Headache...happy new year lol!!!

Really headache!!!Think out for whole day already....
Still have no idea about what the product I need to write out in assignment
Thinking...thinking and thinking...
A lot of electronic products and others
It's need to pass up on next Monday
And I'm not free during this weekend
So,I must finish it within these two days lo
This make me want throw out some obscene language already

Actually my mind is empty now~
No idea on that also???
haizzzzzz.....my head really feel painful lol...
Hope I get some idea on tomolo lo~~~

Today I've bad mood also...
Really feel bad and like wanna find something to vent put my bad feeling
Maybe is hot weather recently...

And just now tried to pack something
coz will go back campus on Monday morning lol~
haha...feel scare also coz...aiksss....
Anyway,just try my best la~~~
Actually still unwilling to go back one...
haha...but must face the reality also
I think this is enough for me and is end lol!

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left half hour then the new year eve is coming lol
Actually for me is nothing special and didn't go for countdown also
coz I scare traffic jam and lazy to go far....
I just decided to yum cha with my friends only

A new year~~2010~~is coming...
Repeated and repeated again...time and tide wait for no man...
really pass very very fast
haha...what I had done during the year 2009
Izzit I'm achieved all my plans???
I just can answer:I think some can but some can't ba!
Coz I also not really remember all things I had done through out the whole year oh
But have nice memories also la~~~

haha...A uni's fren ask me abt tmr got go penang countdown or not?
hoho~~~I answered:I still in Ipoh le...
Really fast lol~I know him one year already
He said although one year but I'm not really close with him...
erm...maybe need some time and chance ba!
But really nice to meet you too~~~
And tmr TANK will go Penang Queensbay Mall lol
Actually I love his songs very much~
"hui zhang da de xing fu,fei ni mo shu and etc..."
and have beautiful fireworks there also
But miss one chance again lol...aikss....


New year is reach...
wish everyone have a happy and prosperous new year
New year,new hope,new style,new starting lo~~~
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!:D

nice movie...but...

Just watched "Avatar"
It's nice,really a nice movie~
I like the scenery inside the movie
really beautiful,amazing and nice lol~
All the plants have fluorescent light in the jungle

"Avatar" is an emotional journey of redemption and revolution.
The story tells of a wounded ex-marine,
who thrust unwillingly into an effort to settle and exploit an exotic planet rich in bio-diversity,
and eventually crosses over to lead an indigenous race in a battle for survival.
Thus, combining the elements of massive spectacle
and intimate character that made James Cameron's "Titanic" the highest grossing film of all time.

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I decided to skip the class for whole week
But yesterday told by friend got an assignment for the design subject
OMG~~~It need to pass up on next Monday
I think this is a trouble subject again
coz need to think a product and discuss about some problems on it
and some market opportunities of the product
After that,we still have an individual presentation
and presenting our assignment in class

It's really make me headache again coz have many exception on choosing the product
This can't and that cannot also~~~
A trouble teacher gave trouble assignment again!!!huh@.@

And bring some trouble for my fren oso
coz he marked attendance for me and found by the lecturer already
OMG~~~really sorry lol!!!
Anyway,thanks for you too...
Everytime if we are escaping or absent from something
Then sure got something happened one~~too bad!

Feel luckily,happy & grateful also
coz still have few friends informed me about the assignment
But~~~~haha........???
Anyway,thank you very much for you all!!!:p


Hope nothing will happen in these two days lo~~~^^

Finally~

Feel abit tired~~~haha,really tired lol!

Actually I was decided go back campus on Monday
but I'll back campus again on thursday lo~
Then,I scolded by my mom~

haha,then finally I decided go back campus on 4th Jan of 2010
coz I want having my new year in Ipoh~
with my best frens pei yin and yong ling lo...
Another reason is I still unwilling to go back so early(lazy!)

After this one week then need start to work hard lo
and tidy up my mind to start over again my study mode and study life~
New year,new sem,new starting...
Everything will be fine and come with hope~

The Mayonnaise Jar

The Mayonnaise Jar

When things in your life seem, almost too much to handle,
When 24 Hours in a day is not enough,
Remember the mayonnaise jar and 2 cups of coffee.

A professor stood before his philosophy class
and had some items in front of him.
When the class began, wordlessly,
He picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar
And proceeded to fill it with golf balls.

He then asked the students, if the jar was full.
They agreed that it was.

The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured
them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly.
The pebbles rolled into the open Areas between the golf balls.

He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was.

The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar.
Of course, the sand filled up everything else.
He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous 'yes.'

The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar, effectively
filling the empty space between the sand. The students laughed.

'Now,' said the professor, as the laughter subsided,
'I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life.
The golf balls are the important things - family,
children, health, Friends, and Favorite passions –
Things that if everything else was lost and only they remained, Your life would still be full.

The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, house, and car.

The sand is everything else --The small stuff.

'If you put the sand into the jar first,' He continued,
there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls.
The same goes for life.

If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff,
You will never have room for the things that are important to you.

So...

Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness.
Play With your children.
Take time to get medical checkups.
Take your partner out to dinner.

There will always be time to clean the house and fix the disposal.

'Take care of the golf balls first --
The things that really matter.
Set your priorities. The rest is just sand.'

One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the coffee represented.

The professor smiled.
'I'm glad you asked'.

It just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem,
there's always room for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend.'

Please share this with other "Golf Balls"
I just did......

