special weekend :)

haha...Today is a special day...hehe...Nono... this weekend is quite wonderful weekend!!!
Why???Because all my roommate went back to their hometown already...
Hoho....Very happy and excited....
This is the 1st time left me alone at hostel because I never try this condition before last semester and also this semester.....
Really happy and "SYOIK"....One people at hostel have a lot of freedom and feel peaceful and comfortable...I like this type of life....
Now only feel my body can relax and don't have any tension and pressure....
Facing different kind of people make me feel tired already...
I must treasure this special weekend because feel better now....
No need confront those kind of people...
Now try to think positive and take easy in everythings.....


This is a busy week and have a lot of meeting still going on...
I hope can finish the project and assignment in the certain time....
Don't know why my pit of stomach feel painful this few days....and like can't breath nicely...
Maybe is not enough sleep and a lot of things to do....

破坏了美好的早晨

今天本来是十点的课，可是大概八点就醒了。。。
为什么呢？？？
哈哈~就是那阵超大声地“坪坪。。。碰碰。。。”的开门和锁门声一直在我耳边重复又重复着。。。
今天是我房里的“三合一”！！！天下无敌啦。。。
不知为和，我总觉得今天特别大声！！！真的想骂%*#￥*—%。。。
声音不停的重复着，破坏了我美好的早晨。。。
声音维持到九点，终于停止了。。。但我也要起床了。。。
不知愤怒还是伤心？？？(T_T)
这世界真的什么人都有。。。无奈。。。
我要忍耐。。。慢慢就会习惯了。。。
还剩蛮短的时间留在这鬼地方。。。


算起来，这学期快完了，还剩一个月半的时间。。。
真的过得好快。。。
时间不够用啊！！！加油。。。尽力就好。。。
。。。要努力。。。

。。。是因为。。。

害怕~是因为不想面对。。。
伤心~是因为真的在乎你。。。
平淡~是因为已经习惯了。。。
放弃~是因为不想伤得太深。。。
自然~是因为已看开了。。。
生气~会让人失去理智。。。
开心~是因为遇到了对的人。。。
忍耐~是为了安宁，平静。。。
想念~是距离的原因吧。。。
这些复杂的心情。。。时常在我生活中浮现着。。。
这就是人生+生活。。。
太复杂，有时真的感觉累了。。。

+BUSY+

Busy....Busy....Busy.....
Tired.....Tired.....
A lot of meeting....a lot project to do....
Haizzz...hope can finish ASAP....
And...I must study hard....
Not just simply mention and talk only....
I MUST do it better...
......Don't want regret again......

*@@@*

哈哈。。。这次回家。。。
我去修一修了我的头发。。。可是还是没什么改变咯。。。

Home sweet Home

Finally at home already...
hoho....feel nice,warm and comfortable...
"Home sweet Home"
Just having a dinner with my family to celebrate my mom's birthday....
hehe...v having a seafood dinner at a restaurant...the food quite delicious de...
haha...keep fit plan failure again....
When I was meet with my mom,I keep talking with her about my life in campus....
And a lot of difficult problems in my hostel....
Really is a great experience for me...
Actually I'm not stronger than what u all look at me....
Sometime feel like want to cry on that...not because sad...That's pressure,tension...
can make u crazy.....
Have a friend asked me a question and she know who is that main character that I've mention in my blog.....
I just told her..everyone have their own problem...v can't judgement anythings on that...
She also facing a same problem...she told me"She was cried on that"
I just told her"you must be stronger,don't easy crying in front of people"
Hope I oso can do well on that....Don't cry!!!
And I want to proof that eventhough I'm not stronger than u but I will try my best!!!
Don't bully me....
my mom told me just take it easy...At least u r try to solve it....
but the result is not important because everything is out of our control...
Besides that,my friend also remind me don't waste a lot of time on that....
Concentrated on study....
That's U-life.....Complicated....

*我不明？？？*

哈哈。。。三个星期没回家了。。。
呵呵。。明天回家咯。。。好兴奋。。。
一是和妈妈庆祝生日；二是回家看看家人顺便可以好好休息下咯。。。
我真的需要个地方让我好好呼吸，歇一歇气。。。
不然真的会疯掉！！！
遇上这种人，这是我的考验吗？？？
我还要和她相处四年。。。

OMG。。。
她那冷淡和无情的态度让我不知所措，有时还会做出惊人的举动。。。我真的无法面对她。。。
突然间变成那样，同时还加上“有心人”在旁扇风点火。。。
他们的一唱一合，在人前演戏，简直就是天衣无缝。。。
............Girl is complicated..............
有时真的不明？？？这么大了，是大学生了，思想还是那样。。。
讨厌你，恨你。。。但还是要和你走在一起。。和必呢？
还有每天还受着时间的约束〉〉〉我想：“时间不是自己控制，安排的吗？”
需要别人来控制吗？？？
来到个陌生的地方。。。一切都是自由的。。。

