死蠢

感觉有点生气！！！
觉得自己真的很愚蠢~
又把脚踏进去了！！！
死蠢！！！

stupid!!!

感觉到自己好像傻人那样~真的有点愚蠢！！！

竟然会做些这么笨的事情。。。
算了，不做都做了，过去了就算咯~当作是一次经验吧~

有时我真的搞不懂我自己
真的很有点乱乱的
可能我真的搞不懂他是个怎样的人
说的话，做的事，有时都让我搞不清楚
wow...说真的，有时真的有点害怕咯~
最好还是不要有功课上的联系
真的让我感到很紧张~

我是不应该有那生气的感觉的
那是很不应该的
说真的，认识了一年多
我还是搞不懂你到底是个怎样的人
就是搞不懂~
但可能你是没那道墙吧
哈哈，对我来说要跨过那道墙还是没那么容易
只是有时好，有时有点冷~
我想我真的要尝试跨过那道害怕的墙

认识你真的是种缘份，你是我要找的，理想中对的人
可是就是时间上的差错，时间不对了，一切都是太迟了
所以有时候遇上对的人也是要有时间上的配合
不然人不对，时间对了也是没有用的
所以还是把这份感情埋起来让它慢慢地流失吧~
真的很庆幸能认识到投缘的人~
他的细心，智慧真的让我有点佩服
哈哈，这么久了，真的让我有点心动咯~
可是还是不会有任何改变的~
你是我要找的，可是时间已经交错了~

一个人久了

一个人久了。。。会懒得恋爱。。。
一个人久了。。。朋友会越重要。。。
一个人久了。。。会越来越喜欢听歌。。。
一个人久了。。。电话会常常忘记带。。。
一个人久了。。。会养成一个怪癖。。。
一个人久了。。。对爱情会越来越挑剔。。。
一个人久了。。。除了寂寞点外还是会蛮开心的。。。
一个人久了。。。会慢慢变成成熟起来。。。
一个人久了。。。会比以前更重视更爱父母，更重视亲情。。。
一个人久了。。。对所有的节日大多没什么期待。。。
一个人久了。。。听到看到别人一对对的很甜蜜，心里多少还是会有些介意。。。
一个人久了。。。会喜欢买很多无谓东西，带自己去很远的地方。。。
一个人久了。。。会觉得无拘无束自由自在天宽地广。。。
一个人久了。。。爱情会变得越来越不重要，取而代之的是钱和事业。。。
一个人久了。。。会越来越理性，越来越现实。。。
一个人久了。。。会越来越沉闷。。。
一个人久了。。。会懂得处理钱财。。。
一个人久了。。。会把时间都会放在家人身上，，，
一个人久了。。。都不喜欢一个人去戏院看戏。。。
一个人久了。。。做事只需跟自己交待。。。
一个人久了。。。计划未来的东西都只是一个人，，，
一个人久了。。。发白日梦的时间也多了。。。
一个人久了。。。开始会自言自语了。。。
一个人久了。。。开始会做些无聊的东西了。。。
一个人久了。。。开销会少了。。
一个人久了。。。朋友会越来越多了。。。
一个人久了。。。会喜欢坐在沙滩上。。。
一个人久了。。。是很幸福的时光。。。
一个人久了。。。会喜欢上一个人的生活。。。

突然的不舍~

wow...突然有种不舍的感觉~

就是难以说出，难以形容那种感觉~

整个人突然间都觉得很down....

好像有点不习惯哦！

我知道那是什么原因，问题出在哪里了

你也是这样想吗？天啊！！！

在那一刻真的有点难受哦~哈哈 

等待的心情真的不好受

还有我的housemate回家了~

假期快点到来，现在我只想回家

不想呆在这里，因为心已经飞走了

开始想着假期要做些什么了~ 嘻嘻~

回家就可以换个环境休息下

同时也可以避开一些麻烦的人和事情

充一充电，歇一歇气~

不然整个人真的会闷死了

最近的心情~

很久没post照片在这里了~

嘻嘻，这就是我去饥饿三十的照片了~

这次算是一个人去参加吧，可是还是获益不浅咯

哈哈，我还认识了两位也是单身匹马来到这儿的

颖倩，佩雯~很高兴认识你们两个傻婆哦！hehe!=)

是缘分把我们牵在一起~

原本星期五是公共假期

可是我们遇到了一个神经的教授，假期也要上 课

有时真的很无奈，真拿他没办法

同时也spoil了我们的mood了

因为已经说好了要出去玩一整天咯~

幸好还是有如常进行咯~

到gurney去吃了个午餐，然后去看了一场戏

“线人”~wow~真的是一出很刺激的戏

那种打杀场面真的让我难以形容

我也没想像过是那样的一出戏~

那种紧张的场面真的让我难以呼吸~

过后我们就到“火锅之家”去拼命了

哈哈，顺便帮慧怡庆祝生日咯~

嘻嘻，真的吃的好饱好饱

大家都饱到不能动了！^^

wow...好刺激的一个星期要来临了

这是假期前的先苦后甜吧！

presentation...assignment...lab...接踵而来~

erm...最近有点混乱

到底要怎么样呢？haizzz...