Merry Xmas~

I celebrated my Xmas eve at Evon's hse
Actually not really know about her but just is secondary schoolmate lo
This time I know her thru ah jia and see mun lol

Ah lai bring an alcohol~MIDORI(20%alcohol)~
haha,green colour one,1st time drink it...
Actually not bad la coz mixed with some sprite~
but I can't drink too much coz I've to drive
haizzz...next time I don't want be driver lol~


Then the other night,Xmas night~
have a party at Chen Dong's hse
Actually many ppl attended on that night~
But I'm late reach there coz got working
haha...sad lo,when I reach there then the party seem like end already...

After that,we went to "Bar room"

Actually quite boring coz not seat for us
and just stand in a corner~
and we didn't get drunk this time
coz just drink Tiger beer only~

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This time I works for Anlene Milk for 6 days
Long time didn't working and feel tired lol~
And make me no time online also
But anyway not bad too coz can meet some funny things too

Like yesterday,I got 3 customers like from Burma one
They just asked me functions abt the milk powder
But I really don't understand what they talked to me
I just tried to use Malay and English communicate with them
and add on some sign language~
(I just "ee...ar....arrr...)^^
haha,finally I was understood
Actually they want buy some milk powder for their mother
and bring back to their own country~
haha,I really stupid lo!But since I look at them
They really piety to their parents lol

趣事~

哈哈，刚刚和一个朋友聊天~
他和我说了些事情
他所面对的事情
我一边听一边笑
嘻嘻，真的什么事情都会发生
但我想，那只可能会发生在他身上吧！
而我，根本就是没可能吧~
从一开始就闪躲，直到结束了~
以为结束了，到成绩揭晓时又在闪躲了
哈哈，想尽所有方法藏起来
避过一切一切~
我看到他，听他说，也很明白他的感受
但有一些趣事真的很好笑咯~
原来那么直接的问题只是一场误会
哈哈，但他要怎么躲也躲不过的啦
我想，自然消失一阵子对他来说也是件好事咯~
祝福他~每次到这些时刻一定和我“发啰嗦（广东话）”了
除了聆听我也不能做些什么了~

something something...

Yesterday,early in the morning
I helped my mom my made tis~Tang Yuan~
hehe...look nice lol

The taste not bad lol!
Good!hehe^^

Then my mom prepared a Big meal for us~
hehe...Really delicious lol and I eat a lot~
Yummy!
Actually when having any festival
The most important is can gather together with family
Like "Reunion"~
That's the most treasure thing in our life!


~~~In between~~~
My Final result was came out already...
Erm...not bad lo~~~
I satisfied on that coz better than what I thought~
At least my "cultivate" have "results" already
coz I really work very hard in last sem~
So,I'll try my best in next sem also...
Hope can get more better than that lo
coz like people saying:
when u have this then u will hope can get more than it...
haha,I'm greedy lol!

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In the same time
I have my final decision also
I will go back late to campus~
hehe,coz got sumting to do lol...
Still unwilling and lazy to go back there also...
So,just delay lo~^.^

After go back then need to fight again
A lot of things waiting for me...aiksss...
Actually really tired~
hehe,just delay to go back and rest more and play more 1st
I'm a lazy girl lol...
My fren just laughed on me and said coz u like to stay in Ipoh mah!
maybe you are right!

Sometime,some bad thing is passed then will get some good news also~
haha...so just be patience
I always believe that everything have their ways~

冬至~

冬至到来了，意味着新的一年又来临了
时间真的过得很快很快！
又是吃汤圆的时候咯~
哈哈，那是我的最爱

最近真的觉得好像对一些事情感到厌倦了
是真的有点厌倦了~
这是不好的现象

刚刚妹妹在家搞了个BBQ派对
邀请了很多人，真的有点吵
也有点累，因为真的很多东西要准备和收拾

刚刚许多人都为了成绩出了没而议论纷纷
但大家还是在等待着，有人说好像系统出了点问题
可能要到早上才能知道成绩吧~
我的心情，哈哈。。。
很难形容，七上八下吧!

这假期，好像蒙蒙胧胧就过去了
也没做些什么哦~
haizzz...全部都各忙各的
有些一早就跑去打假期工了
要聚在一起也是很难吧~
有时叫到也累了
真的很累,很sien了
可能是假期太无聊了

哈哈，不想理了
现在早点去睡
早上要起来搓汤圆咯~

祝大家冬至快乐咯！
最重要是能和家人聚在一起咯~

~~Hiking~~

Today,We went to hike...Menglembu's Bukit Bendera~

Damn tired coz long time din do exercise already!

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Scare!"Gan jeong"!My final result will know at midnight...

~~G-Force~~

Just watched a movie
~~~G-Force~~~
This movie is about a group of hamster as agent to save the world
It's abit same like “Up”, “Alvin And The Chipmunks” and “Bolt”...
It's a quite nice movie lol!
Sometime watch this kind of movie like cartoon
Really can relaxing our mind

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Now all people talk about "Avatar"
This is a big manufacture movie
coz the director spent few years to complete this movie
And the director is director of Titanic oso...
hehe...Sound like a quite good movie lol~
hope can go have a watch lo...

