09T23:01:00.000+08:00

1~有些事，我們明知道是錯的，也要去堅持，因為不甘心;

有些人，我們明知道是愛的，也要去放棄，因為沒結局；
有時候，我們明知道沒路了，卻還在前行，因為習慣了。

2~以為蒙上了眼睛，就可以看不見這個世界；
以為摀住了耳朵，就可以聽不到所有的煩惱；
以為腳步停了下來，心就可以不再遠行；
以為需要的愛情，只是一個擁抱~可是你心中的真愛是在這裡嗎？

3~那些已經犯過的錯誤，有一些是因為來不及，有一些是因為刻意躲避，更多的時候是茫然地站到了一邊。我們就這樣錯了一次又一次，卻從不曉得從中汲取教訓，做一些反省或是努力補救。

4~你不知道我在想你，是因為你不愛我，我明明知道你不想我，卻還愛你，是因為我太傻。也許有時候，逃避不是因為害怕去面對什麼，而是在等待什麼。

5~天空沒有翅膀的痕跡，但鳥兒已經飛過；
心裡沒有被刀子割過，但疼痛卻那麼清晰。
這些胸口裡最柔軟的地方，被愛人傷害過的傷口，遠比那些肢體所受的傷害來得犀利，而且只有時間，才能夠治癒。

6~很多人，因為寂寞而錯愛了一人，但更多的人，因為錯愛一人，而寂寞一生。我們可以彼此相愛，卻注定了無法相守。不是我不夠愛你，只是我不敢肯定，這愛~是不是最正確的。

7~如果背叛是一種勇氣，那麼接受背叛則需要一種更大的勇氣。
前者只需要有足夠的勇敢就可以，又或許只是一時衝動，
而後者考驗的卻是寬容的程度，絕非衝動那麼簡單，需要的唯有時間。

8~生命無法用來證明愛情，就像我們無法證明自己可以不再相信愛情。
在這個城市裡，誠如勞力士是物質的奢侈品，愛情則是精神上的奢侈品。可是生命脆弱無比，根本沒辦法承受那麼多的奢侈。

9~人最大的困難是認識自己，最容易的也是認識自己。
很多時候，我們認不清自己，只因為我們把自己放在了一個錯誤的位置，給了自己一個錯覺。所以，不怕前路坎坷，只怕從一開始就走錯了方向。

10~生活在一個城市裡，或者愛一個人，又或者做某件事，時間久了，就會覺得厭倦，就會有一種想要逃離的衝動。也許不是厭倦了這個城市、愛的人、堅持的事，只是給不了自己堅持下去的勇氣。

11~多少次又多少次，回憶把生活劃成一個圈，而我們在原地轉了無數次，無法解脫。總是希望回到最初相識的地點，如果能夠再一次選擇的話，以為可以愛得更單純。

12~如果你明明知道這個故事的結局，你或者選擇說出來，或者裝作不知道，萬不要欲言又止。有時候留給別人的傷害，選擇沉默比選擇坦白要痛多了。

bad day!

2010-03-09T01:04:00.007+08:00

Went back home for 4 days~Then came back here again!
haizzz...really hate to stay here...
When I just reached here,then my sister call me she didn't get my post
Then I went to post office and resent it again~
coz last time sent it in campus's post office one
but like "jumped into the sea" already~

After that,when I just came back from post office
I found my car dripped out some engine petrol on the floor
I don't know wat's really happened on that?
Then I quickily rushed to a car repair shop to check out the real problem
But...that foreman talked a lot to me...and called me change this and change that~
huh...Suddenly became like that and I don't know whether should trust him or not?
I just called him tided screw only~coz...he like want cheated me lol....
haizzz...stay in this small town and unfamiliar state...
Today I really like helpless...just like a blind to go there~
Made a call to family oso like useless one...coz they can't give any helping at all~
After tided up screw like oso useless one~the petrol still dripped out from the pump
Tomolo must go other shop and check it again lol~

That's why I really hate to stay here~Hate!!!
why suddenly got such trouble things like this~~~
Really no way for me to let it out...just...haizzz...

