Happy to know u all

Last night have a steamboat dinner with my friends at MP because one of my friends Sun Chuen just came back from Singapore.Really long time didn’t meet up with him already.Erm….I think got about more than half years.Haha….He look like more chubbiness than last time but his attire was became more trended.That’s a quite good changes.Hehe….I also feel happy that we still can keep in touch and he alway remember me and pei yin.Feel glad that can know and be friends with all ur guys and I’m really miss our form six lives. Sun Chuen,enjoy ur study lo!!!Try ur best in everything…BFF…...

Time can dilute something.........

Time really can dilute somethings???Somethings that make me confused…..Hope all of that can carrying off by the time.Pray I can make it well.Somethings that I want escaped it but it’s often appeared in my lives.Don’t know why???sometime my mind was blocked.I must confront it braveness and unperturbed.Must changing myself,think properly what I needed and don’t puzzled by the useless memories.Holiday over already.Begin again my boring U-life .Preparing to start my engine and work hard for next sem.Don’t want regret and disappointed again.I will try my best!!! Yup….ganbatteh……………………. Year of 2009~here I come………. Happy New Year!!!!All the best ya………….

Christmas Eve'08

First time celebrated christmas eve at Penang.It’s really special for me.Comparing to Ipoh, celebration at Penang very boisterous,magnificent and granded.This time celebrated with my coursemate.We countdown at Gurney Plaza.At there crowed with peoples and causes very serious traffic jam along the road.But I can felt very nice christmas condition at there.If can celebrated with my best friends that’s quite perfect.All the peoples were very crazy and enjoyed each other.They spray the foam to the car and peoples also.Some of the cars was shake and rock by the crazy guys.After we have countdown then departure back to campus.Unluckily was we traffic jam about one and half hours on the Penang bridge because the renovation on the bridge.It’s really waste a lot of time and felt damn tired.Around 4am we only reached at campus.

回到原来的地方

我回来了。终于回到宿舍，又回到原来的地方了。忙了一大轮终于把房间里的东西整理好也清理干净。今天第一天开学真是无聊，在校园里到处走来走去就够了。一早登记科目后就等待着开课咯，可是有些就取消了，一些讲解了十多分钟就结束了，真是无聊和累就无字可形容了。
好想念假期的日子哦。。。想念我那班疯狂的朋友。。。真的想念你们。
但偏偏USM就比其他大学早一星期开课，能如何呢？？？惟有接受咯。
人生就是那样，有聚必有何~悲欢离合是人生难免的，这很可能使我们更加珍惜吧。
今天回到campus感觉好沉闷好奇怪哦。。。又见回同样的人了，又回到我的宿舍了。
这就是要和我共同相处四年的人。看了这学期的时间表，这学期的Units满了，真的会比之前更忙。
虽然心是不想回来，但也接受了。前几天还为了成绩的事发呆和伤心了几天，但现在已经好许多了。我真的需要些时间。好了，下个学期要加油咯！！！
我的朋友，加油咯！！！想念你们。。。下次假期再一起出去游玩咯。。。

要开学了。。。

要开学了。好难形容现在的心情，新的挑战和生活又来临了。真的要回去了，真的要离开了。我相信回去大学一定有很多东西要忙了。第一学期的成绩也出炉了，要怎样形容呢？？？我想是中规中矩吧。是中等吧。但也不是很满意，有些失落。算了，已经结束了。第二学期即将来临了，我相信会比上学期更忙，因为时间表都排得满紧密的。无论如何，加油吧！！！是好是坏，是困难或容易，到最后还是会过去的。虽然时常会想我读出来的管理和制造工程系以后能找到工作吗？？？Female izit suffer losses than males???但以后的事谁能知呢？？？没人能预测未来？？？

我生病了。。。

我失眠了，我的喉咙又痛又痒，真的睡不着，我真的病了。真的好难受啊！！！我想我需要好好休息，不能乱吃东西了。希望快点好起来。

现在的心情有些复杂，再过几天假期就这样结束了，新的学期又开始了，又要到原来乏味的大学生活。一个月的假期就这样到尾声了。虽然过得不是很充实，但也不错啦。待在家看连续剧，和旧朋友及久同学聚一聚，打了几天临时工，去sunway lagoon玩了两天，总算做到我想象中那样啦。但有些事也没做到啦。

