第三个星期...

开学第三个星期了

第四个星期又要来了，时间的确过得很快~

最近看了Inception,Despicable me和The sorcerer Apprentice...

三部都是不错的戏！！！

最近很懒惰写部落格，不知为什么，就是没那种心情去写咯！

这个周末又回家了~哈哈。。。

连续两个星期来回自己一个人驾车回家

其实真的觉得蛮累的~~~~~

我看回了这星期应该等到raya break才回吧！

一开始还以为这学期还蛮得空的

可是忙碌的生活又要开始了

一个又接一个的assignments等着要交了~Omg~

还有我那tennis课~一星期有两天课~真的累和忙死了~

一整天进进出出就够了~

哈哈，我想这就是把星期五弄成没有课的代价吧！

tennis和design这两样东西真的让我头痛了...

但我相信没有什么东西是做不到的

只要努力，尽力就好了~

已经计划好下两个星期和coursemates到hatyai去玩了~

本打算要取消了，因为同时间有太多东西要交了

可是朋友说风雨不改，照去咯！！！哈哈~

还有就是参加了今年饥饿三十的筹委。。。

希望是另一个新体验咯~：）

每次一出去朋友一定会问：你又去那里玩了？

哈哈，其实现在不玩要等几时呢？珍惜现在读书的时间

做些疯狂的事情也不错！

还有，对你我不会再像以前那么傻了~

只是静静不出声，任你摆布，这事情不会再发生了

也请你不要再闯进我的生活，因为你是一个自私的人！

宽恕需要很大的勇气，对你，我根本做不到！

接下来的两年正是我人生中的大考验！

有时面对你我真的无可奈何。。。

但我真的不能做些什么？

最近爱上了侧田的“三岁或八十”

其实幸福很简单~

幸福这玩艺，有的人一生在追求，一生感觉不到幸福

有的人从未刻意追求幸福，却时刻品尝着幸福

有的人在别人眼里已经很幸福了，而他自己却体会不到

有的人在他人看来很不幸福，而他却觉得十分幸福

幸福说到底，只是一种感觉，有感觉了，也就幸福了......

今天的你是幸福吗？。。。

幸福其实简单吗？

有朋友一直写着，其实幸福不 简单。。

其实幸福只在乎你怎么去测量

幸福 - -是 --没有耀眼的外表,却有着平实的生活

幸福 - -是-- 和朋友们疯狂的玩乐，不在意旁人的眼光

幸福 - -是 -- 很单纯的喜欢着你，不要求什么

幸福 - -是-- 和心爱的人共享晚餐，即使是路边摊

幸福 - -是 -- 听着自己爱听的音乐，享受他的旋律

幸福 - -是 -- 独处时,静静的，能够不被别人打扰

幸福 - -是 -- 不上班的时候,可以尽情地睡,不再担心起床 的时间

幸福 - -是 -- 在商场里，无忧无虑的逛街，血拼

幸福 - -是 -- 在等待的过程中,感觉到未来还是有无穷的希 望

幸福 - -是 -- 和家人一起吃晚饭,即使是粗茶淡饭

幸福 - -是 -- 知道家里会有人在等着你，在为你牵挂

幸福 - -是 -- 在你失落时，在你身旁支持你的忠实听众

幸福 - -是 -- 心里深爱的那个人，希望他过得幸福开心

幸福 - -是 -- 和情人间有说不完的话题，发不完的短讯

幸福 - -是 -- 很简单的一句晚安，很甜的睡着了

幸福 - -是 -- 告诉关心的你一句简单的想念你，你好吗

幸福 - -是 -- 虽然不是很有钱,但从不觉得缺钱

幸福 - -是 -- 每天睁开眼睛，你还起得来，你就是幸福的了

幸福其实很简单，简单到无处 不在；幸福其实很近，近到伸手可及…你赞成吗？

希望读着这文章的朋友们都是幸福的。。^^

hehe...copy from somewhere~~~

Another experience~

haha...In Ipoh now...at my home sweet home again!!!

First time drive back home at night on the highway from my campus to Ipoh~

erm...Actually quite dangerous and tired if driving on the highway at night...
(many lorries and cars along the highway)

I think next time wouldn't repeat this anymore...coz made my family worried about me...

haha..this was just becoz I'm a person who be fond of playing...

Coz I went to Penang with my fren then delayed the time already...

yeah...no next time...sorry to make my family worried about me and scold by my father oso!

And I can feel that my frens oso worried about me and keep call me go back at morning and drive back carefully...slow down the speed...haha..Thanks..I really can feel u all cares abt me!
Coz I'm blur when driving at night~~~hehe

the first two days...

