无聊~

哈哈，又做了些无聊的事了~
不停地拍不停地拍，结果就那么多张跑出来了~

嗯，会没事的吧？
但愿如此！！！

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曾几何时~我已把这部落格当成我的日记了~
哈哈，真是搞笑，那里有人每天写部落格的~
但这真的是我记录下我生活点滴的地方~


我想说声对不起~
我是伤害了你吧~
我不知道有多深~
但我是故意的~
对不起~
因为我别无选择~
时间能带走一切的~

我的生活点滴~假期快乐哦！

4月27号这一天，哈哈。。。
几个傻人帮我庆祝生日~~~我根本想都没想过这种事情会发生呢！
这一天距离我6月20号的生日还有一个月半呢~~~
我看这是我人生中第一次这么早庆祝生日吧！
而且还是跟大学朋友一起庆祝吧
因为我的生日每一次都是在sem break的

我也不知要向你们说些什么？？？
我真的好感动，尤其是在那一刻，真的好感动！！！
除了谢谢还是谢谢~
在那一刻大家都忙着考试，可是还是特地跑到大老远~Autocity~去
而且还是晚上十一点多~谢谢你们！Arigato！！！


哈哈，第一次收到这样的生日卡~
虽然很简单，但还是充满了诚意的~
p/s:有钱也买不到！！！哈哈哈！


有个傻婆还一直叫我穿美一点出去~
结果就穿成这样了~~~哈哈~~~
我是第一次穿成这样去Mc Donald噢！

佩思，展庭，炜陞，迪生~~~谢谢咯！

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其他housemates都回家了。。。
剩下我们两个人罢了~
结果就跑去Oldtown减压咯~~~嘻嘻，还拍起照来了！
其实隔天还有一张难搞的manufact paper要考哦！

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hohoho~~~这一切终于结束了！！！
我真的得难以形容那一刻考完的心情~
整个人都松懈下来了，真的松了一口气~
因为这一次考六张papers....
但有三张都是要背的~~~真的背到脑袋也凝固了！！！

哈哈哈，考完过后我就直接驾车回家了。。。
我现在已经在家咯~
真的很开心，很兴奋。。。终于可以开始我的长假咯~

真的很久很久没像今天那样好好坐下来休息
打打部落格，edit照片，做些废废的，但自己超爱做的事情！
嘻嘻，这一刻真的感觉到好舒服噢~~~

这一次又可以和好朋友，旧朋友，死党们聚一聚咯~
好期待哦，等待你们回来哦~

还有，我真的要努力找些工作来做哦
要赚些钱去玩哦，因为本小姐的银行不能撑多久咯~
这假期想去好多地方，有许多计划，希望能实行咯~

祝大家假期快乐！！！^^

~hohoho~

hohoho~~~Finally I was finished eat this Jacob's biscuit...
Eat for two semester already~~~
Today wake up at 8am...the most earlier day I wake up in this study week
coz last night felt headache and not really feeling well
So just sleep early then can wake up early lolzzz...
Although still have two papers to go~~~Wed and Thurs~~~
But really lazy and no mood to study liao...
Just waiting to go back home

haha...I already packed up my things and decided straight go back after the last paper
hehe...Ipoh~~~waiting for me lolzzz~~~
feel so excited and happy coz have two and half months holiday
This time really can rest well and play as much as I like lolzz...
Miss all my frenss...see you all soon!!!^^

hehe...just took for fun coz long time didn't 自拍 liao~~~
Really long time didn't do like that liao lolzzz...

真的好快！

~~~时间~~~真的过得很快！这样又一年了~
24号是一位朋友的生日~
突然间让我想起去年这个时候我已放假了，开始了关丹十天的旅程。。。
真的很快，转眼间这样又一年了~
其实好像发生了许多是，但又似不是很多吧！
哈哈，时间真的不会等人的~
一秒一分不断的走动
再过多一个月生日又来临了，又老一岁了~
哈哈，但还是那样~~~~~~
只是突然感叹岁月真的不留人！！！
好好珍惜身边的一切吧！！！

waiting for Thursday!

Just finished four papers...
Continuously 3 tough papers for last 3 days...
huh...really made me hard to breath le~~
Titas,Eng.society,Metrology & Quality control and Dynamics and Mechanism
Actually I was not performed well in all those papers
Especially the Dynamic paper...
I totally feel like want gave up on that moment already!
Anyway,all were passed already!!!
Still have two more papers to go...
Until next Thursday then I'm free lolzzz
And just found that after this then I've two and half months holiday le
hehe...really happy on that~~~^^


From study week until now
I totally two weeks didn't go out already~~~
Just looked up myself at home and studied only~

hehe...so after the dynamic paper then relaxing one day lol
Just went for a movie just now...
~~~Being Human~~~
Erm...this is a Singapore movie
In my opinion,actually not really nice lolzzz
Maybe the movie type not suitable for me ba~

feel relax abit now...but tomolo need to work hard again lolzzz...haizz!
Thursday~~~Faster faster coming lo!!!