相处的时间越多真的让我难以取舍了~

我很清楚，我是清醒的！！！不要在发梦了~

我知道你很努力，你对我的好，我真的深深的感觉到

努力的参进我的朋友~谢谢你~

虽然不能有什么改变

用另一个角度来想一想

身边有一位这么好的知己也不错咯！

哈哈，还是时常在我最无助的时候帮我~真的很不错了！=）

无可否认，人到了每一阶段思想和看东西的角度都不同了

这次去KL也做了个意外的决定

哈哈，我和这个人兜兜转转了那么久

大家终于能坐在一起好好的喝茶了

我想这一切都是我的个人问题吧

还有每次好像天意在作弄彼此

可能是时间交错的问题吧，好象也缺少了一点缘分似的

每次约我好像没有一次我是当真的

考试最后一天本来要喝茶了，可是到最后我又赶着回家

你的convo我又有些事情不能去

哈哈，认识两 年了。。。天意还是不断玩弄着

hoho...幸好这次我没食言了，终于能坐在一起喝茶了~

谢谢你的招待咯。。。

你所说的，其实大家并不是很了解

哈哈，听你说了那么多，我想我对你了解多了一点吧！

你要加油！祝福你！因为你是个好人！

一切随缘吧~

现在我只希望假期快点到来

hehe...又可以和我的好姐妹高谈阔论了~好期待哦~=）

Last two weeks...

Two weeks din blogging already~
erm...last time I'm quite active in blogging one...
But don't know why now already losing that mood~
Maybe I'm busy in this sem...maybe I'm lazy...maybe something made me change already~
haha..Actually many reasons on that la
Sometime I feel that I'm change already..
Just becoz something happened and make me learn a lot on that~
Maybe I know how to face it in different situation~

From the beginning semester until now
I have my busy life...working...balik kampung...play...travel...
And always rushing for class from Monday until Thursday...
And some more have few industrial visit oso..hehe...It's totally filled up my time!
Just went for a 3 days 2 nites Hatyai trip..A nice and fun trip!
Have a fun with hui yee,siu hou and hone shern..and nice experience on that tiger show too~
I miss the foods and body massage there...I sure will go there for second time!=)

Had a industrial visit and a presentation at Proton,Shah Alam on Wednesday...
Nice experience for us and bring up our group presentation at there..
feel nervous and tension before the presentation...Luckily it's passed d...
But we still need to go there for second time to bring up our final presentation on our motified part~
huh...I really feel blur and don't expert on design...Not sometime..But I always feel tension on that
Feel I'm less knowledge on that...less opinion on that...and feel tension on my group member oso~
But my manufacturing with management engineering course is main concern on design...haizzz
Don't know whether my decision is wrong or right?but just trying to finish my 4 years course lolzzz
I just try my best in everything!!!

haha...and then..I'm at home now~
Just passed by Ipoh and stay one day at home..
becoz tmr I will depart to KL to join the 30 hours famine camp
It's a 2 days 1 nite camp...This time I'm be a volunteer there!hehe
Hope tmr is a nice day lol...Famine camp..here I come!!!

One more thing...
I really feel happy that can meet some same "frequency" frens in this campus~
You guys really lighten up my life!!!happy to have a gang of crazy frens like you all!=)
And some more while I'm needed ur help...you guys aways lend out ur hand to me~
I can feel that who is the real fren!!!I'll treassure you all~
Becoz when come until this stage...I mean our age..all the thinking should be mature already~
If you are still unmature,selfish and always want get some profit from others people...
Then you sure get nothing in the end!
By the way,just be urself that's the most important thing...
Same channel,same frequency then we can walk together...If not,then feel sorry on that~

Recently repeated to heard Lee Hom's new songs...
It's really nice and touching songs lol...and I like that movie oso~恋爱通告~

Now already start to think about my Raya break..miss my best fren very much!:)
A lot of things want to share and chitchat with her~
And planning to go some where during that break...hehe

A great August=)

A delicious "tong sui" by my mom~^^

haha...I'm in Ipoh again~at my home sweet home now~

continuous go back home for 3 weeks already

wow...actually damn tired to drive alone lol~aikss:(

But I still never regret on my decision to have my weekend at home~

coz a lot for reasons~too boring to stay there...

I want a place refresh myself~and some else oso~

yeah!!!A great August is coming~

Full of plans and activities in this month~

Feel happy and excited lol!