突然间。。。

有许多难言之语
一切尽在不言中
呆在家一个月多了
真的有点不想回去
虽然很距离不远
但突然间有点舍不得家里的感觉
虽然生活是很闷，很无聊。。。

最近还有点睡不好的感觉
~~最近失眠了~~

我真的很感动
谢谢你们
除了谢谢我真的不知要说些什么了
其实我想了很久~
不知要如何？
但看见那样，我真的有点心痛
但我不能为你们做些什么
是我太任性还是太。。。？
但事实就是事实了~

我答应你们
我会尽我能力的
把所有事情做好~
事情总有解决的方法的！

我真的要改改自己的性格
那在家死不认输，暴躁的性格
这是事在必行的。。。

贪生怕死的我
总是为小小事情就担忧起来了
但我真的希望一切没事~
还有很长的人生
很多事情还没完成呢！

突然间
有许多地方
很想再去一次
可是就是没有那机缘巧合
和那天时地利人和~

乱语~

很多时候都很矛盾
我讨厌这种感觉~
每件事都有结果的

我最近就是有一种感觉
我想真的是太无聊，得空没事做了
无无聊聊又过了一天
很多时候我们不能控制一切
甚至是自己的情绪
最近我的情绪波动真的很大

可能逼得自己越紧
可能会弄巧反拙~
最后失去的比得到的更多
我很贪心
时常想如果我是那什么什么就好了！

有些事情解决了
其实根本都不想去理会
就好像在收拾一堆烂摊子
不过一切都好了~

有很多事还是个问号
可能是还没开窍
又在这无言乱乱语了

到今天为止
还犹豫着要几号回去
嗯，还没决定好？
看过后有什么节目咯。。。
嘻嘻，整天只会顾着玩罢了！

还有三天就会公布成绩了
有点担心，哈哈，是很担心~
没什么期望
很简单罢了
能过自己那关就好了

昨天有位朋友提醒我
出门时要小心哦
因为最近怡保好像发生很多强奸案
说真的，这里好像有点不太平了

Gathering...

Last night class gathering
This time have more people attended...
At 1st v yum cha at Oldtown
then 2nd round changed to a restaurant in"gao gai cheong"
Not bad too,v chatted a lot...
haha,finally got took some pictures in a gathering...

bad day!

Yesterday was a bad day for me!
Really bad luck!:(
Like speechless and don't know want to say what?
I went out early in the morning coz help my mom to do some stuffs
Then went to TM Point took the new moderm
Just a while then I got a saman...OMG...
I dont dare to tell my mom coz is my laziness to use the coupon
I need to settle it by myself within this two weeks
Really damn bad!

Then,still don't know what happen on my body?
Just not feeling well for whole week already~
Headache for whole week and like maladjustment on my body
I really don't what's going on?worried abt it~
Maybe morning will go take a body check~hope everything get well
haha,maybe be frightened to death...

Actually holiday is out of trouble or stress...
but really don't know why my body become worse and worse
Like got many problems...
I just feel like this~~~

Recently all the things around me like get bad oso~
Maybe bad mood then make all the things get bad too...
And always get angry to my mom~really want to say sorry with you!
I can't control my emotion...
Coz sometime I really feel pain on my whole body,just hard to explain that feel!

Just hope everything will be fine!
Especially my body...and others...

simple steamboat...

Last night,I had a simple steamboat dinner with my family
Act nothing special and just want have a fun eat only~


Before start,we took a photo 1st...
It's look like abit blur lolzzz...coz my brother false lo...

Crazy with eating...

hehe...took a shot 1st...

My brother,he is became more slim than last time already lol...
hehe...maybe is a good thing...

Really damn full on that night coz my mom prepared a lot of foods
like cheese hotdog,yong tou fu,dumpling and etc+++
but delicious lol coz have clear soup and tomyam soup lol...
yummy!yummy!^^

sick!

Not feeling well these few days...

Sick already~don't know what happen on my body?

haizzz...

No mood to do anyting...

Just hope faster get well lol!

M33t...

My cousin~See Mun just came from KL
coz she accompanied my aunt to attend a funeral rite
So I just have a short meet with her coz she will rush back to KL again
One year didn't meet with her lo...got some changes already~~~


Then at night,have a yum cha session with Pei moon,Jia,See Mun and Ah lai~~~
Time pass so fast oh~coz half year didn't meet with Ah lai already since last sem break
Everytime she back also have a meet with her~~~
But this time all became fat already oh,included me too...

We talked a lot and chatted a lot~~~
feel nice lol!
♥ BFF!♥

Just simply write for these 2 days...

●Actually my life is quite bor!ng now and I'm just try to find something to do
I'm greedy and want to do many things during this holiday,but sometime just lazy~~~
Erm...Don't know why recently I'm lazy to take photo?
Although got hang out with friends,I also lazy to take out my camera to take a shot
hehe...can't be like that~~~I must reappear my cordial on taking photos

●The day before yesterday
I had a small gathering with my form 6 friends
Just around ten people attended on that night
becoz many ppl busy with their own stuffs
And sometime must call out all is a hard thing now
Maybe is harder than last time...
But all of them still try their best to attend it...that's a good thing...
And this time we change our location to an Indian shop~Sri Ananda~
Actually is just like mamak stall la,but the foods not bad too
Then after that we changed our place again to Nafsir,hehe,mamak again...
This time no more Oldtown again la coz sometime also quite boring on that
But just convenience to each other lo~~~


●Then last night~
me,carey,kian hin,ah dong and yin boon gathered at ah tat's hse watch ghost movie...
haha...Ghost movie is my lover oh...
We watched "The Grudge 3" and "Coming soon" again
Actually "The Grudge 3" damn boring and "Coming soon" I watched twice already
and this time is 3rd time lo...But I still can't remember the story abt the movie
haha...maybe is my own problem coz everytime just used my hand covered my face only
I think if wth 4th time also can't really remember that
After that,ard 12am like~~~
We sent boon tat to Medan Gopeng bus station coz he gonna to join a camp~really busy and active guy lol!
haha...We really like done some silly thing for whole night...Like see-off him to study...
But was great lol!coz we are free!
And THANKS for kian hin fth us lol!