And still don't have any preparation on the coming QC's test~
After read then still like blur on that oso...
just try my best lol~~~

突然间。。。

2010-03-07T00:30:00.004+08:00

最近好像领悟了些事情~
好像真的有点看通了，看得有点开了
生命是一直往前走，向前看的，永远不会到回头的
所以现在想要做什么，趁年轻就快快去做吧，想做就去做吧！
我现在是玩第一，读书第二。。。真的要将这两点平衡哦！

哈哈，而我呢，就抱着一个心态，这个信念跟随我很久了
想玩就去玩吧！机会和时间是配合的，那我一定在所不辞咯！嘻嘻！
趁现在单身，想做什么就做什么，想去哪里就哪里咯~
不然等待以后年龄上的改变时
那时候已经是太迟了~~~~~~~

所以现在想做什么就去做吧，我不要让自己以后会后悔哦！
可是有时空闲时还是会想。。。
在感情的路上我永远是个失败者吧~
我那三心两意的性格是我最大的弱点~
错过了，没好好把握或一时矛盾。。。
过去了就是过去了~~~~~就看看以后如何咯~

HANDBOOK 2010

2010-03-05T12:09:00.001+08:00

HANDBOOK 2010

Health:
1. Drink plenty of water.
2. Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a beggar.
3. Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured in plants..
4. Live with the 3 E's -- Energy, Enthusiasm and Empathy
5. Make time to pray.
6. Play more games
7. Read more books than you did in 2009 .
8. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day
9. Sleep for 7 hours.
10. Take a 10-30 minutes walk daily. And while you walk, smile.

Personality:
11. Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
12. Don't have negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment.
13. Don't over do. Keep your limits.
14. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
15. Don't waste your precious energy on gossip.
16. Dream more while you are awake
17. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need..
18. Forget issues of the past. Don't remind your partner with His/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.
19. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don't hate others.
20. Make peace with your past so it won't spoil the present.
21. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.
22. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.
23. Smile and laugh more.
24. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree...

Society:
25. Call your family often.
26. Each day give something good to others.
27. Forgive everyone for everything..
28. Spend time w/ people over the age of 70 & under the age of 6.
29. Try to make at least three people smile each day.
30. What other people think of you is none of your business.
31. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will. Stay in touch.

Life:
32. Do the right thing!
33. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.
34. GOD heals everything.
35. However good or bad a situation is, it will change..
36. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
37. The best is yet to come..
38. When you awake alive in the morning, thank GOD for it.
39. Your Inner most is always happy. So, be happy.

这样。。。

2010-03-05T02:25:00.004+08:00

这星期又回家了~
本来是没打算回的，因为这样来回真的有点累哦
可是答应了人，有些东西要做，所以就回来了

刚刚太得空所以就看回以前拍过的照片
哇。。。真的好多好多，除了回忆还是回忆了
时间过去了，一切都成为了回忆~
从中我真的领悟了许多。。。
每样事都会随着时间而变，而会变成怎样
哈哈，真的没人能知晓哦~
我知道的一点是一些事情能留住，而另一些就成了追忆
友谊也是一样，有永恒的也有短暂的~
有些就好像一阵风在你生命中吹过后就消失得无影无踪了
许多事情也是那样。。。这就是人生
人在不同的时间会与不同的人相遇
不管那是好还是坏~那都是生命中的过客~
重要的事，我珍惜现在的一切~
好好的珍惜，好好的生活就好了
不要再把以前的错误重蹈覆辙了，那才是最重要的
很多时候一时的迷惑真的伤害了许多人
因为我是那种凭感觉做事的人
哈哈，有时我也觉得天和我在玩着游戏
一个重复又重复着的游戏。。。
有时真的难以抉择~

但我希望一切这样就好了。。。
改变也要配合时机吧！

Hope everything goes right...

