How?

very very very tired!!!
Not enough time for me...

I really miss home so much...
Feel like wanna take a long rest!haizzz...
How???

怎么办？

现实的背后永远是残酷的~永远没有人知道背后的辛酸~
本来真的想尝试去完成的，我真的很努力很努力
可是问题不断的接踵而来，一波未停一波又起了~
电脑出现问题了，我真的能完成吗？
在此时此刻，我真的无言~我很想坚持到底把它完成~
我真的很累，全身都很累，双手真的好痛
从一开始就是个错误。。。。但现在已经不能回头了
只有前进罢了，一切的后悔都是太迟了
目前面对的人，面对得问题，是上天给我的考验吗？
我已经很努力，很坚持的去做了~
累到真的无言了~~~怎么办？
此时此刻，只想找个肩膀来靠着罢了，真的好累~~~

想逃离。。。

最近就快要接近崩溃了，我不懂我还能撑多久~很想一走了知~真的很想~
我想找个地方躲起来大哭一场，真的很想很想大哭一场~
可是好像什么地方好多的？？？
不能睡，不想吃~~~真的没有心情~~~很想回家~
可是真的不能在这时候走掉~~~原来我真的没自己想象中那么坚强的~
当遇到困难时，很多事情还是不知如何去面对的~~~真的很无助恨无助！
而且在这大学里。。。很多事情，不，是每件事情到最后还是自己一个人去面对的
这道理其实我早就明白了，因为经过两年的洗礼后~~~
我明白当初一个人来到这里，到最后还是一个人离开的
可是，我真的很累很累，真的想停下来好好的睡一觉，做些自己想做的事
真的难以形容现在的心情，想立刻驾车离开这鬼地方回家去
原来人越长大，要面对的问题就越来越多~~~
到这一刻，我真的不知要如何面对？如何是好？
我发现我还是很懦弱的。。。

明天会是怎样？

有时在想，到底会有谁在看我的部落各？
认识或不认识的？
哈哈。。。有时写东西时真的有点害怕和顾虑噢~~~
其实我觉得还蛮多人在看的~一个link一个~
hoho~~~有点害怕哦~可是还是照写咯~
只是没那么贴切啦~

最近感到很压力，就来要崩溃了~
可是还是不能逃啊~真惨~
没办法咯，只能死撑，撑到底咯~haizzz...
天啊，神啊！救救我吧！睡也没能睡好，这真是一个噩梦~
快快结束啦！！！不然真的会连续失眠咯~

明天到底会是怎样，能完成，解决吗？
我希望能吧！！！
只能向好的方面想咯~~~
哈哈，朋友说我生气也是没用的~
所以只好努力，心平气和面对咯~

moody day~~~

Yesterday I really feeling bad!
First time feeling like that,feel like really want gave up already~
I really like want cried out on that moment~Like helpless~
Luckily I can control on that time~
A big burden~A big stone for me~
Nobody and no way for me to let it out
I already try my best and work hard on that
I really hope I know more knowledge...know more than that...
But sometime least co-operation,then all things become useless...haizz

Thank you for Pei Yin and Sun Chean
shared their time for me to talk all those rubbish things...
Really thank you...I really feel better now~
Ya!Everything will pass and will end soon~
...just wait...
I must be patience on that...
keep continuing~~~
I'm feel better now...

hehe...this is perspex...get from the lab one...
I just done some decoration on that...It's look nice lol~
Thanks for my fren gave me this lol~I like it very much!

Yesterday had a PC fair in a shop near my campus...
Then we went to there searched got anything can buy lol~
haha...quite funny lol coz whole shop crowded with ppl
First time I saw pc fair in a shop...and crowded with ppl...
Like big discount in a shopping complex...
Finally I bought a cooling pad...got a big fan one...hoho~

突然间~

刚刚做功课真的要做到发疯了~

真的很讨厌很讨厌哦

但还是要完成啊！我的天啊！！！

真的很想找个地方发泄出来

这真的折磨了我整个sem~

从一开始到现在~真的很难受！

什么鬼烂臭助长，我根本就不稀罕~

只希望快点结束这噩梦

那等于要将所有东西都背在自己身上哦~

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wow...看着朋友的部落格...