●After back,I checked my temporary final result through Healthy Campus website
But maybe it still havent renew the website,so I can't get anytin through the website
Then I try SMS to get know the result~~~
huh,luckily all pass,coz I really scare will fail my Measurement
Erm,a bad thing is each SMS charged RM0.50 le...
I just try to open the book to check the courses for next sem
Act damn pack one...and the course I tink become more harder than last time
haizzz...really worrisome!


Add on:Actually sometime I really hope that all my blog posts can write in English
coz can sharing with all of my friends...
But I feel like my English level like limited edition and got a lot of grammar mistakes
And sometime feel hard to describe something in English...
haha...Anyway,just ignore my mistake and I'll try my best to improve it...

马来西亚迷失了十年。。。

刚看了篇文章，题目是：马来西亚迷失的十年
看了之后也有许多感想
我也很赞同原来马来西亚已经迷失了十年~~~

纳吉要走出“迷失的10年”，就必须真正改革。 但情况并不乐观，马来西亚今年的国际贪污印象排名又进一步跌至56位； 去年3月至今年8月，有30万4358名马来西亚人移民； 外资也从去年的241亿令吉，跌至70亿至90亿令吉。

国家没有条件再承受另一个迷失的10年，政治领袖也没有多少个10年。

取自（《星洲日报》评论）

~PO●R~

Recently bankrupt already...
very poor now...really very poor...
my bank empty already le...how?
still have many things haven't done during this holiday!
Just becoz a wrong decision and made my long hair became like "shit"
like people saying:"One false step may lead to endless misery..."
really sad on that...:(

And yesterday went to cut it again...2 days cut twice...
then done some treatment and others+++...
It's look more better now but still not tally with what I want~
I really spent too much money on my hair lo~
~~too bad!~~

haizzz...Time pass quite fast coz just left 3 weeks then will start my new sem lo
really fast...like still doing nothing le...how?
But I still hope it won't end so fast le...
Although quite bor!ing and like disabled person at home
Sometime just chit chat with my family and friends~
haha...I also feel contended already...just relax and talking anything~
That's the life that I'm look forward...
hehe...coz I like to talk when boR!ing

Beside that,I think my keep fit plan failed again lo~
haizzz...I'm like lost control on myself...
maybe savor become bigger already

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事情好像都在变动着，是好是坏无得而知~尝试着不要改变任何事情，可它就是那样在不知不觉中地慢慢溜走了~似乎想捉也捉不回，想留也留不住=( 握紧在手中的沙比放在手心的，漏得更快，更利落**尝试用《关怀》的两只手，温柔小心地捧握着，好让在手中的梦一滴也无法从空隙中漏出~ 好好守护着，直至等待有谁懂得奉献心中的碗让你把梦都装满，那你的等待就变得有价值了

By my fren gold saying,quite meaningful and just want sharing here lo...

T_T

My hair cut until very short...

I've abit can't accept it...aiksss...

Sad...T_T...

No mood for whole day already...haizz!

有点难！

今天看到一些时事报导：

原来有这样一回事的~
可怜的老人家
如果要从“红登记”换去“蓝登记”
必须会说简单的马来语
要会唱国歌，国家五大原则，国花。。。
还有其他其他的东西~
他们去换登记时工作人员就会用马来语来问问题了
所以去换之前要买一本课本和去上课咯~
aiksss...这对年长的他们而言，真的有点难了！

Long time...

Long time didn’t log in my friendster account already.haha…Today I’m be seized with a sudden whim to open my friendster account.Really got a lot of changes on friendster like it home page and now available with many games.But I think many people now also change to use facebook connects with each other.This changed follow by the changing on our age and the fast changing world.And facebook has more wide connection with whole world people and has global network.Erm… If think back to last time,while we are still in secondary school,all of us were addicted in friendster.I’m the one of member .But now all changed already.Is time…made us changed and everything happened around us bring us grew up.

And just looked back all my posts on friendster’s blog…Suddenly have a lot of memories pop up on my mind. A lot and a lot…Really miss last time!!!What I had learned experienced…all the sweets and bitters of my life,really touching and miss…(Especially my secondary and form six life)

Last time I had puzzled on something long time ago…Actually I really don’t know what kind of that feel? But just made me trouble a quite long time.Maybe I really not deeply know and understand about myself and always just like lost direction in.Sometime I’m confused and don’t know what I want???People thinking will change follow by their age.Ya,I totally agree about this.So,the desire, hope,needed,dream and others also will change all the time.haha... I admit that I'm a greedy person lol coz I need more...

So,I think this is one of the big problem on me.I cannot deny that I’m a changeable and capricious person.Keep changing my decision and thinking all the time.This is not a good disposition.Really,it brings a lot of troubles for me.Like people saying,"Worry over for nothing"…Right,I’m this kind of person.