Skipped one week class...Came back here(usm) for two days already
haha...One of my fren told me~you made a right decision coz keep canceled class at last week~
erm...for me...got advantages and disadvantages also...But seriously I'm never regret on that~

Actually hard to explain my feeling for this two day(I mean my feeling after came back here)

It's complicated!!! 

Damn busy for these two days...coz now is the starting sem and becoz my absence for one week

Like blur and don't know everything...But I just try my best to follow back all!

Today done an experiment from 9am to 2smtg...damn tired for me...

At first I was decided to join my fren group becoz my fren already done it!

But I already promised other group..so just don't want make an improper lo~

Luckily I had attended it coz got learn many things oso...

Now I know that "If you have chance to learn,then don't miss it...becoz it will improve you a lot!"

I'll appreciate all the chance to learn...becoz it will improve ur life knowledge!

Just because of you,so i just simply find other groups for myself~

But I had learn a lot too...

Then the other things...some people like irresponsible one!

Actually I really HATE this kind of people

Like pretended don't care and don't know everything

SHIT!!!But really many this kind of people around me~

My friend just told me:Just look open and try to ignore something or someone that you unlike~

that will make your life more easy and happy...

Yea...I agree...really got different type of people in university,in this society~

One more thing,after back here then the confusing feel come back again!

erm...I really not sure what I'm doing whether is a right way of wrong way?

But at least that's good for me...Maybe just make me feel more better~aiksss...

Sometime just feel confused on that~really confused!

This is just the thing that I can do...other thing just let natural take it's course lo~

No more thinking on that!!!

Fate is a mysterious thing...No matter in friendship or relationship

Just open your heart and your eye to see clearly and try to learn accepted

Because nothing is impossible...

My aim for this sem..study hard and hope can get more good result lol!
At least can get one dean list in my four years university life~
Then...haha...looking forward to my coming trips and activities!

Just closed up for some moment...

Yeah...I'm decided to set my blog as private...
Just the people in my in my invitation list can view my blog only~
Actually I hope to do that long time ago coz sometime really can't write out what I want to write!
Just like no freedom already...means that before I'm starting to write something...
I need to think and considering properly the cause and effect on my post~
I really don't like that feel...so just closed up my blog
erm...maybe until the right time then only open my blog again!
haha...Actually sometime really feel scared coz ur blog maybe become others gossip topicand cause a lot of misunderstanding and problems oso~Too Bad!!!
hehe...heard like so terrible right?ya...that's exactly the reality of life~

Sometime just want to write down something as memory or let out some special thing in my life...
Perhaps that's just a post...a post about my life,my feeling...but related to others oso...
That kind of people are never respect the blogger feeling and freedom of speech!
They never know about this at all...
I really hope that blogger can have more setting like can block some else to view my blog...


erm...I had skipped one week class...Actually got nothing special happened...
But just a small case for me...huh...
I know that early already but just can't imagine that more worse than that
I really no feel on that...coz that's just a person ever passed in my life
No matter how u treat me,actually I never care on that!!!
I just hope that can study peacefully in this two years and graduated to get my degree only~


Left two days then gonna go back to campus LoL...
Another two working days oso...Recently I really work very hard to earn some money..
Coz I hope can travel to somewhere...haha...anywhere oso can!!!
Just try my best LoL!!!:)

试着慢慢去体会，去学会

1、不要在流眼泪的时候做任何决定，情绪负面的时候说话

越 少越好。

2、不要去反复思考同一个问题，不要把所有的感情都放在一个 人身上，你还有父母，有朋友。

3、不要害怕做错什么，即使错了，也不必懊恼，人生就是对对 错错，何况有许多事，回头看，对错已经无所谓了。

4、有负面情绪是正常的，但是自己一定要知道，要明白这只 是生活的一小部分，在其余时间里，要尽量的让情绪平稳起来。

5、那个人，突然不联系你了，很正常;那个人，突然又联系你 了，也很正常，这什么也不说明。

6、如果不懂，就说出来，如果懂了，就别说，笑笑即可。

7、一切的烦恼都是自找，因此也只能自己解决，不要找朋友哭 诉，找他们去打球。

8、说过的话一定要做到，即使是很蠢的话，再蠢也比言而无信 好。

9、无论发生怎样的变故，不要打破生活原有的规律，要按时吃 饭，按时睡觉。

10、不要去害怕做一件事，不要害怕触景伤情，不要害怕说错 话，不要害怕想起过去，不要害怕面对未来。

11、无论是对是错，你需要有一个准则，你的行为应该遵循 这个准则，并根据现实生活不断的修正。反反复复优柔寡断 的人，是不可能讨人喜欢的.在对错之间徘徊的人，形象不如从 错到对的人正面。