刚和两位好友又到oldtown去吹吹水，聊聊天，其实这种生活真是蛮享受的。可是开学后又回复各自的生活，等到假期才相聚，因为彼此的距离太远了。当晚大家聊话题离不开学业，人际关系还有感情咯。在感情这点我真的有些感想。像人家说的有又烦没有又烦，要找到适合的真的不容易，距离也是个问题，轮到我时我也不会去解决。朋友问我说在一起久了才觉得不适合，应该如何？？？我也不会回答，决定最终在自己手上。我想要找到百分百适合的对象谈何容易呢。其实有时看太多了也觉得很害怕，没信心，真的要认真的找。目前还是一片空白，但还蛮享受现在的生活。等到出现了才算吧。开学了，我所有的朋友也要加油哦，祝福你们。新年再见吧！！！

Sunway Lagoon

Last night just came back from KL and get through my Sunway Lagoon two day one night trip.This time I went with my form six classmates by the train with the RM 1 tickets because have the promotion from Ipoh to KL.But it really waste our time because almost 4 hours we only reached our destination.

First day we spend our time in Sunway Lagoon and another day we shopping at KL.
Really felt damn tired after play at Sunway Lagoon.The Scream park at there was very horrible and terrible and made me cried until the game was finished.It’s really quite rush especially at second day and I just have small harvest only.After that we went back Ipoh by bus.My impression for this trip is so far so good la.Have happiness,weep,angry,laughing and many feelings….But unfortunately was one of my lost his wallet inside the Monaural.Anyway take this as an experience and next time will become more alert especially at KL.This time Kiean San and Kok San were put many effort in this trip and thank you very much for them.

生命是如此短暂，脆弱。。。

今天凌晨听到了一个很惊讶的消息。我舅母的父亲突然遇上了车祸去世了。他是坐长途巴士到新加坡去探望满月的孙子，不幸在途中遇上了车祸，巴士失控撞进山崖。那是个非常严重的车祸，有十人当场死亡。舅母刚重沙劳越回来了几个星期，因为已经几年没见了，前天她和表弟们到我家来过夜探望我们，同时她还一直提及他父亲对她的好，她说她父亲放下了，想到处去玩，因为孩子已大了。但不幸的事发生了，根本在我们预料之外，而他的父亲年龄尚年亲，真的很可惜，令人悲痛。真的生死有命吗？？？真的注定了吗？？？

这时让我更觉得爱护自己最亲的人的重要性。我觉得人长约大，看着身边的人一个一个地离去，不管是朋友或亲人，我都感觉到生命是那么的脆弱，短暂。。。完全在我们预测之外。我们也不知道自己或任何人何时离开人间。。。生命是让人体验生活，亲情，有情，爱情，还有人世间的一切一切。。。世界上没有东西是永恒的。。。人离开人世间什么也不知道了。但最痛心的就是自己亲人的离开，那种舍不得和不干心让人难以形容。我为有用珍惜和付出来减少我将来的遗憾，唯有这样我们什么也不能做了。我也希望我的家人能平平安安，大家在一起就好了，也希望我爸爸真的没事吧。。。

Temporary Job

Get a temporary job just working at weekend.There is a job for the fair at shopping complex.I’ll start working on this Saturday and Sunday.Haha….half year didn’t working already and don’t know how about the condition on that day.But anyway better than just stay at home and can earn some pocket money.And still left two more week my sem break will over already and regain the boring U-life at USM.

Old-Friends

Just meet with my old n best friends See Mun,Ah Koa,Siau Yun,Sew Shen and Ah Jia.
Especially Ah Kao.They all were my best friends and we knowed each other since at primary school.Really have a long time didn’t contact and meet with them already.But we still can keep in touch.Now everyone have their own life-style.Siau Yun-studying at USM main campus,Sew Shen-studying at UTM and still in relationship with her boyfriend,See Mun-working at her family’s cake shop,Ah Kao-stuying at ‘Lim Kok Weng’colloge,Ah jia-wait the open day and continuing study at Kampar’s Utar.Time slips very fast in our life.No matter how friendship is a very important in my life.I’m appreciate the friendship very much.

~HOLIDAY~

I just attended my class gathering at few days ago.This time was the third time we held the gathering.I’m really proud with my class USS1 because until now still can join together as I said that USS1 gathering never end and will keep continuing in the future time.Every time while we were joined together,I also can realize that got many improvement within each other.All guys and girls also become mature and have their own U-life in their university.Every one have their own stories.Beside that we also found that have a new place for us to go which is just opposite my X-school St.Michael.At there have cafes and located beside the kinta river which name is “Kinta River Front”.There setting a nice condition for us to “Yam Cha” and taken pictures.Maybe that’s a new place for Ipoh residents because the Hillcity Hotel will build just opposite the cafes.

Unconsciously our first sem at university was end already.Now we are having and enjoy our one month sem break.Beside that,we also planning many activities spend in this holidays.This is the best time for us to relax and join together to make our relationship become more stronger.And we also plan go somewhere to play .I really hope that can spend this holiday nicely and meaningfully because still left three more weeks will start second sem in university.