Sometime I feel that my favorable turns in life like playing a game with me.Turns and turns…Maybe this call “F.A.T.E”…I believe this…

I promised myself,I really must change…change and try to think more positive!And always clear and understand well what I want,this is the most important thing.It really need to take some time…just try my best!

Still have less than one month then another new year is coming.Can’t believe and accept that time passing so fast."Time and tide wait for no man…".

●●●●●~Just hope everything goes right~●●●●●

自寻烦恼。。。

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哈哈，最近很悠闲，可能 是自寻烦恼吧~
一直在想要换什么发型
我已经对我这长发好像感到有点厌倦了
可是就是不知道要换个什么发型咯
嘻嘻，这是我每个sem break都在想的问题
要染色，剪短还是。。。？？？但我绝对不会再烫卷了~
可能真的太空闲了吧~
但到现在还是做不了决定哦


刚刚看回以前的照片
希望可以找些灵感咯
哈哈，一路走来，真的经历了很多很多
全是满满的回忆
我越来越发现现在对很多事都已经有心无力了
可能以前的中学生活和现在的真的有点不同了
以前能做到的现在未必能有那时间和当时的心态也不同了
可能真的长大了吧~
嘻嘻，有时自己还是不能接受那残酷的现实
在过多一个月新的一年又来临了
hoho~又变老了~要二十二岁咯~
时间不留人~人生变换莫测~
人生就是不断在经历着岁月的洗礼


不管是进大学前还是进大学后
最大的变化就是我变胖了
比起以前真的胖了很多，真的感到有点惭愧
哈哈，减来减去还是那样~有点失败！


刚刚和朋友喝茶谈到大家未来的出路
听她们说了一些关于文科的出路
一些关于电台，报社工作的情况
这些都是活生生的工作
不是老呆在办公室，还能到处去的工作哦
但想回我现在读的一切根本就不是我想要的
我的兴趣和梦想根本就与现在的相反
说真的，每次面对考试和现在所读的一切
对我来说真的很吃力，很大压力
我需要很努力，一切都要比别人多出许多
真的很难想象以后的出路会是怎样？
我的兴趣全都在文科，我喜欢到处跑的工作
但不是每件事顺从我们所想的~~~
选择了就要继续走下去~
不过真的很难想象以后会是怎样咯？
因为当初真的毫无主见地就做了选择
是我想太多了吧，以后的事真的无人能知！

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生日日期~

一日
是一個有野心及具有男兒性格的人，不喜歡受
人指使，有時很頑固，喜歡依照自己的意願行
事。具有領導能力，容易獲得成功，兼且能得
到別人的信任。

二日
具有雙重性格。為人溫柔、敏感，常因一點小
事而屈服、意志消沉。雖然有點兒任性，但人
際關係良好，善於社交。想像力豐富，有寫小
說的潛力。

三日
總是給人快樂的感覺，個性樂觀開朗，善辭
令。為人有點任性，外柔內剛，進取心強。
不喜歡受人束縛，自尊心強，不服輸。

四日
年輕時的性格會較為孤僻、不合群。粗暴，
但隨著年齡的增長，人會變得圓滑。正直及認真。
對看不過眼的事與人，皆會直斥其非，
有時頗為剛復自用。

五日
喜歡與人聊天，享受與三五知己把酒言歡的樂
趣...。愛好旅行及追求刺激，不能忍受單調的生
活和工作。為人機智、果斷，極受朋友歡迎。

六日
為人較感性，喜歡美的東西。有一顆溫柔而開
朗的心，人們都愛與他接近。不過，感情頗為
衝動，容易有盲目的行動。

七日
為人頗自我、敏感。工作能力強，性格複雜，
喜歡變化及追求完美。性格有時會不統一，
今天是這樣的，明天又會轉為另一個面孔，
令人、無所適從。

八日
是個貫徹始終終的人，一旦做了某項決定，
定會堅持到底，絕不退縮。雖然樹敵者很多，
但支持者也不少。交際手腕高明，適宜從事大交易。

九日
天分奇高，才華在很年輕時已得到肯定，不過
受到打擊後，容易會一蹶不振。具有多重性格，
有時是一個博愛的人，但有時卻是一個感情吝嗇鬼。

十日
為人有進取心，但稍嫌性急。有競爭之心，
不肯輕易服輸，能積聚財富及有一定的社會地位。
是一個野心家，有獨裁之心及意志力強，
不會永遠安於現狀。

十一日
為人溫柔、善良和浪漫，是一個擁有幸運的人，
常有不可思議的幸運事降臨在身上。口才了得，
令人信服。不過，有點兒任性和神經質，
有時難免是遭受挫敗。

十二日
是一個白手興家的典型，不願意依靠別人，
要靠自己的力量爬上高層。有點神經質，
害怕會一無所有，所以脾氣特別大，加上有少許驕傲，
人人都敬而遠之。

十三日
為人謹慎、好靜，做事認真，腳踏實地，
是一個沉默而努力同上的人。感情內斂，
內熱外冷，雖有豐富情感，但不會表達出來。
重視紀律，追求安全、平穩的人生。

十四日
性格頗為極端，若朝好的方面會名留青史；
若朝壞的方面則會有犯罪傾向。一般而言，
都是注意社交，友情濃厚，反應快，觀察力強。...