I just want to enjoy my left two years study life...

And play as much as I can~

Besides that...I oso wont go back to Ipoh on the coming two weeks...

Hatyai...30 hours Famine...here I come lol!!!=)

第三个星期...

开学第三个星期了

第四个星期又要来了，时间的确过得很快~

最近看了Inception,Despicable me和The sorcerer Apprentice...

三部都是不错的戏！！！

最近很懒惰写部落格，不知为什么，就是没那种心情去写咯！

这个周末又回家了~哈哈。。。

连续两个星期来回自己一个人驾车回家

其实真的觉得蛮累的~~~~~

我看回了这星期应该等到raya break才回吧！

一开始还以为这学期还蛮得空的

可是忙碌的生活又要开始了

一个又接一个的assignments等着要交了~Omg~

还有我那tennis课~一星期有两天课~真的累和忙死了~

一整天进进出出就够了~

哈哈，我想这就是把星期五弄成没有课的代价吧！

tennis和design这两样东西真的让我头痛了...

但我相信没有什么东西是做不到的

只要努力，尽力就好了~

已经计划好下两个星期和coursemates到hatyai去玩了~

本打算要取消了，因为同时间有太多东西要交了

可是朋友说风雨不改，照去咯！！！哈哈~

还有就是参加了今年饥饿三十的筹委。。。

希望是另一个新体验咯~：）

每次一出去朋友一定会问：你又去那里玩了？

哈哈，其实现在不玩要等几时呢？珍惜现在读书的时间

做些疯狂的事情也不错！

还有，对你我不会再像以前那么傻了~

只是静静不出声，任你摆布，这事情不会再发生了

也请你不要再闯进我的生活，因为你是一个自私的人！

宽恕需要很大的勇气，对你，我根本做不到！

接下来的两年正是我人生中的大考验！

有时面对你我真的无可奈何。。。

但我真的不能做些什么？

最近爱上了侧田的“三岁或八十”

其实幸福很简单~

幸福这玩艺，有的人一生在追求，一生感觉不到幸福

有的人从未刻意追求幸福，却时刻品尝着幸福

有的人在别人眼里已经很幸福了，而他自己却体会不到

有的人在他人看来很不幸福，而他却觉得十分幸福

幸福说到底，只是一种感觉，有感觉了，也就幸福了......

今天的你是幸福吗？。。。

幸福其实简单吗？

有朋友一直写着，其实幸福不 简单。。

其实幸福只在乎你怎么去测量

幸福 - -是 --没有耀眼的外表,却有着平实的生活

幸福 - -是-- 和朋友们疯狂的玩乐，不在意旁人的眼光

幸福 - -是 -- 很单纯的喜欢着你，不要求什么

幸福 - -是-- 和心爱的人共享晚餐，即使是路边摊

幸福 - -是 -- 听着自己爱听的音乐，享受他的旋律

幸福 - -是 -- 独处时,静静的，能够不被别人打扰

幸福 - -是 -- 不上班的时候,可以尽情地睡,不再担心起床 的时间

幸福 - -是 -- 在商场里，无忧无虑的逛街，血拼

幸福 - -是 -- 在等待的过程中,感觉到未来还是有无穷的希 望

幸福 - -是 -- 和家人一起吃晚饭,即使是粗茶淡饭

幸福 - -是 -- 知道家里会有人在等着你，在为你牵挂

幸福 - -是 -- 在你失落时，在你身旁支持你的忠实听众

幸福 - -是 -- 心里深爱的那个人，希望他过得幸福开心

幸福 - -是 -- 和情人间有说不完的话题，发不完的短讯

幸福 - -是 -- 很简单的一句晚安，很甜的睡着了

幸福 - -是 -- 告诉关心的你一句简单的想念你，你好吗

幸福 - -是 -- 虽然不是很有钱,但从不觉得缺钱

幸福 - -是 -- 每天睁开眼睛，你还起得来，你就是幸福的了

幸福其实很简单，简单到无处 不在；幸福其实很近，近到伸手可及…你赞成吗？

希望读着这文章的朋友们都是幸福的。。^^

hehe...copy from somewhere~~~

Another experience~

haha...In Ipoh now...at my home sweet home again!!!

First time drive back home at night on the highway from my campus to Ipoh~

erm...Actually quite dangerous and tired if driving on the highway at night...
(many lorries and cars along the highway)

I think next time wouldn't repeat this anymore...coz made my family worried about me...

haha..this was just becoz I'm a person who be fond of playing...

Coz I went to Penang with my fren then delayed the time already...

yeah...no next time...sorry to make my family worried about me and scold by my father oso!

And I can feel that my frens oso worried about me and keep call me go back at morning and drive back carefully...slow down the speed...haha..Thanks..I really can feel u all cares abt me!
Coz I'm blur when driving at night~~~hehe

the first two days...