能回到从前吗？

其实真的想好好待在家享受我一个月的假期但事情往往不是我们想象中那么容易。刚从安顺回来本以为可以好好休息了，但最近家里发生了一些事情，这是情也困扰了我许久了。每次回到家都要面对它，现在假期了，还要面对一个月呢！！！我也不知如何是好？也不知如何去解决，真是有口难言，开不了口，我快崩溃了。真的好难受，我真的希望我的家变回以前的安宁，我好讨厌现在，我真的不能呼吸了。我真的好想结束现在的情况，还回我以前的安宁。但事情往往是相反的，永远不会如我所愿，我该如何呢？我不知如何是好？真的希望我的家能回到以前那样。现在好难受好难受啊！！！我真的好想好想放声地哭，藏在心心里面真的好久好久了，这件事搞到我家潜不宁，不能安宁，我真的不知该怎么做，好伤心好伤心，但哭了还是那样的结果。

~怡保和安顺~

我和朋友用四天三夜品尝怡保和安顺美食终于结束了。开始三天我和婉仪带着几位外地来的朋友品尝了怡保的美食，如料粉，牙菜鸡，烧鸭和烧肉，肉骨茶，白宫鸡饭，豆腐花，白咖啡加烤面包，富山点心。。。总之就是多得数不完啦。他们吃了都赞不绝口，我们的任务总算完成了。哈哈，怡保的美食真的非常多，有时真的感到有少少引以为荣。

最后一天我们就跟着令一位朋友到她的家乡“安顺”去参观。她和她的父亲都热情地招待我们，真的有乡下人的那种亲切感。我之前没来过安顺，所以感到有点陌生，只知道那儿的代表是“斜塔~大钟楼”。那是个非常历史性和神奇的的建筑物。哈哈，真的是斜向一边的。

最遗憾的是吃不到那儿闻名的燎记猪肠粉，真是倒霉竟然没开挡，不过还好有“三少爷”的猪肠粉补上，真的非常好吃，是别的地方找不到的。还有就是那儿闻名的ROJAK是“好吃”采访过的，不过味道有点吃不惯所以有点失望咯。我们还吃了其他食物如炒冰，炒粉，沙褒鸡饭，蜜瓜西米露，红毛榴莲冰，Mi Rebus。。。最难忘的还是猪肠粉。

哈哈，这几天不停不停地吃，我看大家又重了几公咯。
但还是个难忘的回忆啦。接下来来要好好享受我的假期了。

Just finish exam~Holiday

Erm…I just finished my final exam at few days ago.Haha,really feel happy and relax now because I can’t sleep well every night along the exam moment.I think may be feel tension or stress.But anyway,finally was finished already.Beside that,my first sem at university was end already.And now I want to spend nicely in my one month holidays.But still don’t have any idea on that.

After I was finished the exam,I went to have a lunch at pizza hut at Parit Buntar with my coursemates.Hehe,finally can relax already.No matter how the things was tough but it will end and passes also.Haha….Now I will enjoy my one month holiday.

自相矛盾

过了两张试卷。。。还有两张就结束我大学第一学期的生活了。。。
这两个星期不断地失眠，睡觉时心跳不断地加速，终于我的噩梦快要结束了。
考试时不难，读书时更难，温习到不爱的科，越读越不想读，越难进脑，
真是折磨。。但，这终究会过去的，忍耐吧！！！
我的要求不高，对得起自己就可以了。
其实这工程系也不是我的最爱,也不是那么容易读的，但选择了就无悔无怨咯。
不过有时真的蛮压力的，因为我的几个roommates太厉害了，3.5之3.9。
而我是最差的一个吧。我时常告诉自己“人比人比死人啦”来安慰自己咯。
可是真的不能比啦，各有各的专长，尽力就好。我每次考试都是自己临时抱佛脚到最后一分钟才读，所以每次成绩都是达不到点的。中五中六也是那样。可是我觉得能过关就好了，我希望能安稳地过完大学的四年顺利毕业就好。
哈哈，这是安慰自己吗？？？希望压力能形成推动力吧。
有时想得蛮开的但有时又相反。人就是自相矛盾，无奈。。。

~感触~

今天突然有些感触。待在家的感觉是多么的好但虽然有点闷啦。
想起刚开学到现在已经四个月了，还有两个星期这学期就要结束了。
回想起来我最近做过什么呢？哈哈！！！


时常想着要回家，我想一个月大概有两次。有次还疯狂到转回头等到隔天早上上课才回去。有时回到家妈妈问我感情方面怎样了，我就会笑着说还是一篇空白啦，还等待那个人的出现，还是慢慢来吧，急也急不了的，我也看开了，最重要是缘份，遇到了避也避不开。因为我不想再受伤了。喜欢一个人是容易，忘记一个人是痛苦的。