突然间很想念怡保的点心和肉骨茶~~~

真的有种很想吃的感觉~~~

想念！！！

must work hard lol~

Time flies...Time really pass very fast...
I feel very tired recently...Just feel very very tired!
Worried about many things~
haha...and home sick again lol~
I really no medicine can cure me
Coz if feel tired or stress or just face a little bit problems
Then I feel like want go back home already
Can simply described by one word:Escape~
I know that's useless...but just a reason for me to go back
huh...I must learn...learn to face and stay here~haha

Start from now,I really feel abit stress already
coz final exam is around the corner~
I must start to study lol~Must start from now~
No other excuse for me to lazy again
If not,really will get a bad result lol~
My mind really like blank now~
Skipped classes and played from start sem until now
It's really too over already~
I must work hard lol~~~
Don't be lazy anymore~~~~~~

★★★Done s lot of crazy things lolzz★★★

haha...I had done a lot of crazy things on last week~
We hanged out for 3 days already...

First day(Thursday):We suddenly said wanna eat supper...
Then we 4 person went to Bukit Mertajam ate "char koey tiao"
which cooked with duck's egg one~
haha...we went there around 12am...
That's a suddenly decision~

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Second day(Friday):We went to Queensbay mall~
We had a dinner there and watched a movie
~~~Under the mountain~~~
That's a English movie...Is like adventure one~
Erm...Actually just so far so good lol...


Our dinner in Queensbay~

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The 3rd day(Sat):haha...we had a one day trip to Taiping...
Actually at 1st just decided went to Taiping's zoo...
But when we reached there was raining already
Then we planned to visit the Night Safari there lol
Beside while we was waiting
we called out a Uni's fren and guided us to visit the Taiping's town lol~~~
Thanks for Pui zheng be our guider~


Taiping's zoo...This is my 3rd time came here~

Yeah~start our journey of Night Safari lol~
But for my suggestion
next time better don't go for this coz we saw nothing except the darkness
coz all the animals also sleep already~

Some of the foods we found in Taiping~

Taiping's Lake~~~

hahaha~~~BIG golf ball lol~^^
I like this photo!!!hehe^_^

One of the waterfall in Taiping~
~~~~Bukit Larut~~~If not spell wrong la~hehe

We had an terrible experience at the time we backed~
hoho~We decided to take the old way went back to USM
But...We took the wrong way d...a crook and dark way~
And no car at all one~~~hoho~~~
We all shouted in the car...I really felt nervous that time
and just silent there...
Then we returned back to highway went back to Parit Buntar...
In that time,we really like adventure in somewhere~huh~
Finally we are safe~

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Ermmmm...Play for so many days~
And all my money like gone away already~
I'm very poor now~~~I must control abit lol~~
haha...coz final exam is around the corner~
Hope I really can control well la~

just simply took~

Yesterday we went to lab and chosen some materials for our prototype
we just round and around the small material's room
haha...Then suddenly Nadia said we like shopping lol~
So we just took a photo there lol~~~Actually just took for fun la~
But the my fren said me crazy le...hohoho~~~^^

Then we cutted out the size that we needed...
erm...Actually still worried abt that
Hope it's really can work lol~

讓人心疼的12句話

1~有些事，我們明知道是錯的，也要去堅持，因為不甘心;

有些人，我們明知道是愛的，也要去放棄，因為沒結局；
有時候，我們明知道沒路了，卻還在前行，因為習慣了。

2~以為蒙上了眼睛，就可以看不見這個世界；
以為摀住了耳朵，就可以聽不到所有的煩惱；
以為腳步停了下來，心就可以不再遠行；
以為需要的愛情，只是一個擁抱~可是你心中的真愛是在這裡嗎？

3~那些已經犯過的錯誤，有一些是因為來不及，有一些是因為刻意躲避， 更多的時候是茫然地站到了一邊。我們就這樣錯了一次又一次，卻從不曉得從中汲取教訓，做一些反省或是努力補救。