12、当他说：“让我们冷静一段时间好吗？”的时候，要冷 静的说好，然后挂掉电话。不要哀求，他不是来征求你的意见 的。

13、不要和一个人和他议论同一个圈子里的人，不管你认为他 有多么可靠。

14、当你不知道和他说什么的时候，那就什么也不要说，沉默 有无限种含义。

15、不要追求什么结果，每个人结果都一样，就是死亡。

16、不要后悔，无论怎样都不要后悔，后悔的情绪比你所做 错的事更加可怕，因为这会摧毁你的自信，自尊以及很有可能让 你去做一件更错的事。

17、无论遇到什么事情，都要对自己说：这是正常的。而不 要说：我怎么这么倒霉？或是：他怎么这样？那些遇到汶川 地震，911或印尼海啸的人很多都没有机会抱怨了。比起 他们，生活中的一些波折都是正常的，今天也许你的男朋友 离你而去，你会觉得自己是世界上最惨的人，但是别忘了也 许这世上同时有几十万个姑娘和你有着同样的遭遇，只是你不知 道而已。

18、一定要明白，自己所做的一切都是为了追寻一种状态， 一种自我的满足感和幸福感.不要害怕什么，这世上可供害 怕的事太多了，你是害怕不完的。有事情，就解决，不能解决， 那就拉倒。

I'm lazy...

Start new sem for few days already...
But I still at home now~~~hoho
I decided to skip one week class...next Monday only go back to campus~
hehe..Act wanna go back on Tuesday...Already packed all my things...
But suddenly change my decision...and surprised my fren oso..hahaha!!!:)
I am lazy!!!I really is a lazy person loL...



Today I had bought an external hard disk...
yeah!!!wanna buy long time ago already!
Finally got it LoL~:)




After go back...Not really know what will be happened for next?
~For my new sem~
haha...this sem quite full one..
Total I took 20 credits hour for this sem...included one sport subject~Tennis~
wow...Never play before...Goodluck for me lu~
And this sem got another design subject oso...I really hate it!aikss:(

In conclusion...

In conclusion for my semester break...

UPSI and Proton City trip...(In Tanjung malim)



yum cha with sharon,jia,wai yen,pei moon,april and see mun
in Gunung rapat Oldtown...



Yen Leng and Tuck Yuan birthday party in Paparich...




A sudden yum cha called by Boon Tat in Greentown's Oldtown and snooker...
Seriously I'm not really familiar on snooker!haha