Skipped one week class...Came back here(usm) for two days already
haha...One of my fren told me~you made a right decision coz keep canceled class at last week~
erm...for me...got advantages and disadvantages also...But seriously I'm never regret on that~

Actually hard to explain my feeling for this two day(I mean my feeling after came back here)

It's complicated!!! 

Damn busy for these two days...coz now is the starting sem and becoz my absence for one week

Like blur and don't know everything...But I just try my best to follow back all!

Today done an experiment from 9am to 2smtg...damn tired for me...

At first I was decided to join my fren group becoz my fren already done it!

But I already promised other group..so just don't want make an improper lo~

Luckily I had attended it coz got learn many things oso...

Now I know that "If you have chance to learn,then don't miss it...becoz it will improve you a lot!"

I'll appreciate all the chance to learn...becoz it will improve ur life knowledge!

Just because of you,so i just simply find other groups for myself~

But I had learn a lot too...

Then the other things...some people like irresponsible one!

Actually I really HATE this kind of people

Like pretended don't care and don't know everything

SHIT!!!But really many this kind of people around me~

My friend just told me:Just look open and try to ignore something or someone that you unlike~

that will make your life more easy and happy...

Yea...I agree...really got different type of people in university,in this society~

One more thing,after back here then the confusing feel come back again!

erm...I really not sure what I'm doing whether is a right way of wrong way?

But at least that's good for me...Maybe just make me feel more better~aiksss...

Sometime just feel confused on that~really confused!

This is just the thing that I can do...other thing just let natural take it's course lo~

No more thinking on that!!!

Fate is a mysterious thing...No matter in friendship or relationship

Just open your heart and your eye to see clearly and try to learn accepted

Because nothing is impossible...

My aim for this sem..study hard and hope can get more good result lol!
At least can get one dean list in my four years university life~
Then...haha...looking forward to my coming trips and activities!

Just closed up for some moment...

Yeah...I'm decided to set my blog as private...
Just the people in my in my invitation list can view my blog only~
Actually I hope to do that long time ago coz sometime really can't write out what I want to write!
Just like no freedom already...means that before I'm starting to write something...
I need to think and considering properly the cause and effect on my post~
I really don't like that feel...so just closed up my blog
erm...maybe until the right time then only open my blog again!
haha...Actually sometime really feel scared coz ur blog maybe become others gossip topicand cause a lot of misunderstanding and problems oso~Too Bad!!!
hehe...heard like so terrible right?ya...that's exactly the reality of life~

Sometime just want to write down something as memory or let out some special thing in my life...
Perhaps that's just a post...a post about my life,my feeling...but related to others oso...
That kind of people are never respect the blogger feeling and freedom of speech!
They never know about this at all...
I really hope that blogger can have more setting like can block some else to view my blog...


erm...I had skipped one week class...Actually got nothing special happened...
But just a small case for me...huh...
I know that early already but just can't imagine that more worse than that
I really no feel on that...coz that's just a person ever passed in my life
No matter how u treat me,actually I never care on that!!!
I just hope that can study peacefully in this two years and graduated to get my degree only~


Left two days then gonna go back to campus LoL...
Another two working days oso...Recently I really work very hard to earn some money..
Coz I hope can travel to somewhere...haha...anywhere oso can!!!
Just try my best LoL!!!:)

试着慢慢去体会，去学会

1、不要在流眼泪的时候做任何决定，情绪负面的时候说话

越 少越好。

2、不要去反复思考同一个问题，不要把所有的感情都放在一个 人身上，你还有父母，有朋友。

3、不要害怕做错什么，即使错了，也不必懊恼，人生就是对对 错错，何况有许多事，回头看，对错已经无所谓了。

4、有负面情绪是正常的，但是自己一定要知道，要明白这只 是生活的一小部分，在其余时间里，要尽量的让情绪平稳起来。

5、那个人，突然不联系你了，很正常;那个人，突然又联系你 了，也很正常，这什么也不说明。

6、如果不懂，就说出来，如果懂了，就别说，笑笑即可。

7、一切的烦恼都是自找，因此也只能自己解决，不要找朋友哭 诉，找他们去打球。

8、说过的话一定要做到，即使是很蠢的话，再蠢也比言而无信 好。

9、无论发生怎样的变故，不要打破生活原有的规律，要按时吃 饭，按时睡觉。

10、不要去害怕做一件事，不要害怕触景伤情，不要害怕说错 话，不要害怕想起过去，不要害怕面对未来。

11、无论是对是错，你需要有一个准则，你的行为应该遵循 这个准则，并根据现实生活不断的修正。反反复复优柔寡断 的人，是不可能讨人喜欢的.在对错之间徘徊的人，形象不如从 错到对的人正面。