second paper~"Eng.society"

In this sem,I totally take 6 papers in final exam...
Today is my second paper~~"ENGINEERING SOCIETY"~~
hoho...This subject contains many things inside~
"Basic management,accounting,ethics and law..."

This really like a "cabalang" course
All things need to memorize one...
And some more included some calculation for account oso
This really made me studied until crazy and memorized until want "vomit"

I really don't know why we need to study this???
Maybe engineer need to cover many things gua???
Actually we not really study detail on that
and everything like "just touch a bit then passed already"
Anyway,after today then this will be closed file lolzzz...hehe^^
Good luck to everyone!

！！！

昨晚一整晚都没睡好。。。呜呜，又失眠了！！！

头真的很痛，太压力了~~~

今天又要开始我的背书大战了！！！

我真的很讨厌背东西。。。

我还是觉得算的科目比较好~~~

太在乎，结果失去更多。。。

不像讀書考試一樣，對於一個人的追求
並不是你付出的越多，得到的回報就會越大
如果把你的給予當橫軸，別人的回應當縱軸畫成曲u
你會發現邊際遞減率在一個定值之後以非常不可思議的速度

上升

為什麼，我每天打電話對她噓寒問暖，得到的只是冷漠的回應？
為什麼，在一群朋友出去玩的時候，她總是對我特別疏遠？
為什麼，即使我竭盡所能的對她好，卻仍無法在她心中擁有一丁 點應得的地位？
我說"太在乎，就什麼也得不到”.

當你太在乎一個人的時候，你的心裡能裝的下的東西就變少了
滿腦子想的都是她，無時無刻都在想能為她做些什麼
於是，你喪失了自我，成為一個為別人而活的人。
你不再有自己的生活，不再有和對方不一樣的地方
每說一句話，你都小心翼翼，期待能夠有好的回應
每做一件事，你都考慮再三，希望她能夠被你感動
然後你會發現
聊天的話題好像變少了
相處不在像從前當朋友般的開心自在
她隨口說出的一句話，網誌上的一篇心情
可以牽動你全身的神經，有時讓你開心不已，
但大部分的時候卻是讓你魂不守舍一整天。
隨之而來的，是她開始感受到壓力

生命是一種很容易適應變化的東西
如同把雙腳泡在熱水中，不一會兒就從有點燙變成舒適的溫暖
一開始你對她好，感覺是很鮮明，很強烈的
會很開心，會很感激
但如果頻率太高，強度太大
就好像坐在按摩椅上太久一般舒服的感覺不見了，
取而代之的是想要好好靜一下的需要。

如果這時還繼續強求下去
最後的結局就是發卡甚至被討厭。
當我們越是在乎一個人的時候，越難拿捏自己的分寸
不是對她好到無以復加，就是賭氣強迫自己疏離耍自閉。
所以，最簡單的方法，就是不去在意。
對自己好一點，努力追尋自己的理想
不斷的充實自己，為自己的將來做準備

功課不夠好嗎？去圖書館多K一些書吧
人長的不夠帥嗎？去健身房把自己變成陽光形男吧
嫌自己口才不佳，進對應退不夠圓滑，那麼參加社團磨練一番吧
這些事情，夠你忙的了

然後，把她放在你心中的優先順序的第二位，甚至第三位
會發現，一切都變簡單了
不是說兩個人就一定會有結果
而是你開始可以跳脫這個泥沼，用更客觀精準的眼光
看待彼此之間的關係
不再動不動就心情低落，不再被對方牽著鼻子走。
因為你知道，世界不是由她構成的。
即使失敗了，也還有很多值得去追尋的目標。
然後，珍惜兩個人相處的時光
在一起的時候，可以用盡全部的力氣去對她好，讓她如沐春風
而平常的時候，則是為自己的目標付出百分之百的努力，不為了 別人，只為了自己。
很輕鬆的，你不用在煩惱什麼時候該對她好，怎樣增加相處的機 會。
順其自然，你絕對會被珍惜，而不會被當作理所當然。

最後
成功了，恭喜，有情人終成眷屬。
失敗了，有點遺憾，也許是不適合，或許是沒緣分。
但無論如何，你都是贏家。
因為你又成長了

quite meaningful...pls see tis...

start...