2010-03-03T23:39:00.006+08:00

Just watched this movie~Hot Summer Day~
A quite nice and funny movie lol!hahaha^^
Maybe can try to have a watch lol~
Now looking forward to a 3D movie
"Alice in the wonderland"!!!

haha...one more thing~
Just now bought something in Jusco
Now I only know that every Monday,Tuesday and Wednesday are anti plastic bag day
So if we are buying thing then need to bring along our recyclable bag
Or we pay RM 0.20 for each plastic bag...
So next time must remember this lol~

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Don't know why I can't fall as sleep recently...T.T
Today I wake up early in the morning
Actually very tired but just can't sleep nicely...haizzz...
Maybe cause by the hot weather or other trouble thing
Hope can get well later lol~

hehe...Tomorrow will go back home again~
Actually just came back here one week only
But just feel like want go back
and need to do a body check on Friday also~
huh...Hope everything well coz like feeling some bad recently
Just pray for nothing~

Now...maybe I'm get some right way for myself
Maybe I know how to solve it...maybe...
Just hope everything goes right and like normal only~

The moon here

2010-03-01T00:01:00.004+08:00

Just pass the last day of CNY~Chap Goh Mei~
The Moon in Nibong Tebal here~~~
I gotta feeling...Just miss home so much!!!
haha...Once again...I wanna go back home~

End of the world~

2010-02-28T17:52:00.004+08:00

Now the hot topic is...
All ppl talk about end of the world of 2012~
Coz the weather change already,become more hot and hot

I think most of all area in M'sia also have the hot weather
It's real?haha...Really no one know about that

Like my fren said,maybe is real then all will die together
haizzz...We just are human and can't change anything at all

So just waiting all the unpredicted things come lol~
Coz v really no power to change anything~
But I really hate the hot weather now
Make me no mood to do everything~Really HOT~
Hope the weather will change to more cool again

Just waiting~~~~~

speechless~

2010-02-28T01:12:00.006+08:00

Long time didn't write some such those blog and talk ppl like this~
Actually this look like not so good
But when I think back it...
I really angry on that~
No way for me to let it out
And also hard to explain out on that~
Just really angry!!!@.@
Please...Actually I really don't know what you want?
Please don't make me turn here and change that~
I really no energy on that already~~~haizzz...
Sometime I can't really differentiate that what's real and what is unreal one???huh~
Don't waste my time to heard and talk that...
Coz finally maybe different with the exactly thing
Again and again...Maybe is time for me to know the fact
Angry,hate or others bad feel is useless one!
I need some time to calm down~~~
Coz really make me suffering and bring some problem for me
But you never think on my situation
In this moment,I really don't want to face with you
And don't know how to face with you...Tired!!!

Thanks!

2010-02-25T01:48:00.000+08:00

Thanks for everything~~~

Thank you!!!

做不成男女朋友，做个特别朋友~~~

2010-02-25T01:46:00.001+08:00

两个可能彼此相爱、喜欢的人，

但是，又不属于友情、爱情、亲情中的任何一种，

彼此不能成为男女朋友，只能做个特别的朋友……

也许是为了朋友之间的义气，不能归属。

也许是为了顾及家人的意见，不能归位。

也许是为了自己的前程，不能承诺。

也许是相遇太早，还不懂得珍惜对方。

也许是相遇太晚，彼此身边已经有了另一个人。

也许是回头太迟，对方已不再等待。

也许彼此在捉摸对方的心，而迟迟无法跨出界线……

不过即使没在一起，彼此仍能找到塌实的感觉，

仍然会保持不隶属任何一种感情的关系。

但是彼此心底清楚，对这个人，你比朋友还多了一份关心。

因为有了彼此，心里总是被幸福塞的满满的……

即使不能彼此名正言顺的牵着手逛街，还是可以做无所不谈的朋友。

彼此有喜欢的人，口头上会说不吃醋，心里却会觉得胃疼……

对方遇到困难时，会尽全力伸出援助之手，不会计较谁又欠了谁。

对方生病了，会缴尽脑汁找药方，恨不得变成护士，陪伴在身旁……

每个人这辈子，心中都有过这幺一个特别的朋友，很矛盾的行为。

一开始可能不甘心只做朋友的，但久了，突然发现这样最好。

宁愿这样关心对方的心情，总好过彼此生活在一起受伤害……

做不成男女朋友，当个特别的朋友，有什么不好呢？

你心中的这个特别的朋友...? 是谁呢

很多的感情，都败在了现实的面前……

友情可以演变成为爱情，

爱情最终进化成为亲情，

彼此就将友情直接进步到亲情……

人生不过百年……

能牵手的时候，请别只是肩并肩，

能拥抱的时候，请别只是手牵手，

能在一起的时候，请别轻易分开，

能成为红颜知己，请别刻意离开！

珍惜彼此之间塌实的感觉

p/s:Get this from a fren blog,quite meaningful lol~~~

Just want to share here...