12、当他说：“让我们冷静一段时间好吗？”的时候，要冷 静的说好，然后挂掉电话。不要哀求，他不是来征求你的意见 的。

13、不要和一个人和他议论同一个圈子里的人，不管你认为他 有多么可靠。

14、当你不知道和他说什么的时候，那就什么也不要说，沉默 有无限种含义。

15、不要追求什么结果，每个人结果都一样，就是死亡。

16、不要后悔，无论怎样都不要后悔，后悔的情绪比你所做 错的事更加可怕，因为这会摧毁你的自信，自尊以及很有可能让 你去做一件更错的事。

17、无论遇到什么事情，都要对自己说：这是正常的。而不 要说：我怎么这么倒霉？或是：他怎么这样？那些遇到汶川 地震，911或印尼海啸的人很多都没有机会抱怨了。比起 他们，生活中的一些波折都是正常的，今天也许你的男朋友 离你而去，你会觉得自己是世界上最惨的人，但是别忘了也 许这世上同时有几十万个姑娘和你有着同样的遭遇，只是你不知 道而已。

18、一定要明白，自己所做的一切都是为了追寻一种状态， 一种自我的满足感和幸福感.不要害怕什么，这世上可供害 怕的事太多了，你是害怕不完的。有事情，就解决，不能解决， 那就拉倒。

I'm lazy...

Start new sem for few days already...
But I still at home now~~~hoho
I decided to skip one week class...next Monday only go back to campus~
hehe..Act wanna go back on Tuesday...Already packed all my things...
But suddenly change my decision...and surprised my fren oso..hahaha!!!:)
I am lazy!!!I really is a lazy person loL...



Today I had bought an external hard disk...
yeah!!!wanna buy long time ago already!
Finally got it LoL~:)




After go back...Not really know what will be happened for next?
~For my new sem~
haha...this sem quite full one..
Total I took 20 credits hour for this sem...included one sport subject~Tennis~
wow...Never play before...Goodluck for me lu~
And this sem got another design subject oso...I really hate it!aikss:(

In conclusion...

In conclusion for my semester break...

UPSI and Proton City trip...(In Tanjung malim)



yum cha with sharon,jia,wai yen,pei moon,april and see mun
in Gunung rapat Oldtown...



Yen Leng and Tuck Yuan birthday party in Paparich...




A sudden yum cha called by Boon Tat in Greentown's Oldtown and snooker...
Seriously I'm not really familiar on snooker!haha