十五日
具有領導能力，善於策劃及運用策略。對於摯愛的人，
會毫無保留地愛她。有孤僻的一面。
對財產、地位及思想頗執著，因此造成困擾及糾紛。

十六日
注重精神生活，多於物質的享受。資質聰明，
做事有條理，腳踏實地，終能得到崇高的社會地位。
做事我行我素，喜歡變化，但不會善變而令人無所適從。

十七日
善於思考，理智，頗為自我中心，做事大膽，
所以成功和失敗都很極端。為人善良，愛思考，
有同情心，說話有保留，會顧及別人的顏面。

十八日
性格愛恨分明，嚮往權力，重友情，但感情用事，
往往拖泥帶水，基本上是一個意志堅強的理想主義者。
敵人雖不少，但朋友也極多，都頗受歡迎。

十九日
具有才華和獨特的觸覺，有以自我為中心的傾向，
不能以冷靜的態度去認識自己，所以當別人對你的
計劃有微言時，第一個反應是認為對方沒有知識。

二十日
個性倔強，想像力豐富，意志力強，能掌握自己的生活。
有點任性和神經質，有時會遭至意想不到的挫折。

二十一日
性格開朗、活潑，有積極的人生觀，喜歡多端
的變化，希望從中能尋到快樂。人緣很好，廣
受歡迎。為人頗前衛，不顧社會的規條。有時
候會情緒低落，但很快會振作起來。

二十二日
有責任感及耐心，做事多能獲得成功。有組織
天分，做計劃工作能發揮所戾。有時會頗為自
我中心，不顧別人的感受。

二十三日
喜歡變化及旅行，頭腦靈活、聰明，無論察敏
銳，可以看透對方的心思。做任何事都能獲得
成功。缺點是沒有耐性，容易感到厭倦。不
過，具有學者的智慧及幽默感，而且擅於交際。

二十四日
對工作有耐性，腳踏實地，不過有時候會受到
情緒的影響而意志消沉。待人寬厚、溫和，是
一個有原則的人，會堅持己見，不容易...讓步。

二十五日
獨力性強，不會受人左右，也不喜歡服從他
人，有時候會很頑固。有隨機應變的機智，因
有強烈的好奇心，所以會體驗各種生活。

二十六日
是一個有野心和自信的人，雖然平日為人溫和，
但遇著對己不公平的事，是可以很潑辣的。有耐
力和強烈的好奇心，願意接受任何挑戰。

二十七日
是一個理想主義者，個性溫和、平穩，但也有
倔強和頑固的一面。具有創造力和感化別人的
力量，兼且擁有豐富的同情心。

二十八日
為人獨立，不服輸，自尊心強，不在乎任何困難，
將困難視為人生歷程中的挑戰。具有野心，
容易樹敵，時常與別人發生磨擦。

二十九日
有寬大的同情心，喜歡幫助別人，所以頗受人歡迎。
其人生有多次的起伏，成功與失敗都是突然而來的，
令人措手不及，不過到最後，都能建立偉大的業績。

三十日
為人親切、善良、開朗、快樂，所以人緣頗佳。
具有語言、文化及藝術等多方面的才能。
是眾多出生日期中，最幸運的出生日。

sleeping...

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sleep few times in a day~
I just feel very sleepy and tired
sleeping and sleeping lol
coz really free and nothing to do
I must plan something to fill my free time lo
aiksss...sien...:(
Later not become sleeping beauty but is sleeping *P!G* lol

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I watched this movie
"Sex and the city"
This is a year 2008 movie
A quite long movie lol~about 2 hours and 15 mins
The story is talk about 4 girls
and their relationship with their boyfriend and husband
And also mentioned how to maintain a relationship and a marriage
The main character is Sarah Jessica Parker and name Carrie inside the movie

Actually all of those problem inside the movie
that can be found by us in our daily life
But most important is depends on us how to solve it
If we are stubborn or just opinionated
then maybe will make us lose a lot of things
So,just try to treasure and put more understanding to your partner
That's a most important things to maintain a relationship

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I just know this from healthy campus
about the date will announce the result of final exam
It's stated on 11/12/09 is the temporary result(just know pass of fail)
And the confirm final result will announce on 22/12/09
Sometime I really worried about this~
But I know worried is useless...

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无聊无忧的生活~

昨天无所事事就跟着妈妈到亲戚那喝喜酒了
这是乡村摆喜酒
酒席是摆在大会堂的，是没有冷气的哦~
这是我第二次出席这类式的酒席
上一次也忘记是什么时候了
哈哈，大概花了一小时才到达目的地
一路上两旁都是树木
真的有点远和偏僻哦~

去到那儿已经没位子了
幸好有人相让咯
我们刚好坐在能看到酒家的员工如何准备食物的地方
真的有点肮脏，阿姨说看了之后真的有点吃不下了

全部人很早就到达了
可能是乡村的风俗吧~

哈哈，看了当时的状况后也没对那些事物抱太大希望了
幸好吃过后觉得味道好不错啦
至少不是让人失望的咯~

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昨晚和一个朋友聊了蛮久的
哈哈，聊了些大家最近假期的状况
做了些什么~
还有一些感情事和拍拖经
八一八别人的事情
说一说自己的事和其他人的事咯
虽然和他算不上是什么天天见面在一起的朋友
可是谈起来还蛮好谈啦

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今早被朋友约去跑步
真的好久好久没跑步了
回到家后也好久没那么早醒了~
今天是唯一的一天
现在我的脚感到有点酸
这就是少运动的后果