Happy Chinese New Year

2010-02-24T00:48:00.007+08:00

My CNY holiday...
haha...a busy and happy holiday lol!
I miss Ipoh everything~~~

The 1st day of CNY~~~

mom's cooking~~~Yummy~

"tang yuan"~~~my hand made~~~hehe^^

my sis and me...

At night,yum cha with frens at Oldtown~~~yeah!happy to see you all!
Siau yun,pei yin,tat and hon meng~

The 2nd day of CNY...
I went to my grandma's hse
My aunty,uncle and cousin also came together...
nice!!!

At night,had a BBQ party at my house lol...
hehe,eat a lot and play a lot~

3rd day of CNY...

I went to Sam Poh Dong and Guan Yin Dong with my aunty and my mom...
haha,damn hot le!But nvm la coz my cousin them came from Johor one~
Just be a guide lo~

4th day of CNY...
Bai Nian whole day with my form 6 frens~~nice le
coz v went to few ppl hse...start from one station to another station
The starting was Boon tat's hse and ending was Kok san's hse~

Boon tat's hse~

My hse~

Kiean san's hse~

5th day of CNY...
Met with my best frens~Primary and 2ndary frens~
really miss them...and v celebrated bday with Siau yun oso~
hehe...1st time celebrated bday for her lol coz everytime her bday oso during CNY one~

Then at noon,I stepped to Sin hau's hse...
v celebrated bday for his father~

At night,we visited to Chen dong's new hse...
we gambled and got drunk there...hehe
haha...his hse very big le~
Maybe next time when he back from Australia then can have a party at his hse lol~
CCD~we will miss you always~wait you back lol...

6th day of CNY...
Gathering with kim yean and yan shin~
haha,two years din met with them already coz kim yean working in Singapore

7th of CNY...
hehe...I got a msg suddenly from my campus fren abt the usm gathering
Act at 1st not really decided to attend it
but finally I was attended...erm...just 5 ppl only le
haha...but not bad oso la~~~

8th day of CNY...
Last gathering with yong ling and pei yin b4 v going to campus...
haha...we like to gossip everything together
I really feel lucky and happy have frens like you all...thanks for everything!

Although I was busy and tired during this holiday~
But it's worth and nice!thanks for you guys!
Take care lol!!!
And once again~Happy Chinese New Year~

busy but worth~

2010-02-13T00:52:00.003+08:00

I keep continuing shopping for 3 days already...

My leg really feel damn tired le!!!

My energy like exhausted...

Actually just few days for CNY only

But we are busy for long time to do a lot of preparation on that

Coz this is an important festival for Chinese

And is a good chance for us to gather with friends and relatives

So v must grab this chance nicely coz once time in a year

haha...But I like the preparation "feel" lol~~~

Although it is busy and tired...