A funny and crazy trip with form 6 frens...haha~(one day trip)
Went to Bukit Merah>Penang's 火锅之家 for a dinner>Autocity...

~~~My sisters~~~

Kellie castle in Ipoh~with Pei Yin and Yong Ling~




Yum Cha in Station 1 cafe...Then snooker again!!!:P




A simple celebration on my birthday with Pei Yin in Oriental Cafe~
Thanks for William and everyone!!!



My Birthday Celebration in Breeze cafe...with best sisters!



Secret recipe cakes by my family~wow..
All cheese cakes lol!!!



Pei Yin's birthday!!!:)

Genting trip!!!

Yum Cha with CCd(back from Aus)and other frens in Wong kok Char chan teng~

Last gathering before sem break end and new semester start!!!
(In yeolde English)

Then rush to oldtown meet up with other frens...
haha...Wai soon:Long time no see lol!!!But still got topic to chat!
It's really nice!

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Goodbye!!!My long sem break!

Miss my family(my sister...brother..mum..)
Miss my frens...take care well!

still unwilling to leave and my mum keep asking me when go to back campus?
haha...I just say see later how lo?still not sure yet!

A long post......

Just feel very lazy to update my blog...haha
What's wrong with me?Just lazy lol~

Today is Monday already...
Last week holiday for this long semester break
So fast!!!Time really passing very very fast!
Now only realized that don't want this holiday end!
Although sometime is quite boring~

I had done a lot of things in this holiday
haha...I think the most is working ba!
I totally worked for 27 days within this two and half months holiday
wow!!!This time is more hardworking comparing with last few sem break~
Just becoz of money...I need some extra money to travel and buy somethings~hehe^^
Maybe working too much already...sometime get bad mood oso!coz tired ba!!!
I had worked for many products:
Anlene,Pringgles+head&shoulder+gillitte,Wall's icecream,Klassno(coffee),Lipton...
haha...Actually before that also got sales many other products...
Some people laugh on some sampling promoter like me~
There said like that: Wah...As a university student then became a promoter in supermarket!!!
And can't learn anything oso...and what?what?what?sumtin like that!


haha...Actually I really not mind on that...becoz I just want to earn some pocket money for myself...
Coz I want to try my best and avoid to get money from my parent...
Instead of not just like some people who just open their hand to get money!
Futhermore,I'm hard to find some office hours job in Ipoh too...


Actually be a sampling promoter during holiday can let me learned a lot oso...
Can meet different types of ppl...different style and different status!
The most important is just working during weekend~
So I still can play and go out during weekdays lol~
hey people...don't laugh on sampling promoter again lol!
coz that can consider a job oso!!!


Then also went to Tanjung Malim,Bukit Merah,Penang,Genting...
haha...Not bad la!!!coz can travel with you guys!!!
All are happy and nice trip lol!
And some more got some yum cha sessions with my best buddies and best sisters~
And had few birthday celebration parties oso~
And I also enjoy the time to stay at home...
Especially after the working days...
My mum said while during the holiday then becum lively already!
While all leaves then becum quiet lo~haha...
Sometime got arguing...talking...chatting...laughing...
This call Family!!!
Sometime I really miss the moment in primary,secondary and form6...
Coz v can go back home after study for few hours!!!


Erm...still thinking when wanna go back to campus?
But sure not Monday!Depends on the situation lo~
Maybe Tuesday or...late a bit...haha!see next week how lo~
I also haven't buy anything for the new semester...
Actually not much things to buy coz I got my own transport there~
Just try to buy some needed things in this few days lo
Coz still got last two working days in this weekend!
haha...very hardworking rite!!!^^


Aiksss...But one more thing...
I really must work hard for the new sem...
If not,the result will be unbearable to contemplate lolz...
Play less!Save more!and work hard!haha:P

如果你还放不下某个人。。。

傻孩子，到现在还放不下对方吗，，
傻 孩子，到现在还想着对方的一点一滴吗，，，
傻孩子，有些人、有些事、我们可能偏偏放不下，，，
傻孩子，我来给你做个试验：
你拿着一个茶杯，然后就往里面倒热水，一直 倒到水溢出来。
你烫到手的时候是马上松手了吗？
知 道我想说什么了吗？
这个世界上没有什么事是放不下的，痛了，你自然就会放下。

傻孩子．
忘了吧．所有你留恋的．你 回忆的．你拥有过的．
那些．都已是记忆．
缺失并不可怕．
可怕的．是无法面对．

傻孩子．
你无法轻易忘记放 弃．是因为你付出过．
付出了．他就会像柱子一样扎根在心．
不要刻意去逃避．刻意忘记．那只会让你更痛苦．
绕开这个柱子．寻找未来 的幸福生活吧．
那里．有你的理想．

傻孩子．
开始新的习惯吧．
习 惯．每天一个人生活．
习惯．一个人过生日．一个人行走．
习惯．走过熟悉的路．面对熟悉的景．
你逃不掉．逃不掉的．
那么． 就勇敢面对．现实．
现实是．一切．画上了句点．

傻孩子．
勇敢看着镜子中的自己吧．
这个悲伤软弱满面憔悴的自己．
这 也是你．成长中的你．
这个你．正在逐渐死去．
新的你．即将重生．
寻你的路．你的未来．
你知道的．所有的浩劫．都是成长的 祭奠．
做最好的自己．即使．一个人．

傻孩子．
好．好．尽情发泄吧．
剥开自己的心．用文字．用声音．用所有能发 泄的方式．
泄完了．就要振作．
看吧．你失 去的．其实微不足道．
还有那么多人关心着你．以不同的方式．
所以．你并不孤独．
正是这样的失去．让你看清现在所拥有的幸福．

傻 孩子．
别哭．别再哭．
不值得．真的．不值得了．