还有就是学会了在更吵的环境下还能读书，以前的我有一点声音都不能的，现在有进步了，告诉你吧，那就是非常大的忍耐，专心和坚持。


在宿舍真的要很大很大的忍耐，又其是遇到一些特别的人。
你要懂得如何去面对他们同时也要保护自己，要学得更聪明，减少冲突是必然的，闲言闲语就让他们吧。


其实在大学里要找到知心得朋友也挺难的，到现在，我还是在寻觅着，幸好有两个好roommates和些旧同学。不然真的寂寞极了。
同时我也学会用电饭煲煮出不同种类的食物，如凉茶，粥，饭加两样菜，意大利面，三文治。。。还有许多是我平时不做的。哈哈，朋友都说我是贤妻良母，可以嫁了，这可能在家是大姐的关系吧。


最烦恼的还是吃的方面吧，想到要吃什么就烦了。最近朋友有车就去了两次Auto city 咯。
平时就睡到刚刚好就赶着去上课，有时抄抄答案，考试时就死命温习，开夜车。这就是我的大学生活。


在新的环境里，总之是有得也有失。我还要在这个地方活四年，真的要好好努力去经营它。我不想浪费我的时间，时间是不等人的。
不知不觉，每天走着走着，一天一天地过去。。。距离2009年还有两个月的时间。

Study!!!

This was the third days I stay at home.What’s the things repeated to do everyday???
Haha,that’s sleeping,eating and online.I let myself to relax for 3 days then will starting to do my revision for the final exam.Today is the last day lo then tomorrow I will remain quietly stay at home and doing my revision.I still need to patient and study for two more weeks then this sem gonna to be end already.


After that,I will enjoy my one month holiday.I’m planning to spend this holiday usefully to fulfil my uncomplete jobs.Actually still don’t know what can I do?But the important is finish my final exam first.I must remind myself,don’t think many lo.just go through all the things that need to study and try my best perhaps I have put effort on that.


Sometime,I ever think that four years university life will pass faster than what I was imagine because world was changing faster in our life.Anyway,not sure it’s true or not but important is what the ways we choose to experience it?Hope I’m not waste my time in the university and can improve myself through on that and also have a colourful U-life.

Just finish the test@Final exam will coming

I went back to Ipoh because have one week holiday.Actually that’s not my holiday and just is a study week for us to prepare for the coming soon final exam.So,I was bring along many reference books back.I stay at hostel for two weeks ago because I was just finished my tests yesterday and it really a hard moment for me just stay at hostel and done the revision on each courses.I’m really tired on that few days ago because everyday just study and study only and that was cause by I’m lazy in normal time.And I also can’t sleep well for the few days ago.
I think maybe feel stress or I’m really sensitive for the light because one of my roommate always studying until midnight or late than that.It really hard for me because except for the exam,we still need to face and covered many stuffs. Finally the small test was finished already.


No matter how about the test result was become reality and we can’t doing anything on that.Now,I just want to spend this week nicely and consistently to do my revision for the coming final exam.It’s just left ore week for me,I need to catch up my time and can’t give up or lazy.I just need to be patient and study well for this two weeks than after that I will enjoy my one month holiday.I really look forward on that.Jia You!!!!!Try my best in the final exam.


In my mind,after the final exam and one week holiday then I will start my second sem lessons and the year of 2008 become end already.I really can’t believe on that and also can’t catch up the time nicely because I can feel the time was passing very fast.I also don’t how to describe my feeling on that and try my best to make well everything.That’s just what can I do now.That’s “treasure the things and peoples around me and put more effort on my study".

SuShi @ Mc Donald

What I’ve done within this two weeks in my campus???
Haha….First,me and my roommates went to eat sushi at SuShi King at last Wednesday because have the special promotion.The most scary things was we have eat 47 dishes sushi for few hours.I’m really can’t believe that five of us can finished the huge amount for the sushi.It’s really terrible and make us very full on that moment.Especially two of my friends really fall in love end crazy with the sushi.Haha….I think I’m really loss control already because eat too much on that time.I’m really can’t believe myself also.
But anyway must control also because really scare have some increment on my weight.


Beside that,we also went to Mc Donald to have our dinner while just finished the maths test at last night.We went to Autocity again and stay at there until midnight around two something like that..But we are feel relax and enjoy on that time because just finished the test.