Final exam is started...
Just finished my 1st paper~Titas~
Quite hate tis paper...
A bor!ng subject...made me feel sleepy on that...

Still have 5 more papers to go...huh!!!
Really make me headache
Sometime...studying until don't know what I should to read?
Like lost direction...coz all paper also quite hard for me...haizzz...
I must be patience in this moment...
Really damn tired!feel like wanna escape and run away~

It's the time~~~

study...study...study...everyday also study...
Came back home one week already~
haha...everyday just locked myself at room...never go out also
haizzz...really sienzzz...
This is becoz my laziness all the time
So made me feel damn rush in this study week~



what's accompanied me during all my study week???
hehe...Is coffee and nescafe~~~
I drink a cup of this everyday~~~
If not,I sure feel sleepy one~

haizzz...one more thing made me feel sad oso...
Tomolo wanna go back usm liao~
Actually really unwilling to go back
coz really feel comfortable and warm at home
Can sleep well...eat well...and can study well oso lol~

Anyway...It's the time to go back~
Prepare to pack my things and mood go back lolxx...
After this...I must play cukup-cukup sekali...
coz long time din go out liao~

And recently got one more thing trouble me oso~
But now not the time to think about it~
Actually maybe...just maybe...nothing~~~

yea!!!looking forward to holiday...
really miss my frens...miss the gathering time~
And I must go travel with you all~cya!

study week~

wow...feel very stress recently~~~
crazy with my study week...
Actually no pressure is tipu orang one

I've rearranging and balancing my sleeping time recently
I think is start from this sem...
I always sleep early~~most is before 2am~~
Except the moment when rushed for assignment la
This is better for health and let me have more time to study more
Coz if sleep early then can wake up early~~yeah!
Continuing with this lol~



haha...How I'm going to reduce my stress???
The one easy way is~Eating~
While sometime feel tired or sleepy~
then I'll find something to eat~
And I had addicted on these three types of Wall's Ice-cream...
It's really yummy lolzzz...
Got oreos or chocolate inside the ice-cream one...
you all can have a try!
yeah...I really ate a lot recently...
sure will gain my weight lolzzz....@.@
I must keep fit after this final exam~

呜呜~

呜呜~倒数七天就是大考了~

每个学期都会经历一次这么刺激的考验~

哈哈，这对我来说绝对是痛苦那难熬的。。。

朋友说得对，其实读有几难呢?

当要了解和背起来时才是最难的~

我真的很赞同这句话~

rush with time arrr~~~

I'm at home now...start my study week already
haizzz.....I think really not enough time for me to finish study all subjects in one week
Damn hard for me...coz I really need to take more time to understand on many things
A lot of things need to memorize...
Scare...Nervous...worry...
Got four subjects need to take in 1st week of final exam~~~
My fren told me just study for the 4 units subjects 1st~
ya...you are right...

I'm rushing with the time now~
Really rush...one day oso can't study more...
Everyone also have their limitation on that
I really must take my time and try my best lol~
Study as much as possible on that~
This and next two coming weeks are the tough weeks for me

Time really passing very fast~
One semester end already~like a short passed in my life~
Nothing special for this semester...
Everything goes right~
Just learned a lot of useful experiences in my life...
I really learned a lot in this sem...
I think all are very useful in my future life~
Thanks for me to learn...learn become more independent...
more and more than that~~~~~

One more thing:that's my own point of view~
In university:A stage for us to learn before we working in the society~
Really hard to get real friend or best friend in this stage...
For some else that I feel that's not real one~
I think the best distance just be a simple fren...
If want to get more closer with each other~No,thank you~
Coz u really let me learn a lot...Sometime that's really hurt me
Luckily I had met some good also~I'll treasure you all as much as I can~

final design presentation~

Busy for whole semester already...
From the beginning until now...
ya...Finally it's end...
Actually got many incidents happened during all the progression of our project
And I had learned a lot experiences on that also...
Many things were my 1st time
First time be group leader...
And done all the Solidworks and animation by myself
And visited to lab for almost one month already
Everyday just stay there and doing the prototype
After this...I really must improve myself
Coz I really lack of leadership and knowledge
Sometime really not enough tough...
Just like "lembik-lembik" only...
But after this...I found that got a bit improvement on myself
Just still far away from others...
Start from now...I really must learn and train myself...
I will try my best!!!