可是。。。
我明白身不由己的意思！！！
但，我相信有一天我一定能摆脱现状。。。
.....I want freedom.....This's the way that I can learn something on that.....
我真的受够了。。我来大学不是应酬“你”的。。。
我真的需要找个地方歇歇气。。。
---------------啊----------------
///我要冷静///有谁能救救我啊！！！
希望我能熬过这两个月。。。
但搬出宿舍。。。还是有个很大很大的问题跟着我。。。
真的百思不解。。。讨厌你的个人，不知从何时开始一句话都不和你说的人。。。
一起走去课堂上课，吃午餐，晚餐。。。还要你想话题冲场。。还要搬出去和你住四年。。。
..........haizzz...........

我无话可说......
煜芬〉〉〉以后大家的课系慢慢不同了，不能一起走去上课咯。。。
哈哈。。。我先说：“少了你一起走路的步伐是孤单的，但我相信我自己能一个人走下去。。”
但。。。我真的不知如何面对“她”。。。
有时觉得一个人走着走着，自由自在，想去哪里就去哪里，我超爱那种feel...
我要自由得感觉，我不要憎恨，生气。。。那是很累的。。。
对不起。。。我真的要摆脱你了。。。那是你一开始的选择，我不想的。。。
希望解脱的日子快点到来咯。。。
........期待，期待.........
发泄出来舒服好多了。。。

~未完成~

最近有很多计划要完成。。。。
减肥计划。。。
读书计划。。。
assignments。。。尤其是c++。。。真是完全不懂？？？
proposal。。。
真的好多好多。。。
这学期真的太忙了！！！“累”
哈哈。。。回到宿舍要面对更大的挑战。。。
三个不同性格，与众不同也让我摸不着头脑的人？？？
我只好沉默是金。。。
haizzzz.....
还有两个月。。。还剩两个月。。。我就要脱离现状了，我要加油！！！
重要的是~这两个月的减肥计划成功。。。
朋友~你的增肥计划也要加油咯。。。
也要努力读书咯。。。

《*这几天*》

哈哈。。。这几天我做了些什么了？？？几个Test刚刚过去了，所以周末就和朋友去唱K和看戏轻松下咯。。。好久没唱K了。。两个小时真的“不够瘾”。。。
过后就到煜芬家去咯。。。不好意思又打扰你了！！！谢谢你的招待。。。下次来怡保一定会好好招待你的。。。。图片中是和煜芬家人出席一个晚宴。。。


哈哈。。。在朋友家看到一束花。。。刚好那天是情人节就拿来拍拍照咯。。。
haizz...今年的情人节还是一样。。。与我无关。。。希望明年会更好吧！！！


过后，陵晨一点跑去吃鸭蛋炒粿条。。。那是我超爱的。。。这是第二次吃它了。。。
下次一定要带家人来尝尝。。。


第二天我和煜芬陪阿翔去转了个new look。。。哈哈。。。变成另一个人了。。。
嘻嘻。。。变帅了。。。头发对一个人影响很大哦。。。。朋友，加油啦！！！


过后，我们到Oldtown去喝茶。。。哈哈。。。Oldtown白咖啡~久违了！！！好想念在怡保Oldtown kopitiam喝茶聊天的时光，那是我们的老地方~朋友，想念你们哦！！！



哈哈。。。当天令我印象最深的事情就是~我和朋友到一个卖减肥产品的摊位去量体重。。。纯碎只是玩玩消磨时间。。。
结果是。。。我体重还是比进大学之前重了，虽然没有上升，但还是重了！！！
OMG。。。Body fat & muscle 平均一样，可是还是要减少body fat....Becoz~muscle must more than body fat...
我真的胖了。。。是时候决心减肥，不然真的。。。没人要了。。。没面见人了。。。
那售货员说：“我要减回之前是容易的，但要control咯。。。”
是时候。。。控制了。。。朋友，你也加油哦！！！

"Exp0 Day"

Our counter....no.54"M2"....haha..this is the 2nd day sell the shorts...hehe..the results quite good de....

The advertisement to promote our products....


me n alvin~my group members.....

me n yuh fen.....

wan yee+yuh fen+me+alvin.....

1st day of exposed....

Our counter...."Let's Sport"....





Like "Pasar Pagi" oh.....Got sell a lot of products...
PC accessories,cloths,shorts,bag,stationery,games,key chain,spray and others...