I'm happy coz can buy many things and got many delicious foods lol~

Good!!!And have many biscuits also~I like it~~

7％人生教我的45個功課

2010-02-13T00:32:00.001+08:00

作者： Regina Brett，90歲，來自俄亥俄州，克里夫蘭，Plain Dealer城

他說：為了慶祝變得更老了，我曾經寫下人生教我的45個功課。這是我寫過最叫座的專欄。
我這把老骨頭8月就要90歲了，所以，再一次，在這裡呈現這一個專欄。

1。 人生是不公平，但還是好得很。

2。 懷疑的時候，為未來踏出一小步。

3。 人生太短，短到來不及浪費時間去恨任何一個人。

4。 生病的時候，你的工作不會照顧妳。你的朋友和父母會。保持聯絡。

5。 每一個月付清你的信用卡。

6。 你不需要每一次都吵贏。同意你不同意的。

7。 找人一起哭。它比獨自啜泣更加療愈。

8。 對上帝生氣沒有關係。祂受得了。

9。 退休存款從你的第一張薪水條開始。

10。講到巧克力，抗拒只是徒勞無功。

11。和你的過去和解，所以它不會搞砸你的當下。

12。讓你的孩子看到你哭沒有關係。

13。別拿自己的人生和他人做比較。你根本不清楚他們的人生是怎麼一回事。

14。如果一段親密關係要偷偷摸摸，你根本不應該涉入。

15。一眨眼的功夫什麼都會變。但是別擔心： 上帝從來不眨眼。

16。深吸一口氣。它會安定你的腦。

17。沒用，不美，或不喜悅的東西都丟掉。

18。沒讓你死的真的會讓你更堅強。

19。重拾快樂童年永不嫌晚。但這第二次只能靠你不靠人。

20。當關乎追求你生命的所愛，不要把不要當答案。

21。點蠟燭，用好的床單，穿上炫麗的內衣。不要特殊場合才用。今天就是特別的一天。

22。準備要過於周全，然後隨遇而安。

23。現在就離經叛道。不要一把年紀了才開始穿上紫色。

24。最重要的性器官是腦袋。

25。除了你，沒有人在主宰你的快樂。

26。把所謂的不幸用這一句話把它表框起來 "五年後，這還重要嗎?"

27。永遠選擇生活。

28。原諒每一個人每一件事。

29。別人怎麼看你不干你的事。

30。時間會痊癒幾乎每一件事。要給時間，時間。

31。無論情況多好或多壞，它都會變的。

32。不要那麼認真的看待自己。沒有人會這樣看待你的。

33。相信奇蹟。

34。上帝愛你是因為祂就是這樣，不是因為你做了什麼或是沒做什麼。

35。不要稽查人生。現在就呈現和做最大的發揮。

36。變老了打敗另一種選項 - 死得早。

37。你的孩子只有一個童年。

38。最後真正最重要的是你愛過。

39。每一天都出門。奇蹟在四處等著。

40。如果我們都把我們的問題都丟成一堆，然後看看其他人的，我們會把我們的撿回來。

41。忌妒浪費時間。你已經擁有你所需要的了。

42。最好的都還沒來。

43。不管你感覺如何，起來，穿好和呈現。

44。讓自己每天快樂。

45。人生不會打上蝴蝶結，但它仍然是一份禮物。

據估計，93%的人不會將這一個郵件轉寄。如果你是那7%會的人，請用'7%'作標題，將它轉寄出去。

Before I back...

2010-02-12T02:12:00.009+08:00

Before we go back home for CNY~
We went to Tambun for reunion dinner...
Actually we unsure the exactly way to went there
but finally reached~

haha...when the time we back
we took the wrong way already and no other way for us to turn back
Then we straight away went Autocity and turn back lol~
And we took a lot of picture there
coz have some decoration for CNY and Valentine day

Before a day I went back...
we had a manufact dinner at Oldtown~
we went there straight after design class...
haha,1st time had dinner with them~
But actually not bad lol!Nice!

After I m back to home...
Really busy to do a lot of preparation for CNY
Cleaned up the house at morning and went out shopping at night~
Busy for two days already...really damn tired lol!

Anyway,wish all my friends,family have a wonderful CNY lol!
And stay health always~
~Happy Chinese New Year~
New year,new hope and everything is a new starting~

睡不着。。。

2010-02-07T14:56:00.002+08:00

昨天很迟才睡，但今天很早就醒来了

今天早上醒来后一直在翻来翻去

怎么也睡不着了。。。其实是蛮累的

但是就是不能再入睡了

这情况已经维持两天了~

哈哈，我也不知道是什么原因？

可能是假期快到了，觉得有点兴奋吧！

现在我连什么都没心情去做了

整个人好像变得懒散起来了。。。

好像把自己给松懈了下来

嘻嘻，新年后回来才开始努力吧！

full...but nice!

2010-02-06T22:58:00.006+08:00

Today went to Jusco with my friend...
They went to watch movie then I shopping there lol...
I ate big apple and sushi while waiting them
Then after that we went again for "鸭蛋炒粿条"
Damn full now but the food really nice!Yummy lol!