haha...although we're work hard on that...
wasted and spent a lot of time on that...
But the result like not really good
Anyway,we already tried our best!!!
So...I hope other coursemates don't so down on that lolzzz

ya...finally was end lolzzz...yeah!

my feeling now~

Tomorrow gonna to have a final presentation for the Design subject...
Busy and trouble on this for whole semester already...
wow...Finally tomorrow everything will be end~It's over!~
Actually still worry about the tomorrow presentation
Don't know what will be happened on that???
huhu...Not really confidence coz I'm not PRO on that...
And my group members also...I think almost same level with each other ba~
Anyway...It's will be end...Just faster end~

Now...Just waiting for go back home only...
Actually I planned to go back on Tuesday or Wednesday
Coz I want to start my study week earlier a bit
But finally my plan failed already~~~It's totally failed
Just becoz got a test on Friday~
At 1st,I really can't accepted the truth and feel sad on that
haizzz...everything is out of control one...
So...I will go back on Friday lol~

ermmmm....Actually I damn worry about the coming final exam
Nervous...scare...I got feel that can't finish study all on that...
~~~Just left one week only~~~Quite rush for me...
haizzz...just try my best la~

Just watched a movie...
"Clash Of Titans"...
A nice movie lol...good storyline and made me surprised along all the movie~
hehe...^^I think is my cup of tea lolzzz...suitable for me to watch it~

Cruel of life...

Sometime...I'm not really can accepted some "words" by some people...
But...I just tried to be patience and keep quiet all the time to avoid some unhappy thing happened...

Erm...maybe different hometown,different family background and causes us have different culture,characteristic and lifestyle...

But one important thing is~~All the things must be fair all the time~~
"Fair" always short off in our reality life...
All people always just thinking of their own...
But never thinking on other people side...

So...I really must learn on this...
Learn to be clever a bit...
I swear that really no next time already...
And I wouldn't let it happened again~~~

That's life...when we are life away from family
We must learn how to protect ourselves and "Say NO"!!!

I always make myself in a calm condition
Because all of that experiences let me to learn and lead me growing up all the time
Even though you like or unlike on that...

Cruel of reality life!!!
Thanks for you let me to learn...I had learned a lot on that!!!

I really miss and like my hometown friends...
They always share comforts and hardships,happiness and woe,and stick together through thick and thin with me...
Not like the University people...all like to pretend...
Always pretended...Act like fool...haizzz...
I doesn't means all...but most are pretended one

I can analyze that who is real and good fren for me...
So...I will try my best to treat you as my best frens...

I really want to say Thank you for some people that help me all the time
Especially when I'm in mess and lost my direction

Thanks for Ching Theng and Ong Loong...
Thank you!!!feel happy and lucky have a frens like you all^^

Finally...

Finally,I was went back home already~
Wait so long for this moment
Everyday just counted and counted there~
Feel comfortable and better now~
Actually I just wanna to take a rest and change a condition to take a fresh breath...
ya...I miss and like home very much!


I like beach very much...
I really like the feel at beach~
Becoz it's make me relax and like and throw away everything
Anyway I just like it...
hehe...Maybe my hometown don't have any beautiful beach ba~



Recently is the flower blossom season~~~
These all photos were took around my campus lol
Really looks nice a beautiful~

一個人久了，是會上癮的。。。

一個人久了，會懶得戀愛
一個人久了，朋友會越重要
一個人久了，會越來越喜歡聽歌
一個人久了，電話會常常忘記帶
一個人久了，就會養成一個怪癖
一個人久了，對愛情會越來越挑剔

一個人久了，除了寂寞點外還是蠻開心的
一個人久了，會慢慢變得成熟起來
一個人久了，會比以前更重視更愛父母，更重視親情
一個人久了，對所有的節日大多沒甚麼期待
一個人久了，聽到看到別人一對對的很甜蜜，心裡多少還是

會有 些介意

一個人久了，會喜歡買很多無謂東西，帶自己去很多很遠的地方
一個人久了，會覺得無拘無束自由自在天寬地廣
一個人久了，愛情會變得越來越不重要，取而代之的是錢和事業
一個人久了，會越來越理性，越來越現實

總之，一個人久了，是很幸福的時光。。。

即使有一點點無聊和寂寞
但是游走在自己的街道上
甚麼都可以無所謂 沒有任何束縛

可是原來。。。
一個人久了，是會上癮的。。。