Overview.....
Our banner....

haha..this is the last shorts..no one want to buy it....oh...

finally...low down the price...became RM 5....haha...sold out already.....

This is our enginneering campus expo day for WUS 101 are compulsory take part by all the 1st year student....
WUS 101 means "keusahawan"....How to become a usahawan???
haha...The expo day is one of the program inside this course...
we are try to find somethings sell at the expo day and see wether the product have a booming sale or not???And also can earn some money on that...
Two days Expo was finished already....
It's really damn tired when sell the products...we need to promote our product all the time...
But anyway,we feel satisfication with our result because our stocks was sold out already and also get some add on order also...
From the preparation until the end,we can learn a lot of things,gain more experiences and know more people....
And one funny things was we bought somethings from other people like friends and coursemate then they will bought back our goods also...like sociality.....
haha...Quite good memory....

"WUS 101:SHORTS"

haha...Preparation for the WUS......

....Our result.....

We are sell the "SHORTS" at WUS 101....The types that we sell are "sport shorts" and "beach short"......The price are very cheap and reasonable.....Hope all the USM guys can come to our counter have a view and supported us....

we are at the COUNTER 54....This Thursday and Friday~From 10am-5pm.....

This is the "beach shorts" consist a lot of colour are available.....Like green,orange,red,blue black......

This is the"sport shorts"....Got adidas logo de.....Have white,gray,black and others....

*Happy Valentine*

今天看到朋有发来的一封信息。。。
才让我想起。。。
哈哈。。。这星期六是情人节。。。
是与我无关的节日咯。。。
我还在寻找中，等待。。。还是等待着。。。
没情人就跟朋友过咯！！！
哈哈。。。期待这星期去唱K。。。
上大学后好久没唱K了。。。

这是一封信息：11 Ways To Know That You Love Someone
ONE:
You are going to check above if that's true and now you are silently laughing to yourself.

TWO:
You've been so busy thinking of that person that you didn't notice that number SEVEN is missing.

THREE:
While you have been reading this, there was a person in your mind all the time.

FOUR:
You would do anything to see him/her.

FIVE:
You realise that you smile every time you look at him/her.

SIX:
He/She is everything you want to think.

SEVEN:
When you look at him/her,you do not see other people around you.You see only him/her.

EIGHT:
You smile when you hear his/her voice.

NINE:
You don't feel Ok when he/she is far away.

TEN:
You walk really slowly when you are with him/her.

ELEVEN:
You talk with him/her late at night and when you go to bed you still think of him/her.

NOW MAKE A WISH! YOU KNOW WHAT YOU WANT THE MOST.......

"Happy Valentine!!!"

。。。昨天。。。

我不知吃了什么东西？？？
昨天上完课回来就泻肚子了好几次。。。
好痛苦哦。。。东西又吃不下。。。
可能是吃了学校foodcourt那些充满苍蝇和肮脏的食物。。。
真恐布。。。
幸好朋友给了我吃了些药。。。现在好许多了。。。
好害怕晚上考Maths时会肚子痛。。。
幸好没事。。。
但。。。有好多题目还是不会作答。。。
真的要好好用功咯。。。。

"Chap Goh Mei"....Nothing special...

My mom called me last night and asked how is my life at university because I didn't go back this week.She ask me whether got go to some where to celebrate the festival of "Chap Goh Mei"....
But I just stay at hostel because Nibong Tebal here no place to go and also got many tests during this two weeks.
I just got one news was about Perak was returned back under the administeration of BN because some special case was happened....
Actually I got feel nothing on that and the important things is the peaceful of Perak....
Because that related to my hometown~IPOH....
But anyway.....all the best to Perak's residents.....and BN will continued developing it....



"Chap Goh Mei" just passed few hours ago....
Actually is nothing special for me....haha...still single now......
Anyway...This is the last day of CNY.....Really miss the holiday....
That's an ending and also a new starting....
I just went out of hostel and looked through the Moon on the sky....
But it's not really rounded......


And I also mimic(perli) by some bad people yesterday...
I don't think that she will talked like that....
Said something that make people angry and like "plug in a sting" behind ur body.....
And pretended like don't know everyting....Just acting all the time....and ask u some "special Quenstions..."
This world got those kind of people.....
While u study...doing revision....she will make noise and talk louder...Try to disturb u.....
For this time,I must be keep calm and be patient...
just 4give and 4get about it....
Luckily still have friends can spend their time and gave me let out the things........
feel better now.....

*thanks*

Thanks for the supported from all of my friends and buddies....
feel glad to meet with u all...
I will try my best and doing well in everything....Especially my study...