A funny and crazy trip with form 6 frens...haha~(one day trip)
Went to Bukit Merah>Penang's 火锅之家 for a dinner>Autocity...

~~~My sisters~~~

Kellie castle in Ipoh~with Pei Yin and Yong Ling~




Yum Cha in Station 1 cafe...Then snooker again!!!:P




A simple celebration on my birthday with Pei Yin in Oriental Cafe~
Thanks for William and everyone!!!



My Birthday Celebration in Breeze cafe...with best sisters!



Secret recipe cakes by my family~wow..
All cheese cakes lol!!!



Pei Yin's birthday!!!:)

Genting trip!!!

Yum Cha with CCd(back from Aus)and other frens in Wong kok Char chan teng~

Last gathering before sem break end and new semester start!!!
(In yeolde English)

Then rush to oldtown meet up with other frens...
haha...Wai soon:Long time no see lol!!!But still got topic to chat!
It's really nice!

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Goodbye!!!My long sem break!

Miss my family(my sister...brother..mum..)
Miss my frens...take care well!

still unwilling to leave and my mum keep asking me when go to back campus?
haha...I just say see later how lo?still not sure yet!

A long post......

Just feel very lazy to update my blog...haha
What's wrong with me?Just lazy lol~

Today is Monday already...
Last week holiday for this long semester break
So fast!!!Time really passing very very fast!
Now only realized that don't want this holiday end!
Although sometime is quite boring~

I had done a lot of things in this holiday
haha...I think the most is working ba!
I totally worked for 27 days within this two and half months holiday
wow!!!This time is more hardworking comparing with last few sem break~
Just becoz of money...I need some extra money to travel and buy somethings~hehe^^
Maybe working too much already...sometime get bad mood oso!coz tired ba!!!
I had worked for many products:
Anlene,Pringgles+head&shoulder+gillitte,Wall's icecream,Klassno(coffee),Lipton...
haha...Actually before that also got sales many other products...
Some people laugh on some sampling promoter like me~
There said like that: Wah...As a university student then became a promoter in supermarket!!!
And can't learn anything oso...and what?what?what?sumtin like that!


haha...Actually I really not mind on that...becoz I just want to earn some pocket money for myself...
Coz I want to try my best and avoid to get money from my parent...
Instead of not just like some people who just open their hand to get money!
Futhermore,I'm hard to find some office hours job in Ipoh too...


Actually be a sampling promoter during holiday can let me learned a lot oso...
Can meet different types of ppl...different style and different status!
The most important is just working during weekend~
So I still can play and go out during weekdays lol~
hey people...don't laugh on sampling promoter again lol!
coz that can consider a job oso!!!


Then also went to Tanjung Malim,Bukit Merah,Penang,Genting...
haha...Not bad la!!!coz can travel with you guys!!!
All are happy and nice trip lol!
And some more got some yum cha sessions with my best buddies and best sisters~
And had few birthday celebration parties oso~
And I also enjoy the time to stay at home...
Especially after the working days...
My mum said while during the holiday then becum lively already!
While all leaves then becum quiet lo~haha...
Sometime got arguing...talking...chatting...laughing...
This call Family!!!
Sometime I really miss the moment in primary,secondary and form6...
Coz v can go back home after study for few hours!!!


Erm...still thinking when wanna go back to campus?
But sure not Monday!Depends on the situation lo~
Maybe Tuesday or...late a bit...haha!see next week how lo~
I also haven't buy anything for the new semester...
Actually not much things to buy coz I got my own transport there~
Just try to buy some needed things in this few days lo
Coz still got last two working days in this weekend!
haha...very hardworking rite!!!^^


Aiksss...But one more thing...
I really must work hard for the new sem...
If not,the result will be unbearable to contemplate lolz...
Play less!Save more!and work hard!haha:P

如果你还放不下某个人。。。

傻孩子，到现在还放不下对方吗，，
傻 孩子，到现在还想着对方的一点一滴吗，，，
傻孩子，有些人、有些事、我们可能偏偏放不下，，，
傻孩子，我来给你做个试验：
你拿着一个茶杯，然后就往里面倒热水，一直 倒到水溢出来。
你烫到手的时候是马上松手了吗？
知 道我想说什么了吗？
这个世界上没有什么事是放不下的，痛了，你自然就会放下。

傻孩子．
忘了吧．所有你留恋的．你 回忆的．你拥有过的．
那些．都已是记忆．
缺失并不可怕．
可怕的．是无法面对．

傻孩子．
你无法轻易忘记放 弃．是因为你付出过．
付出了．他就会像柱子一样扎根在心．
不要刻意去逃避．刻意忘记．那只会让你更痛苦．
绕开这个柱子．寻找未来 的幸福生活吧．
那里．有你的理想．

傻孩子．
开始新的习惯吧．
习 惯．每天一个人生活．
习惯．一个人过生日．一个人行走．
习惯．走过熟悉的路．面对熟悉的景．
你逃不掉．逃不掉的．
那么． 就勇敢面对．现实．
现实是．一切．画上了句点．

傻孩子．
勇敢看着镜子中的自己吧．
这个悲伤软弱满面憔悴的自己．
这 也是你．成长中的你．
这个你．正在逐渐死去．
新的你．即将重生．
寻你的路．你的未来．
你知道的．所有的浩劫．都是成长的 祭奠．
做最好的自己．即使．一个人．

傻孩子．
好．好．尽情发泄吧．
剥开自己的心．用文字．用声音．用所有能发 泄的方式．
泄完了．就要振作．
看吧．你失 去的．其实微不足道．
还有那么多人关心着你．以不同的方式．
所以．你并不孤独．
正是这样的失去．让你看清现在所拥有的幸福．

傻 孩子．
别哭．别再哭．
不值得．真的．不值得了．
把过去尘封吧．别委屈．别不甘心．别不接受．
开始新的旅程吧．去遇见新的 风景．新的际遇．
做你该做的事吧．有很多事．等待着你完成呢．

傻孩子．
生活褪去了曾有的颜色．暂 时宁静．
别沉沦在这片宁静里．那会毁掉你．
你要明白．虽然残忍．但这个决定．足够正确．
现在的生活．不是你想要的．
为了 你的理想．你必须学会适时放弃．
给对方最好的关怀．就是．变的更好．更强大．更幸福．
现在我对你很好、很好、很好，你不需要、你 无所谓、你不在乎，你不珍惜。。。。
当某天，你被伤害，想起我。你就会明白 了。。。。。。。。。。。

好好的对待对方是最好的，以后的时间是很 长的，既然缘分让你们相交，记得珍惜。。。
そのとき は　かのじょう　よろしく
送给还在坚持的人们。。。
有时候放手了。。。
可能你就轻松一些了。。。
记得要让自己高兴。。。

你行的。。。