4~你不知道我在想你，是因為你不愛我，我明明知道你不想我，卻還愛你，是因為我太傻。也許有時候，逃避不是因為害怕去面對什麼，而是在等待什麼。

5~天空沒有翅膀的痕跡，但鳥兒已經飛過；
心裡沒有被刀子割過，但疼痛卻那麼清晰。
這些胸口裡最柔軟的地方，被愛人傷害過的傷口，遠比那些肢體所受的傷害來得犀利，而且只有時間，才能夠治癒。

6~很多人，因為寂寞而錯愛了一人，但更多的人，因為錯愛一人，而寂寞一生。我們可以彼此相愛，卻注定了無法相守。不是我不夠愛你，只是我不敢肯定，這愛~是不是最正確的。

7~如果背叛是一種勇氣，那麼接受背叛則需要一種更大的勇氣。
前者只需要有足夠的勇敢就可以，又或許只是一時衝動，
而後者考驗的卻是寬容的程度，絕非衝動那麼簡單，需要的唯有時間。

8~生命無法用來證明愛情，就像我們無法證明自己可以不再相信愛情。
在這個城市裡，誠如勞力士是物質的奢侈品，愛情則是精神上的奢侈品。可是生命脆弱無比，根本沒辦法承受那麼多的奢侈。

9~人最大的困難是認識自己，最容易的也是認識自己。
很多時候，我們認不清自己，只因為我們把自己放在了一個錯誤的位置，給了自己一個錯覺。所以，不怕前路坎坷，只怕從一開始就走錯了方向。

10~生活在一個城市裡，或者愛一個人，又或者做某件事，時間久了，就會覺得厭倦，就會有一種想要逃離的衝動。也許不是厭倦了這個城市、愛的人、堅持的事，只是給不了自己堅持下去的勇氣。

11~多少次又多少次，回憶把生活劃成一個圈，而我們在原地轉了無數次，無法解脫。總是希望回到最初相識的地點，如果能夠再一次選擇的話，以為可以愛得更單純。

12~如果你明明知道這個故事的結局，你或者選擇說出來，或者裝作不知道，萬不要欲言又止。有時候留給別人的傷害，選擇沉默比選擇坦白要痛多了。

bad day!

Went back home for 4 days~Then came back here again!
haizzz...really hate to stay here...
When I just reached here,then my sister call me she didn't get my post
Then I went to post office and resent it again~
coz last time sent it in campus's post office one
but like "jumped into the sea" already~

After that,when I just came back from post office
I found my car dripped out some engine petrol on the floor
I don't know wat's really happened on that?
Then I quickily rushed to a car repair shop to check out the real problem
But...that foreman talked a lot to me...and called me change this and change that~
huh...Suddenly became like that and I don't know whether should trust him or not?
I just called him tided screw only~coz...he like want cheated me lol....
haizzz...stay in this small town and unfamiliar state...
Today I really like helpless...just like a blind to go there~
Made a call to family oso like useless one...coz they can't give any helping at all~
After tided up screw like oso useless one~the petrol still dripped out from the pump
Tomolo must go other shop and check it again lol~


That's why I really hate to stay here~Hate!!!
why suddenly got such trouble things like this~~~
Really no way for me to let it out...just...haizzz...


And still don't have any preparation on the coming QC's test~
After read then still like blur on that oso...
just try my best lol~~~

突然间。。。

最近好像领悟了些事情~
好像真的有点看通了，看得有点开了
生命是一直往前走，向前看的，永远不会到回头的
所以现在想要做什么，趁年轻就快快去做吧，想做就去做吧！
我现在是玩第一，读书第二。。。真的要将这两点平衡哦！

哈哈，而我呢，就抱着一个心态，这个信念跟随我很久了
想玩就去玩吧！机会和时间是配合的，那我一定在所不辞咯！嘻嘻！
趁现在单身，想做什么就做什么，想去哪里就哪里咯~
不然等待以后年龄上的改变时
那时候已经是太迟了~~~~~~~