Feel tired during this February....
A lot of tests and assignments....Non-stop...
Boring and complicated life....haizz....

Haha...now got homesick already....

Something I found it recently...
one of my friend fall in love in some one.....
But....
That's a trap and I can't help her also...
Because love is blind...love is personal things....
while I try to lend my helping hand to her....
She rejected me....
so....
Let's her go ahead la...because I was try my best already...
Good luck and all the best to her....
Hope she will clear-ahead as soon as possible....

我的未完成

我还有许多未完成的东西要做。。。
真的好多好多。。。
昨天Static考试又不会作答。。。
我发现自己真的好失败。。。
接下来的几个考试我想也不会很理想吧！！！
真的不够时间了，还抱着临时抱佛脚的心态。。。
我知道是不能的但下星期的考试真的不够时间去准备了。
所以只好尽力咯，过了这次，下次真的要努力了！！！
不能放弃。。。
现在好累哦。。。有许多未完成。。。
Assignments，tutorials,revision......
有时发现自己好失败哦，没有一样能的。。。
我真的变懒惰了。。。
不能那样的。。。
要加油！！！must think positive.......
我答应自己，要努力读书。。。
真的没时间想太多，想其他了。。。
我不要在失望了。。。

After holiday.....

What I have done after CNY holiday???I followed Yuh fen went back home then "bai tian gong" at her hse.1st time celebrated this festival at Penang.This was the important festival for the Penang's people.hehe....quite happy de.....yuh fen,ah siang n me.....Haha..got many funny things happened on that day also....

After came back from yuh fen's hse,I was lost my key....OMG...don't know how???
Then I borrowed a saw from Mechanic School to open the lock.....
Finally....

Finally....I was opened it already....

Haha...My friend said:"After u opened it then the key will automicaly came out also...."
The key is inside my cupboard....Oh no!!!!Recently really got many things happened on me...
haizz...Don't know that's good or bad????

*New life+New challenge*

Just left few hours then I will departure going back to Penang lu.......
I told my mom~The uni-life really quite boring.....And I need to return back to that place....
Especially after holiday,really unwillingness going back de....
Every time also have the same feeling....
Really MISS.....miss.......
But anyway,we must facing the fact and reality.....Like my friends said~we also usual the life at Uni already....Life is like that and just follow and keep going on the ways that in front of us....
We must look forward and not the backward direction......
Just let everything keep going on and non-stop because it will waste my time......
I promised myself after this Chinese New Year holiday will work hard on my study....
Hope can doing well on that.....
New life....New challenge for me.......
And I also will lessing my probability going back home because it waste a lot of money and waste my time also....I also feel tired already....
And I must adapt the uni-life.....
Hehe..My friend said I can't make it well but....Haha..I can make it de la....Believe me.....
Erm...I feel good that have spend this holiday nicely and quite meaningful....
I have done many things during this holiday....
While look back all the pictures,it make me touch my heart....
Meet with friends,relatives.....and sharing the time with family....
Every time meet with my friends I also can felt that all of them become more mature in everything and our friendship become more stronger although studying in different areas....
It's look good oh!!!!
Erm...Really busy during this holiday....
haha....But all are not related to study de.....
Really feel ashamed oh!!!!!
Nevermind la...After this then no more holiday at the coming soon 3 more months....
Word hard during that moment....
Going back lu.....USM.....
facing many assignments and tutorials....
And different kinds of people....One word can explain it~It's COMPLICATED.....
One way can solve it~Be PATIENT.......
haha....

Holiday gonna to be end lo....

Meet with secondary classmates>>pei xuan~studying at China,tse mun & my best friends
Wai Yen ~stuying at Sabah....
Long time didn't meet with Pei Xuan already.....

Present by Wai yen~chocolate from Sabah......haha....Thanks lo!!!

Haha....This was the last day went out with my friends during this holiday....
I was spend the whole day time fully with my friends....
At morning~having breakfast with pei yin,yin boon and boon tat....After that,we gambled at Tuck Yuan's hse......Then,tuck yuan and boon tat will going back to Sabah and Melaca lo....
Afternoon,watch movie with my Friends~Pei Xuan,wai yen,tse mun and tse mun's friends....Then,we yum cha at a restaurant....
Night,meet up with pei yin and yong ling at Oldtown kopitiam.....
Once a time we need to say goodbye again....
Holiday will be end soon....
After this CNY,I promised myself will work hard in everything....
Try my best in make everything better....
After this CNY holiday,we look forward to the other one sem break lo...
3 months to go....My crazy frens,miss u all always......U are the best.......
Hope all my dreams may come true in this year....hehe...