把过去尘封吧．别委屈．别不甘心．别不接受．
开始新的旅程吧．去遇见新的 风景．新的际遇．
做你该做的事吧．有很多事．等待着你完成呢．

傻孩子．
生活褪去了曾有的颜色．暂 时宁静．
别沉沦在这片宁静里．那会毁掉你．
你要明白．虽然残忍．但这个决定．足够正确．
现在的生活．不是你想要的．
为了 你的理想．你必须学会适时放弃．
给对方最好的关怀．就是．变的更好．更强大．更幸福．
现在我对你很好、很好、很好，你不需要、你 无所谓、你不在乎，你不珍惜。。。。
当某天，你被伤害，想起我。你就会明白 了。。。。。。。。。。。

好好的对待对方是最好的，以后的时间是很 长的，既然缘分让你们相交，记得珍惜。。。
そのとき は　かのじょう　よろしく
送给还在坚持的人们。。。
有时候放手了。。。
可能你就轻松一些了。。。
记得要让自己高兴。。。

你行的。。。

I hope...

haha...Actually I really Hope can do many things and learn many things in this long holiday~
When I see something...then hope can doing that~actually is abit greedy la!
I hope can learn to make pizza,bread,cake and etc....
I hope can travel to different places...Malaysia...Oversea...
hehe...I Hope can do this while I'm young and still got that spirit to do that~
I hope can travel with person that I like~But he never appearance in my life now~
Just waiting lol~
But still can travel with few of my best frens!!!hehe...^^
I hope can go travel many many places!!!greedy rite!!!
I hope can travel with my family oso...They are the person whose always pardon and forgive me!
I hope can try anything that I never try before~
I hope can change my sudden urge attitude also~
wow...Got many things le...a lot and a lot!!!hehe:P

recently~

working!working!working!
I'm busy working for this whole week...non-stop!
Actually damn tired!But just becoz of money...so working very hard lol!
Really cannot deny that MOneY is very very important in our life!
without money,we can't do anything~even though some small things
So,I just work hard to earn more money during this holiday for my study and daily expenses..
hehe...actually are for some extra and accidentally expenses...
But money always gone away faster and not enough for me...
I swear that must be saved some money in next semester,can't just finish all
Then becum very poor and out of money during my sem break!
Money ar money!I really need more money!haha...
Actually I really work hard in this holiday coz accepted many jobs lo!

Holiday just left 3 weeks only...
Now I really feel that dont want go back campus lol~
haizzz...human being is like that...
Now I only realized that time really passing very fast!
Two and half months holiday and now just left 3 weeks only
After go back then need to face back again the tough study lol~haizzz...


What I'm gain in this holiday are:

Already earn some pocket money for my new sem and for some travel fees...
Then learned some working experiences oso..coz sales different products for each job..
And had some small trips with my hometown frens...even some places near with Ipoh...
but it's fun!
But I really spent a lot of my parent's money lol~~~must work hard and pay back to them...

New sem...still don't know what's the challenges for that?
haha...but that's after 3 weeks lol...so I must enjoy the coming 3 weeks holiday!
Genting...Melacca...here I come lol!I hope can go KL shopping oso...^^

星期五的凌晨~

现在是凌晨两点零九分~
很久没那么夜睡了。。。
哈哈，刘海剪短了一些，但脸看起来有点肿肿地~
真的肥了！！！

也很久没这样post了
把自己的自拍照放进去
~~hoho~~

刚刚不停地打雷和闪电。。。
还以为今晚会下大雨了
结果，现在还是风平浪静！aikzzz...

和两位姐妹长谈吹水了一整晚~
哈哈，说来说去还是些八卦的事情~
嘻嘻，期待七月之旅咯！

这是我煮的~嘻嘻，这次有点进步了~
因为真的太得空太无聊了~
看戏，吃，睡觉，也没别的事情做了~

刚刚在手机找到这照片。。。
我妈发明的釀豆腐。。。嘻嘻！



我很喜欢这句话：
“对自己好点，因为一辈子不长；对身边的人好点，因为下辈子不一定能够遇见！”
真的很同意，很有意思，能做到就最好咯~^^

是时候醒一醒了~

懒惰了那么久，现在是时候做些我该做的事情了~

有时候“懒惰”真成为了我的借口~

好像是逃避的借口，把很多事情都拖延了很久~

我是时候醒一醒了，每天只待在电脑前看ppstream...

真的要发霉了！！！



要把这之前规划的东西在这假期给完成它~

不然真的白费很多时间！！！

lately~

Result for final exam was came out already~
erm...not really good for this sem...
but anyway,that's better than what I'm expected lol~
I got nothing special feel on that~no extreme sad or happy on that!
just like normal...
hehe...Just try to work hard for next semester lo!



This week will be a very free week for me...
coz don't have any sampling job for this weekend
hehe...just try to become "P.I.G" at home lo~
Actually sometime damn B.0.r.!.N.G oso..
but just feel like lazy to go out at the "Hot" afternoon~
erm...still planning going to somewhere..
haha...still in progress and thinking lol~
hopefully it will success to make it during this holiday


Aiksss...One more thing make me trouble now...
haha...I wanna keep fit le...
now becum very fat already...
But sometime really hard to control coz I'm easy attracted by the foods..
hoho...and easy to gain weight also
haizzz....."keep fit is a all one's life job for a girl!"
Unfair!!!haha~~~~
Must keep fit start from now lo~ish!ish!ish!


erm...still have one more week then my 22nd birthday is coming lol~
so fast...really very fast!!!
haha...but this year like nothing special lo...coz left less people here only~
So...don't have any expected or surprised on that...aiksss...
Just plan to hang out with few frens lol...
haha...must go out celebrate earlier a bit also coz I got working on my birthday le~
~~~same with last year...got working on that day oso...