过后我们又到新源隆一起吃早餐
嘻嘻，回来那么久
我想这是第一吃早餐吧
平时睡醒都是午餐时间了
感觉还不错咯
因为喝到了我最爱的“咖啡”~

还很久。。。

之前都很忙
没时间去想别的东西
今天不知怎么了
好像很得空，头脑空空的就胡思乱想了
想了很多很多~
我还是那样
原来还是有点执迷不悟在其中
不提起就不会想起咯~
甚至是选择去遗忘，真的想遗忘
根本不想再提起了~
是需要时间
我真的需要时间
我想，应该还很久吧~

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还有，再次推荐~
supernatural 真的很好看
真的迷上了它
天天都在追看
好像真的活在其中，乐在其中了
哈哈，两个男主角都很帅哦
现在才看到season 2~
哈哈，已经出到season 5了~hoho~
还很远呢！
但昨晚看到他父亲为儿子死的那一幕真的很感动
让我落泪了~

惊人~

听到了一个惊人的消息

我听到后也感到很吃惊

刚刚是从妈妈那儿听回来的

嗯，真的世事难料，一切都是突来的

根本就是让人大吃一惊~

真的什么事情都会发生哦！

累哦~

现在感觉真的很累很累~

可能是好久没站那么久了

一整天对着tiger饼干

说来说去还是那几句话~

哈哈~真的有点闷哦

嗯，但一切都还好咯

那里的人很亲切

还认识了些朋友~

虽然只是萍水相逢

可能以后也很难遇到了

但感觉还不错啦~

嘻嘻，还有一天又可以呆在家

或做些自己想做的事情咯

感觉不同了~

这周末要去做些partime job打发时间咯~
哈哈，顺便赚些钱咯
这地方是我第一次去的哦~
但应该没什么惊喜把，而且还会有点闷咯
因为只是个小地方咯
朋友，很遗憾我不能出席你的生日会咯~
凯韵~生日快乐咯！好久不见了~

现在开始觉得有点闷了
朋友说觉得这次假期好像有点不同了
我也有点同感
可能是有些一假期就开始做工了吧
好像很多都不在怡保呢~
全部都浦在kL做工了
（尤其是平时一起出去那几个）
haizzz.....好像没什mood约人咯
而且有时到处叫人也感觉有点累
嘻嘻，一切都是看心情啦，但还是有见面啦