所以现在想做什么就去做吧，我不要让自己以后会后悔哦！
可是有时空闲时还是会想。。。
在感情的路上我永远是个失败者吧~
我那三心两意的性格是我最大的弱点~
错过了，没好好把握或一时矛盾。。。
过去了就是过去了~~~~~就看看以后如何咯~

HANDBOOK 2010

HANDBOOK 2010

Health:
1. Drink plenty of water.
2. Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a beggar.
3. Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured in plants..
4. Live with the 3 E's -- Energy, Enthusiasm and Empathy
5. Make time to pray.
6. Play more games
7. Read more books than you did in 2009 .
8. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day
9. Sleep for 7 hours.
10. Take a 10-30 minutes walk daily. And while you walk, smile.

Personality:
11. Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
12. Don't have negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment.
13. Don't over do. Keep your limits.
14. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
15. Don't waste your precious energy on gossip.
16. Dream more while you are awake
17. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need..
18. Forget issues of the past. Don't remind your partner with His/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.
19. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don't hate others.
20. Make peace with your past so it won't spoil the present.
21. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.
22. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.
23. Smile and laugh more.
24. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree...

Society:
25. Call your family often.
26. Each day give something good to others.
27. Forgive everyone for everything..
28. Spend time w/ people over the age of 70 & under the age of 6.
29. Try to make at least three people smile each day.
30. What other people think of you is none of your business.
31. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will. Stay in touch.

Life:
32. Do the right thing!
33. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.
34. GOD heals everything.
35. However good or bad a situation is, it will change..
36. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
37. The best is yet to come..
38. When you awake alive in the morning, thank GOD for it.
39. Your Inner most is always happy. So, be happy.

这样。。。

这星期又回家了~
本来是没打算回的，因为这样来回真的有点累哦
可是答应了人，有些东西要做，所以就回来了


刚刚太得空所以就看回以前拍过的照片
哇。。。真的好多好多，除了回忆还是回忆了
时间过去了，一切都成为了回忆~
从中我真的领悟了许多。。。
每样事都会随着时间而变，而会变成怎样
哈哈，真的没人能知晓哦~
我知道的一点是一些事情能留住，而另一些就成了追忆
友谊也是一样，有永恒的也有短暂的~
有些就好像一阵风在你生命中吹过后就消失得无影无踪了
许多事情也是那样。。。这就是人生
人在不同的时间会与不同的人相遇
不管那是好还是坏~那都是生命中的过客~
重要的事，我珍惜现在的一切~
好好的珍惜，好好的生活就好了
不要再把以前的错误重蹈覆辙了，那才是最重要的
很多时候一时的迷惑真的伤害了许多人
因为我是那种凭感觉做事的人
哈哈，有时我也觉得天和我在玩着游戏
一个重复又重复着的游戏。。。
有时真的难以抉择~


但我希望一切这样就好了。。。
改变也要配合时机吧！

Hope everything goes right...

Just watched this movie~Hot Summer Day~
A quite nice and funny movie lol!hahaha^^
Maybe can try to have a watch lol~
Now looking forward to a 3D movie
"Alice in the wonderland"!!!

haha...one more thing~
Just now bought something in Jusco
Now I only know that every Monday,Tuesday and Wednesday are anti plastic bag day
So if we are buying thing then need to bring along our recyclable bag
Or we pay RM 0.20 for each plastic bag...
So next time must remember this lol~

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Don't know why I can't fall as sleep recently...T.T
Today I wake up early in the morning
Actually very tired but just can't sleep nicely...haizzz...
Maybe cause by the hot weather or other trouble thing
Hope can get well later lol~

hehe...Tomorrow will go back home again~
Actually just came back here one week only
But just feel like want go back
and need to do a body check on Friday also~
huh...Hope everything well coz like feeling some bad recently
Just pray for nothing~

Now...maybe I'm get some right way for myself
Maybe I know how to solve it...maybe...
Just hope everything goes right and like normal only~

The moon here

Just pass the last day of CNY~Chap Goh Mei~
The Moon in Nibong Tebal here~~~
I gotta feeling...Just miss home so much!!!
haha...Once again...I wanna go back home~