"T.I.M.3"~It's never waiting for us...so fast...one year already~
Sometime not enuf time for me to grab and treasure everything...
And sometime...It's really too late already!!!becum a regret lo~


This year gonna to make a wishes which different with last year...
coz last time wishes never come true in my life...
So just try change to other lol...haha!^^

最后一次~

昨天遇见了一件事~
又是给我另一个教训了
当时我真的很生气很生气
生气时代表在乎那个人，那位朋友
得到那样的对待，我真的看清楚了
这一次，是彻彻底底的失望了
对他，再也没有任何期望了
有人说，要看清楚一个人需要经过一些事情才能看得一清二楚的
我想说，我真的看得一清二楚了，还有许多的现实
再也没有任何期望了
每一次都有那种害怕的感觉，我想以后不会再有了
这是最后一次了！不会有下次了~
人就是现实的得吧！！！

刚刚真的被气到想哭出来了
但现在已经不重要了
不是你对每个人好，你就会得到相同的对待
我承认我是一个把友情一看得太重的人
好像家人一样重要~
我的想法真的太天真，太傻了~

其实大多数之间都存在着一个“利用”和“自私”的价值观存在~
有小部分是例外吧。。。但很少~

“一言惊醒梦中人”说成“一事惊醒梦中人”~
我终于醒了。。。人长大了就是要面对这一切的现实

刚刚我根本就不想去
如果不是不要让大家难堪。。。我根本就不会出席~
我就是那样，不管小气也好，什么也好~
我就是个爱恨分明的人
谁对我好，他做的事和说的话我会永远记得
有事需要帮忙我会赴汤蹈火，在所不辞
谁对我不好，他做的事和说的话我也会永远记得
但是真的没下次了！最后一次就够了！

yum cha!

yum cha with my best "zi mui"~
In Oldtown again!
haha...we gossip so many things~

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Yum cha with my form 6 frens~best gang lol~hehe^^
In Station 1 cafe~1st time went there...
erm...But not a nice place for us to chat
coz got some sound effect by the singer there(too louder already)
made us hard to chat lolzzz..

Then..snooker again!
haha...but me and pei yin just done some silly things there...
Anyway...a nice gathering lol!

haha...really lazy to write...
so just simply uploaded lo~~~

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O.L.D

wow...Finally I finish watched this drama...
~~~败犬女王~~~
haha...long time didn't watch Taiwan drama already
This is a quite nice drama...touching and good storyline!
erm...I like it very much lol~
some sentences inside the drama
like -Would u stay with me...
-8=infinity...if look in other view...
-勇气不是天生的，是一点一滴累积成的...
yeap...I totally agree with this...


Recently feel very hot le!!!
Hot weather coming again...haizzz...

yup...this week working for 3 days...
Friday,sat & sun...damn boring le...
start my over again my working day lo
Actually time really pass very fast...time flies~
passing week by week..like very fast one~
OMG...I really OLD already...
Still have two more weeks then I gonna step into my 22 years old life lo~
haha^^ :P

我的生活~

这几天不断呆在家看连续剧。。。
哈哈。。。每天看到三更半夜。。。因为真的太得空了~


说真的，时间过得真快，这样又放假一个月了~aiksss...
其实这假期也没做了些什么~~~
和朋友出去了几次，其余的时间就是呆在家看连续剧，而周末就做Part-time咯~
其实这假期每个周末都排得满满的，几乎每个周末都有工作咯~
哈哈，其实真的不是很想做，理由是懒惰咯，同时也蛮闷的啦
但目前的经济状况真的穷到极点了，都怪平时太爱玩，太容易花钱了
所以每当一到假期就是穷到极点的时候了~
我答应自己下个学期千万不能那样了，真的要学会控制一下~
而没工作时候就是呆在家里对着电脑做些无聊的事情
看连续剧，这里按下，那里按下的~其实也有点无聊啦~
有时真的很想出去，但就是很懒惰提不起劲来
好了，过了这星期后，这些心情就要停止了~
要提起劲来约些朋友喝茶咯~~~

最近迷上了一出偶像剧~败犬女王~
其实是蛮久的戏来的，哈哈，等到现在才有时间看哦~
这套戏让我有许多的感动，哈哈，有时也让我落泪了~
还有就是，阮經天 真的好帥哦。。。哈哈！！！
超好看的！！！


昨天检查了final的pass or fail 成绩~~成绩是pass了~
但真不敢想象一个多星期后的真正成绩会是如何？
但我知道肯定是很差吧！！！aiksss...


还有昨天又去做了复诊了~
又拿了一个月的药。。。其实我真的很讨厌吃药
而且还是要天天吃的，连续吃四个月~aiksss...
但我是个怕死的。。。所以一定要吃咯~
看到这些药都怕，我想吃了之后不吃东西也会变胖吧！！！haizzz...


今天妈妈煮了羊骨饨药材汤，真的超难喝的！！！
我是不能接受那种味道吧！！！