我每天还是看戏，吃和睡觉咯~
无所事事的。。。

好了，真的要睡了
不然明天做工真的无精打采了

母亲~

母親，我怎麼讓你等了那麼久

母親真的老了，變得孩子般纏人，

每次打電話來，總是滿懷熱誠地問：「你什麼時候回家？」

且不說相隔一千多里路，要轉三次車，

光是工作、孩子已經讓我分身無術，哪裡還抽得出時間回家。

母親的耳朵不好，我解釋了半天，她仍舊熱切地問：「你什麼時候能回來？」

幾次三番，我終於沒有了耐心，在電話裏衝母親大聲嚷嚷，

她終於聽明白，默默掛了電話。

隔幾天，母親又問同樣的問題，只是那語調怯怯地，沒有了底氣。

像個不甘心的孩子，明知問了也是白問，可就是忍不住。

我心一軟，沉吟了一下。母親見我沒有煩，立刻開心起來。

她欣喜地向我描述：「後院的石榴都開花了，西瓜快熟了，你回來吧。」

我為難地說：「那麼忙，怎麼能請得上假呢！」

她急急地說：「你就說媽媽得了癌，只有半年的活頭了！」

我立刻責怪她胡說，她呵呵地笑了。

小時候，每逢颳風下雨，我不想去上學，便裝肚子疼，被母親識破，挨了一頓好罵。

現在老了，她反而教著女兒說謊了，我又好氣又好笑。

這樣的問答不停地重複著，我終於不忍心，告訴她下個月一定回去，

母親竟高興得哽咽起來。

可不知怎麼了，永遠都有忙不完的事，每件事都比回家重要，

最後，到底沒能回去。

電話那頭的母親，仿佛沒有力氣再說一個字，

我滿懷內疚：「媽，生氣了吧？」

母親這一回聽真了，她連忙說：「孩子，我沒有生你的氣，我知道你忙。」

可是沒幾天，母親的電話催得越發緊了。

她說，葡萄熟了，梨熟了，快回來吃吧。

我說，有什麼稀罕，這裏滿大街都是，花個十元八元就能吃個夠。

母親不高興了，我又耐下性子來哄她：

「不過，那些東西都是化肥和農藥餵大的，哪有你種的好呢。」

母親得意地笑起來。

星期六那天，氣溫特別高，我不敢出門，開了空調在家裏呆著。

孩子嚷嚷雪糕沒了，我只好下樓去超市買。

在暑氣蒸騰的街頭，我忽然就看見了母親的背影。

看樣子她剛下車，胳膊上挎著個籃子，

背上背著沉甸甸的袋子，她彎著腰，左躲右閃著，怕別人碰了她的東西。

在擁擠的人流裏，母親每走一步都很吃力。

我大聲地叫她，她急急抬起滿是熱汗的臉，四處尋找，

看見我走過來，竟驚喜地說不出話來。

一回到家，母親就喜滋滋地往外捧那些東西。

她的手青筋暴露，十指上都纏著膠布，手背上有結了痂的血口子。

母親笑著對我說：「吃呀，你快吃呀，這全是我挑出來的。」

我這沒有出過遠門的母親，只為著我的一句話，便千里迢迢地趕了來。

她坐的是最便宜、沒有空調的客車，車上又熱又擠，

但那些水靈靈的葡萄和梨子都完好無損。

我想像不出，她一路上是如何過來的，

我只知道，在這世上，凡有母親的地方就有奇蹟。

母親只住了三天，她說我太辛苦，

起早貪黑地上班，還要照顧孩子，她乾著急卻幫不上忙。

城裏的廚房設施，她一樣也不敢碰，生怕弄壞了。

她自己悄悄去訂了票，又悄悄地一個人走。

才回去一星期，母親又說想我了，不住地催我回家。

我苦笑：「媽，你再耐心一些吧！」

第二天，我接到姨媽的電話：「你媽媽病了，你快回來吧。」

我急得眼前發黑，淚眼婆娑地奔到車站，趕上了最後一趟車。

一路上，我心裏不住地祈禱。

我希望這是母親騙我的，我希望她好好的。

我願意聽她的嘮叨，願意吃光她給我做的所有飯菜，願意經常抽空來看她。

此時，我才知道，人活到八十歲也是需要母親的。

車子終於到了村口，母親小跑著過來，滿臉的笑。

我抱住她，又想哭又想笑，嗔怪道：

「你說什麼不好，說自己有病，虧你想得出！」

受了責備的母親，仍然無限地歡喜，她只是想看到我。

母親樂呵呵地忙進忙出，擺了一桌子好吃的東西，等著我的誇獎。

我毫不留情地批評：「紅豆粥煮糊了；水煎包子的皮太厚；滷肉味道太鹹。」

母親的笑容頓時變得尷尬，她無奈地搔著頭。

我心裏暗笑，我知道，一旦我說什麼東西好吃，

母親非得逼我吃一大堆，走的時候還要帶上，

就這樣，我被她餵得肥肥白白，怎麼都瘦不下去。

而且，不貶低她，我怎麼有機會佔領灶台呢？

我給母親做飯，跟她聊天，母親長時間地凝視著我，眼裏滿是疼愛。

無論我說什麼，她都虔誠地半張著嘴，側著耳朵凝神地聽，

就連午睡，她也坐在床邊，笑咪咪地看著我。

我說：「既然這麼疼我，為什麼不跟著我住呢？」

她說住不慣城裏的高樓。

沒呆幾天，我就急著要回去，母親苦苦央求我再住一天。

她說，今早已託人到城裏買菜了，一會兒準能回來，

她一定要好好給我做頓飯。

縣城離這兒九十多里路，母親要把所有她認為好吃的東西都弄回來，

讓我吃下去，她才能心安。

從姨媽家回來的時候，母親精心準備的菜餚，終於端上了桌，

我不禁驚詫～魚鱗沒有刮盡、雞塊上是細密的雞毛、香油金針菇裏居然有頭髮絲。

無論是葷的還是素的，都讓人無法下箸。

母親年輕時那麼愛乾淨，如今老了竟邋遢得這樣。

母親見我挑來挑去就是不吃，她心疼地妥協了，送我去坐夜班車。

天很黑，母親挽著我的胳膊。她說，你走不慣鄉下的路。

她陪我上了車，不住地囑咐東囑咐西，車子都開了，才急著下去，

衣角卻被車門夾住，險些摔倒。

我哽咽著，趴在車窗上大叫：「媽，媽，你小心些！」

她沒聽清楚，邊追著車跑邊喊：「孩子，我沒有生你的氣，我知道你忙！」

這一回，母親仿佛滿足了，她竟沒有再催過我回家，

只是不斷地對我說些開心的事：

「家裏又添了隻很乖的小牛犢；明年開春，她要在院子裏種好多好多的花。」

聽著聽著，我心裏一片溫暖。

到年底，我又接到姨媽的電話。

她說：「你媽媽病了，快回來吧。」

我哪裡相信，我們前天才通的話，母親說自己很好，叫我不要掛念。

姨媽只是不住地催我，半信半疑的我還是回去了，

並且買了一大袋母親愛吃的油糕。

車到村頭的時候，我伸長脖子張望著，母親沒來接我，

我心裏忽地就有了種不祥的預感。

姨媽告訴我，給我打電話的時候，母親就已經不在了，她走得很安詳。

半年前，母親就被診斷出了癌症，

只是她沒有告訴任何人，仍和平常一樣樂呵呵地忙裏忙外，

並且把自己的後事都安排妥當了。

姨媽還告訴我，母親老早就患了眼疾，看東西很費勁。

我緊緊地把那袋油糕抱在胸前，一顆心仿佛被人挖走。

原來，母親知道自己剩下的日子不多了，才不住地打電話叫我回家，

她想再多看我幾眼，再和我多說幾句話。

原來，我挑剔著不肯下箸的飯菜，是她在視力模糊的情況下做的，

我是多麼的粗心！

我走的那個晚上，她一個人是如何摸索到家，

她跌倒了沒有，我永遠都無從知道了。

母親，在生命最後的時光裏，還快樂地告訴我，

牽牛花爬滿了舊煙囪，扁豆花開得像我小時候穿的紫衣裳。

你留下所有的愛，所有的溫暖，然後安靜地離開。

我知道，你是這世上唯一不會生我氣的人，唯一肯永遠等著我的人，

也就是仗著這份寵愛，我才敢讓你等了那麼久。

…可是，母親，我真的有那麼忙嗎？

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