And luckily that sushi got discount 30% le...
haha...so I bought two boxes lol...

~鸭蛋炒粿条~

Aiksss...my keep fit plan fail again lol...
Tomorrow must keep again lo~

Jogging...

2010-02-05T01:23:00.006+08:00

I really hate the group assignment...
Really very very hate!!!
It's make me crazy.....
Pls faster end!!!
I really feel stress when each time meeting!haizzz...

hehe...Recently I love to jog...
Jogging around my staying area
Actually sports really can make a people reducing some stress
Especially doing exercise until very tired
haha...It can make my body stay healthy and keep fit also...
And also can let me have a clear thinking and open my mind...
After jogged,I really can relaxing my mind and maybe got know what really I want?
Really not bad lol~~~

big stone!

2010-02-03T00:37:00.006+08:00

Until now...I still don't have any good idea on that...
And...many things really damn shit!really hate...
I don't know how to explain out my feeling on that thing

But...no any useful and really work idea on that???
This thing like burden me and make me trouble recently
(Like a BIG stone put on my body)
From the start sem until now~~~WTF~~~design subject...

Now I really got a feeling~if just know keep talking and suggestion out many ideas
But,that all are useless...like brainless one...
The real,exactly and final product not same with what we sketched out

It's totally different...like my group...haizzz...
I still havent find out any solution on that???How?
where to get it?Hope can solve it in the coming time...

And just now feel relax a bit coz I had finished all the assignments before CNY
~~~Quality control,SHE and Law assignments...haha...All done!~~~
Except the design project...still in suffer and trouble condition...
After this,we need to use some certain software to draw out our product
But...Maybe it will problems come with problems later on...
....Just S.H.I.T can describe on that....
But just know speaking is useless one!!!
Talking without action!huh...
Anyway,is a time for me to learn...learn a lot and a lot...

suddenly...

2010-02-02T11:30:00.005+08:00

Today I waked early in the morning...
haha...coz yesterday got a notice stated that today will be no electricity for 10am till 6pm
because got some maintenance on something
So I just waked up early lol~~~sienzzz...
But luckily still have electricity supply until now
I think maybe just have some small influence on some short period

Actually wake up early in the morning is a good thing
coz we have a lot of time to do many things...
But I'm always didn't spend it nicely...haha...just click here and click there
Still have many assignment and tests before this CNY holiday...
So...actually damn busy one!
But this sem all courses seem like "shit" courses...
If attending to class equal to waste my time!

Suddenly...I miss home so much
Really feel like wanna going back already!
But I still not sure that when is the confirm date that I really can go back...
Coz some "shit" lecturer still havent state out the exactly test date for us
Just like put off and "playing" with us...
huh...really bad!damn bad la!

Hope don't have any test on next Thursday
then can go back on Wednesday lol...
Yeap...looking for to holiday now...
All my frens and sisters...miss you all so much!^^

Saturday~18 hours~

2010-02-01T01:02:00.010+08:00

haha...Saturday was a busy day for me~
Me and pei sze went out for 18 hours in a day...
huh...really damn damn damn tired!

Early in the morning,we went out around 9am then had dimsum as our breakfast
After that,we decided went to Queesbay Mall...
But the time still early then visited to Bukit Bendera
hoho...erm,I think last time I had went there since I'm in lower 6
But actually not much changes than last time
Still the slowest penang hill railway...haha...really slow
We took around more than half hours to reach the destination
Plus hot weather on that day oso...so all of us oso berpeluh-peluh lol!
and very tired oso!

After that,Ching Theng's car had a car washed coz his car kena some petrol by a lorry...

Then we took our lunch in Queensbay mall's Japin restaurant...

After walked for 3 hours there,we really like exhausted our energy...
just one word can explain~TIRED!~

~We saw a rainbow on penang bridge along the way that we backed~

haha...Then at night,me and pei sze hanged out for 2nd round to watch movie again
Thanks for Joo hao and Hone shern accompanied us wth a ghost movie
~Haunted University~A Thailand movie...
But not really nice than what we expected...Actually like no storyline and ending
So I suggested other better dont go wth it lol~

After that,we went for our supper...
haha...we expected again abt the Bukit Mertajam "ya dan chao guo tiao"
But we really dont know the exactly direction to go there
Then just tried to call a fren lol~
We turned and turned around there...
Finally we're found...haha...
ya,I really miss that taste coz really tasty and delicious lol~nice!
hehe...Maybe next time can go again lol!

Life have no choice!

2010-01-29T20:58:00.004+08:00

"Life have no choice!"

About all those I had passed recently
huh...really damn bad...sienzzzz!
super super tired...

Just one word can describe~HATE~
I like a empty tank...If can filling half~
haha...then that's a good thing for me...
"But I'm not!"

Today meeting for 4 hours and thought out some ideas...
Thinking and thinking...No idea at all~
I really feel wanna crazy on that moment
Got a feel want to cry out...
haha...really blank!!!feel trouble!!!how?

down!

2010-01-28T23:22:00.005+08:00

This morning have a test...
I really hate those tests and exam...
haha...If study without test and exam~~~That's perfect~
But that's impossible!
Really very sienzzz...when facing those of that...
I sure will feel damn tension...stress...
Although I was revised all but still not confidence on that
And I always got a feel that don't know how to answer the question?
That's my sick...damn serious sick!

Don't know why?I really feel down in these few days...
feel like lazy to talk...haha...
Just always have a boring feel~just want to escape~
Anyway,maybe after this test then all this feel will get away from me!
Seriously...I still lazy to study
But burden by a lot of assignments and projects...
And I really hate meeting...

Suddenly think abt the coming CNY
Actually like my fren said:not really expected on that...
Coz sure will pass and end very fast!
Life is normally like that...
Happy moment easy come easy go
But the hard moment...haha...make us suffering!

小心读每一个，再用一两秒想一想

2010-01-28T01:06:00.000+08:00

Read Each One Carefully and Think About It a Second or Two

小心讀每一個，再用一兩秒想一想

1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.

我愛你不是因為你是誰，而是我在你面前可以是誰。

2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.

沒有男人或女人是值得你為他流眼淚，值得的那一位，不會要你哭。

3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
那人不是你所想般愛你，但不代表那人不是全心全意地愛你。

4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.
一個真正的朋友是向著你伸手，觸動你心靈的人。

5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.
掛念一個人最差的方式，就是你坐在他身旁，而知道你不能擁有他。

6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
就算你不快樂也不要皺眉，因為你永不知道誰會愛上你的笑容。

7.. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
在世界裡你可能只是某人，但對某人你可能是全世界。

8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.
不要花時間在一個不會花時間在你身上的人。

9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.
可能神要我們在遇到那位對的人之前先遇上一些錯的人，讓我們遇到那位對先生/對小姐時懂得珍惜。

10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.
不要因為完結而哭，要為曾經發生而微笑。

11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.
這個世界永遠也會有一些傷害你的人，你要做的就是繼續去信人和小心你下次信的人。

12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.
在你嘗試了解其他人和盼望其他人明白你之前，先把你自己變成一個更好的人和了解你自己。

13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.
不要太努力去找，最好的東西是在你最預計不到的時候出現。

REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.
緊記: 所有事也是因果循環的。

True friends: How many people actually have 8 true friends?
真正朋友: 有幾多人有八位真正的朋友?

Hardly anyone I know ! But some of us have all right friends and good friends!!!
我幾乎不認識這些人! 但在我們當中有些人全有對和好的朋友!!!

lazyzzzz!

2010-01-26T00:30:00.004+08:00

Feel lazy...really lazy to upload my blog...
haha...no mood to study at all
And now feel headache is about my product~
Still have many problems on that~a lot and a lot~
I really dun have any idea to solve it
Everyday keep thinking and thinking~huh!~sienzzz!

Later noon have a presentation~
We really not like that lecturer...really hate!
Ask those kind of questions to make student in suffering~
aiksss...Later our group sure scold by him...he is a "emo" guy!
4 hours class~really hate this!~

Hope I really can come out some ideas on my mind within these few days...haizz@.@
Actually I still thinking whether want go back home on this week or not?
I really hope can staying at home~haha!comfortable and warm!
Although the distance is short but I'm still have that kind of feeling
~Miss home so much~
But really have a lot of stuffs waiting for me to do...
So just stay here lol~

Sometime feel this kind of life is quite boring
Everyday repeated and repeated...
haha...coz I like to play...can't just "guai guai" stay here

Still left 3 weeks then CNY is reach lol~~~
hehe...not much expected on that
but at least can have a holiday and just stay at home...
Or maybe have some gathering with friends lol~
hehe...and I like to eat CNY's biscuit...
My weight sure will gain again...scare!

Cont. kl trip~

2010-01-23T02:36:00.008+08:00

My KL shopping trip~
In Timesquare...

A CNY decoration in Timesquare~

haha...shop!shop!shop!

I was stayed two night in Yong ling's hse...
hehe...Let me knew more abt Tanjung Malim and Upsi~
This is the famous "ban mian" in Tanjung Malim
the taste quite nice lol!

We had our dinner in a Toilet concept restaurant!
haha...1st time ate this...
It's nothing special but just the decoration there abit weird lol!
hehe...like eat inside a toilet~

hehe...I really enjoy this trip lol!

tired!

2010-01-22T01:26:00.005+08:00

Just now I got meeting from 8pm until 1230am...
what is design???
Sigh**!!!haizzzz....
Really boring and feel trouble on that
Really tired ar!!!
I really don't want to think abt that!
Hope everything can be move smoothly...
Everything will be fine and the right way!

This week will go back home again
coz need to help my mother clean up the house for CNY
hehe,feel happy...
But still have many things need to do!
Going back with worries of assignment and presentations!aiksss...
A busy and tired sem for me...

A nice movie~local manufactured~

2010-01-20T23:08:00.005+08:00

haha...Today me and pei sze canceled all the meeting then just went out to have a movie
Actually we still have many things need to do~~~shit assignments~~~
But Ching Theng and Edwin said want going out coz they are free...
So...we just follow them to Jusco lol~

~Our lunch~

We went to watch a movie by local manufactured~
"大日子woohoo"...
haha...we're unexpected that is a nice movie coz...
But after watched it,that's really is a funny movie!
Nice!really nice!You guys maybe can go have a watch...
It really valuable to have a watch
We laughed from the starting until the ending!
hehe...very nice!
After watch it,my body and mind really feel relax abit already

After that,we went to eat Tomyam mee again!
hehe,they really like that very much lol~but the taste not bad la
Then we passed through a temple(dou mu gong)
It's a new building and sells a lot of things~CNY things~around there(like a pasar malam)
erm,it's really a beautiful building lol~

But after went out for whole day
I feel damn tired and sleepy now...
And not really can concentrated to do my things
So,just take a rest and continuing by tomorrow lol

awesome and nice!

2010-01-20T00:42:00.008+08:00

I just came back from KL and Ipoh on Monday night
haha...Few days did'nt update my blog already~
Actually many things want to share on here...
Especially my kl and Tanjung Malim trip...
But...now lazy to blog so long and uploaded the pictures
So,maybe will upload it later on lol~

hehe,I skipped class on Monday again...
What I had done on that day?
Actuall I told my fren and supposed going back on Monday morning
But...Finally I went back home already
That's a sudden decision for me~hehe...coz really miss home so much!

Although this is a simple shopping trip
But for me,this is nice and awesome!haha,really fantastic...
I stayed in my fren's hse in Tanjung Malim...
Really a good chance for me to know well TM and upsi
I like the fresh air and condition there and we cycled at night went to the mamak stall
hehe...this can let me feel some countryside life oso,nice!

I went to shop for two days and bought a lot of things...
Really many!many!many!
Anyway,thanks for you~Yong Ling & Pei Yin
Next time have a trip again lol~

On the way I was back to Ipoh,the bus was passed through Bidor and Tapah~
haha...These are all the places that I havent go before...
This time let me know well about some small towns in perak
Tanjung Malim,Bidor,Tapah...

Since I'm back here...
Really feel tension and tired
coz many assignments and things need to do
especially my design subject~always make ppl headache~
haizzz!!!!!! Am I really can make everything well???"confusing"